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Wednesday, August 31, 2005

It been a long time since i actually blog..

Now it my week break.but i'm so occupied..feeling so stresss and all.
My plans for revision i dun think i can put it to action.It projects project!!
Oh man... *shake head*
Oh last friday sleepover turn out to be quite successful..Pat's apartment was gorgeous...
But we had to do a little cleaning up.The floor was really dirty, lobster had to mop the floor like 8 times..I help her change the water though..lolx
Baby came too .Me ,lin and baby went swimming and we played wif the small slide..Was ok la i guess.

oh wat a bizzare love triangle i had for this week.It kinda of solved alrdy.
So yeah..just finish my project..of cos thanks to a particular someone too for helpin me wif the drawings.XD

I feel free..hee..now i'm going clean stuff up..get a bathe..and eat dinner..lalalal~

i hate you MR PROCRASTINATION! i'm glad this time you cant convince me..=D

Sunday, August 28, 2005

Every time I think of you
I feel shot right through into a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine,
but it's a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes,
and it's what nobody knows
While every day my confusion grows

Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say

I feel fine,
and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way,
I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
Well, I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself that if I hurt someone else
Then we'll never see just what we're meant to be

Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say

Sigh

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't,
I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't,
I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go,
scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go,
scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

this week has been fine i guess.i have been more alert in my lab lesson and all.
i cant wait for fri cos it gonna be fun.yep.For now i'm stuck wif tons of research i have been delaying.

I'm a broken person now.I wish someone wise would have taught me wat to do.
But now, i want to pray for u, my only one..Pls be happy..cos i'm broken when u r broken too.
Til now, all the things you said are running tru my head.turning me upside down..this is just not enough i guess..i just want to, feel like holding u again and telling u it be alright..i'm sorry dear..If you have to, pls forget me.=(

Sunday, August 21, 2005

hmm i guess i did have a great time at his cousin party.
We all went swimming like at 10 plus.Lolx.was freezing cold.
Oh and guess wat she frm ij too except that she was 3 yrs my senior.

we went to have supper before we came back to slp.hahha.ming was totally K.O
hmm den in the morning, i was too tired to follow my baby, so i slept til like 2 den woke up.yep, baby bought me and ming chicken rice.It tasted good.And i was bombard by his grandma when eating..omg.she ask quest like why i cant speak malay and why i dun eat chilli.LOLX

oh well. y mommy din miss me ? *wondering*

Saturday, August 20, 2005

i realise i need to, i got to find my way in this life.

I feel so sian.

Yeah, yesterday went out wif ma baby to get mc wif his fren.
In the end they gave me all their meds which is for the common flu and stomach prob.LOlZ

Watch Finding Neverland while i ate maggie mee for supper.Was gd i guess..
Johnny depp and the boy who act as charlie was the actor..haha
While baby so cute, help me find lesb and butches..=/ LOLZ

later going wif ma baby to his cousin party..haha lucky ming is comin..or else feel really awkward.gee..

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Met my darling ger yesterday and my gf today..
Ho ho ho..yeah one getting prettier and another getting betta at pool..in anyway they trash me..LOlx

hmm stupid Ms Ng bias sia.keep picking on me today..My presentation...i think i went too soft..oh well i not sure y my nerves were very jumpy today..

i realise i dun have a gd character..but at least i know i am learning everyday to be a better person myself..so anyone who chose to dislike me..i'm fine wif it.=/

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

i'm back from 3days 2 nites chalet. XD

It was very fun.Though i've to take a cab down to sch today early in the morning.Was really shagged til i could have knock out.Yeah so i went back and slept til it was dinner time?
but still tired.LOLX.guess wat i had for dinner..i just took a small bowl of rice wif veggie..and i drank champagne wif my dinner.. =D

okie shall update a brief detail on wat i did on monday and tues:

met everyone at yck mrt at 1.45.book in and slack...play taiji den we all supposedly wanted to play pool..Din know it needs ic so we thought of whitesands but in the end we just end up eating at the food junction and went back to tat horrible place to play pool instead.i Suck at pool but lady luck was wif me tat time i guess.Lin and pat went to play bowling..Haha, it was a conincidence we finish our games altogether.Bought bubble tea on the way back.lobster taught us how to play mahjong.whoo.finally learnt it.LOLx.So sweet of ma baby to buy me a cake from emicake..lalala ~.Ate nasi lemak for supper and then it was just taiji and mahjong before everyone decide to turn in.I slept at like 4?

Next day, wormy decide be such a spoilt little bitch..woke everyone up.haha, baby went to turn the bed upside down tat lin couldnt slp..it was funny see how they fought tkw wif each other.oh well, slack ard.Den the whole day it was just only me, ma baby, lin and pat.We went to escape and rollerblading.i sat almost all the rides except the little children rites and gold cart.Revolution was gd man..LOlx.It felt abit like the inverter.Sat like 3 times straight and i almost fell out of the seat at the third time..scary man.the thing kinda wasnt lock properly or some thing, it came out half way while i was like flip outside down..oh well..thrilling..
Rollerblading was gd too.Ma baby got me and lin up this slope..and coming down it was like scary..LOLX.oh well, i manage to do it without falling.Went to rent bike for the nite and yeah i was trying to balance wif my big toe..Yeah did nite cycling to changi village..Was like tiring man.My leg still achin..

LALALA~

why did i see u

Thursday, August 04, 2005

why did i bum into u..of all days i was wearin my worst and everything blah blah..
Dun worry, i aint letting Jess touch my jeans or skirt anymore.

Today is weird k..just weird ..is like u wake up in a dream and meet weird pple and even pple u hate..almost got con by a salesman..and den pple u dislike keep showing up at every corner of the sch,so coincidentally huh? Den u get out of sch, hoping u wun meet anyone u dun want to see and u laterally bum into ur first ex bf..isnt tat so cool?

*bum head*

i guess i got shawn to thanks for..he did make my day.=D
Charlie and the chocolate factory rocks too...

Oh yeah the stupid toilet in bishan, i dun understand y they must paste tat freakin lady in red on the wall..It quite scary man..i got scared like 2 times alrdy..-.-

oh well wat a day..i going to slp...ZzzZZzz

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

LALALAlla my presentation over le.^^

maybe i was a little too soft..oh well everything was last min tats why.=/
hmm ate western food today..and was like bumming into pple the moment i carry my tray..I realise pple r fcuking lazy to move to giev way..arrrgh.

Ter was like 4 hrs break and i slept like 2 hrs..hehe.Now much more refresh.=D

Monday, August 01, 2005

Remember that people only cares abt their survival; trust no one.

-the island-

I so shag..just took a short nap..stupid hp ring here and ter..urggh
and i think i gonna catch a cold soon.
I kinda feel the pressure alrdy.alot things to do tonite and i miss my dear dear.=X
Oh today 3032 was fun..it was a game of blind man.learnt one impt value behind this crazy game, that is our patients are "blind", and we as caregivers were suppose to take in alot of responsibilty and concern to led this "blind" pple as they were dependent on us..okiee..something like tat la.

haha we all agree to meet early but everyone (except yanxia) was slightly late.
i so tired.Heart dun fail me now..oh plsss.