blahz

i'm here all alone.

Okie, din check the timetable properly.

arggH/

lalalla~
ANdrew is helping me to create an account, so i can post pictures..yahooo..

remind me.
suppose to call Dear's boss and TRy to persuade him to give dear a day off. -.-!!
stupid me thinks tat CHinese New Yr was ard the corner like next week..but no..it NEXT NEXT week..
So actually shopping need not to be in the rush, but i think its betta, cos afterwards surely flooded.. =/

Today i laugh so much tat my tummy was painful..
i told pat and gianna tat once in sch i will start slimming down bcos laugh too much..
Lecture was boring, tutorial is ok..Dorothy Rox..she just cool.I think she must have enjoy acting alot..cos she gd as a comedian..=P

darnz, i gotta make up 3 hr of classes.cos yesterday i din go sch.
Was err sick, so tat 1 hr lab and 2 hr of bio pract.
i'm dead meat.can't tell you why.but hope fate will be a little more kinder to me =

All that you showed me
the power and the glory
Hear my kingdom come
-Hymn-

IDIOT..!!

seriously need to update my plan sia.
Just now stupid Eddy,y din u put the phone down?
arggh a total of 20 mins u noe..
my phone bill gonna kill me le.
plus the excessive msges i have been sending >>>.<<<

die la..die le..Help!! die .. die ..

gonna bar pple le..
Next time i dun pick up..i call back..
if private numbers den too back unless u call at night..
Too bad=P
Arrggh still feeling pissed and mad

okie..forget abt those who pisses me off..

Talk abt today..Lessons was err boring wif a rooster to start the first bio lecture..?
But lucky i had a gd slp, was not feeling slpy or tired.. =P
grab a packet of milo before the 2nd lect.

Did elearning.regret not bringing a jacket cos i was almost turn into a snowman
Had err..salmon wif lemon sauce..
Sauce sux, fish and miso soup was nice..=)

slack ard for an hr or so outside the lab.Gianna was giving us fashion talks..lalalla~
The lecturer rocks!
cos she so damn patient.she write the answers to each question down and even wait for the slower ones to copy finish..cool*
Learn abt suctioning.
Tuesday lessons were always like this.light and simple.=]

Yesterday, dear was sweet for the first time.okie jk..for the many times..
but anyway he help me wif the flowers and i did part of my elearning in peace.
haha..he make me really happy anyway. so i decided to spent tat 10 buck he gave me
his little bro tag along.we went garderns to have tat chicken rice.
Den i draw out my last 20 buck and we went for desserts.
His little bro got rung of fire and i and him share waffles ice cream.

Today only saw him for an hr or so den he got to go work le..=(

dun miss dear yet but in time yes i will..=D

now i understand,
the love tat i wanted will spoiled me.
just like a big kid tat grows bad in your arms of love.

the love that you wanted
Is something i can neva give u anymore.

Y?

could flowers live forever when u gave it to someone?
I dunno, but i believe it could.
You say u will forget me when the flowers were all dead.
But i will always keep them even when they have wither and died.
I dun need ur love anymore, but my love for u..

will always rem u and the nite we spend together.
could i still say i love u anymore?
i guess not..

i hatex myself.

#$%@!

HAIz,
I lost so many things on the first day of school.

*sob sob*

aRghH neva mind i will get a new one..:

Thanks boy for the breakfast u treat me this morning..
Was late for 1 min for first lecture.
Got a tutorial afterwhich i could go home.

Groups selection wasn't really gd..
Maybe for others but not for me.
Oh well, hope this sem will be a bit kinder to me..

I miSz My bAbie DEaR dEar hugz.

Now i run to you like i always do...

I know many will make noise.
But Love need courage..
Oh boy gave me some plsss..cos i ain't got any..

To my dear bud.
Hope everything could turn out well for both of us.
Maybe we were not meant to be in the past.
Neva did i blame u or criticise wat u used to mean to me..

For now i just wanna stay happy. =))

Attachment is finally over
And on friday i manage to give IM injections.
I feel so happy.=D

On Friday,i went out wif Jess, Andrew, Lena, Kexin and Charlene and my dear.
It was my darling ger b'day.
We got her a necklace and earring.
Muackz*
Hope you had a great day.
Sorry i wasn't ter wif you.=[

The day afterwhich i went wif out wif Lena
Was a fun day.Play a funny game which got our ankle sore..
Den ter was the performance outside taka..That guy was cuteee...and the music was fantastic or marvellous..

Today went to visit my grandfather.
Got an amusing conversation wif him..lollx

Just went to visit my dear.

Dear, i still love you..always..foreva..whenever..whereever..
=D

Its over

oh wells :]

" Senorita, i feel for you..
You deal with things, that you don't have to
He doesn't love ya, I can tell by his charm
But you could feel this real love....."

K-BoX RoCkx!
the singers were...Me, Qin, lena, Andrew, ivan..annnd my little sister..=P
Jessie was so shy..Andrew and lvan sang very little too..
As usual i sang the most..Was pathetic cos ter were only two mike..
Den charlene came over..We went to lib to pay the fines..
I lost the book "HELP, MY HEART IS BREAKING"..but it was cheap eh..only 14 bucks..
But come to think of it, i think i shouldn't have lost it..=/

Jessie, Andrew and Char went to get char's arty stuff.
Den the four of us went to suntec.hang ard..Lena bought some tarutufu flavour(oreo)
Met Jess they all den we went to Esplanade lib watch Altantis the Lost Empire.
LEna went home, Andrew went to find his friend..
The rest of us ate at Thai Express..i got err some prawn omelet thingy..Very filling..

It was fun but tiring..^^ day..

"remember the time when you're here inside my dream?
i wished you be mine..

Discover and see that you're the only one for me..
together we'll be free..
That's how it meant to be

Have you ever felt so lonely..
Your the one thats lonely
Did you ever cry,
why did you say goodbye?"


the weekends are approaching..Hurry!! i can't wait..+p
Slacking yesterday..
Today will be trying to do case study..haiz!

I miss you..do you miss me too?

Yesterday was all lecture, today is the real thing
Argghh, wat wrong wif me..?
Maybe i was just neva a ger wif confidence..
Yea, always having a prob wif myself..
cos no matter how i tried to tell myself tat everything is gonna be ok and that i will do just fine..i just dun seem to do anything rite..without at least looking confident..
=/

Just put down the phone wif my boy..
heh, funny but abit dry conversation..
It weird to know tat we does things alike..w/out err knowing it at all.
We both gave our ex away...!!!-.-

Yesterday met him at jubliee arcade..
He was Jeremy and i waited awhile for the two boys to finish their gun game
Den after which we go his house..
He took out lots of photo album as he promised to..
He look fat when he was a toddler..lolx
But grew really lengthy wif age..and not to mention skinnier..

His sis has abt the same face from young til now..
But he look really diff..lolx
His mum bought us mos burgers.
heh, he say i leave him out when i go fixed the jigsaw puzzles... lolx
so i join him at the sofa watching dunno wat tat show name..
But he at 8 gotta leave..but it was a great show though
Send him to camp den took the cab back to my house for the first time
a pretty sum of 23.70..din have tat much cash wif me so i got to go atm..But ter was a queue, gee..of all time..

lalalla~ shall end here..=)

Take care !

i'm Late!! but who cares, someone dun want pick up my call..
i'm eating err porriage wif veggie, hotdogs and salmon

New yr count down was great..
Spend it wif Lena darling, kexin, jess, ANdrew and Xin
Xin bought us the spray to defend ourselves..lolx
Yesterday morning went to pick my baby boy from camp..We went to eat den i went home le..
I feeling weird this days..dun really want to spend it wif any guys..
Just wanted to be alone wif my family or at least at home..
This few days weather sucks..keep raining..so weeelll, maybe tat the case i guess..

It yr 2005 le..

my neW yR reSoluTions: =)
Study hard and be a good nurse..err means no more slacking
Stop fooling ard
Be myself

Long time no blog.
haaha.i'm broke.=)
cos i spend..and spend like i'm rich but i'm not..=
My dear say wanna feed me.hah, but dunno whether he can anot.

Projects are gonna kill me.
they're i swear.
Well, everything will soon be over.

Sunday, was kinda of the first longest outing wif my dear.Eddy,Jess, gary and her fren came along.It was a Sunday and it town so i met alot of pple like Qin and Ivan at suntec and sb at bK.den Eddy saw Claudia but i din see cos i was bz trying out the clothes.

dunno wat got into me to buy a dress from Chaos.89 bucks u noe..haha can die.
Jess owe me a sum of money.Got many tops from FFwomen and another 2 dresses from Bus-stop.

can wear one of them for valentine.hahah.was really tiring,esp for dear and eddy..They took turns to carry Jess's heavy bag wif a laptop.we travel alot too.esp from bugis to suntec and den to Lido and far east.

So to thanx my wonderful lao gong for his patience and love, i accompany him to shop today.
He and KS played billard, and a funny keyboard game.

So now i took a break from my long search for tat stupid topic.
dunno wat makes me took tat..so much abt psycho..
and dear really patient to stay up wif me..but he watching sch of rocks now.
He sweet, pausing every once in a while to give me hugz to relieve my stress..

I love You.

Forever.

Amen.