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I still think of u..my heart still breaks cos of u, but i realise my wound is healing..
I noe everything is gone and wat is done is done..nothing can be retrieve anymore..But i still wish tat i had the chance..
I had illusions that you came back to me.but i wasn;t happy, in fact i was even more hurt..Maybe is bcos i knew that illusions can never become reality and also bcos you really hurt me so much..i can't believe in u anymore..
You just left without knowing the damage you done to my life..yep..I love you, hate you and afraid of u..
i hope i will never hear u apologise or say that you want me back..bcos it will hurt me
i dun want sound weak..Tats y all i can do is pretend i'm strong and pretend tat i'm happy in front of u..
Actually i am happy but my smile can never be perfect anymore..
How i wish some day, some guy will save me from all this nightmare..Yeah it only happens in movies..

attachment was okie i guess..i'm back to where i first started -->ward73..
hehe alvin just intro me a job..