Hee, im having so much fun simpsonising myself...!!

Ms JaZzy Simpson!

My baby turned into a Simpson too!! hehe

I guess life hasnt been really bad nor good to me..I dunno why but i guess im rather numb to pain.Somehow i dun and cannot really cry at least not tat easily..

I seem to be able to let go of things easily even if they do matter once upon a time to me.

Bcos i dun see the point in holding on to matters tat make u sad, utimately when u're sad, it means u r in such a helpless position to be able to do anything at all.So wat the point!

JUST MOVE ON yeah!

yeah move on no matter how life really sucks at time.

For now i need $$$$$...

Dun ask why just give it to me if u could.=x

I have been bz wif the transferring of my music, pictures and documents..But i not even half way done yet..=(
look like i gonna take a long time.=x

Anyway Jessie and Ray is back from their sentosa honeymoon.

I din join them cos i hafta work and den again i dun think im needed ter also..Tired of being the lightbulb all de time..-.-

I remember the days when I was so eager to satisfy you

and be less then I was just to prove I could walk beside you

Now that I've flown away I see you've chosen to stay behind me

and still you curse the day I decided to stay true to myself.



And i still cannot forget the past.Im sorry.

Forgiveness is easy but not forgetting or mayb i haven forgave at all.


I dunno.




Im going Genting in 2 day time! Wish me fun!=DD

A week or more has passed.

I really wonder how have u been doing.But i decide my question is pointless to the sense where it shouldnt matter anymore.

No one really knew wat i have been up to recently, even i dun seem to understand wat im doing.But i have been losing that freedom i have been craving bit by bit..

I felt like im losing my best frens too! I knew i shouldnt be feeling tat way but i guess if im gonna get attached again i will change things.Im not gonna be the ger i used to be.The ger that forgo everything for love.So i guess i cant really blame them.=x

Cos i find every weekend torturing tat i dun have my gerfrens with me cos they r always wif their boyfrens..=((

Well never mind abt tat, they r still great frens and i still have my great parents.

Is only recently that i learn how to appreciate them.

My nite shift is over and it sure din feel like i did night shift cos it was supposedly to be the 7th month and superstitious pple wouldnt want to visit the hospital so yeah less surgeries..meaning less work for us.=D

For the 3 nites (esp the last 2) i remember gorging on really fabulous supper like subway on the first nite and ter was the crab beehoon on the second nite (my sweet mummy bought it) with CAH's chicken wing and we had horfun and the fu jian mian last nite and a ice cream wif bread in the wee morning..hehe!

i think i grew fatter.:X

Right now i think i need to stop spending so much.LOLz

Ter yy b'day to look forward to and the genting trip as well as the one week of leave.

I guess i should find my goal in life..arghh!!

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