I worked 11 hrs today.Haiz just my luck man. Now im feeling super dupa tired but just had my dinner so gonna slack awhile before i go and sleep.
Im left wif 94 days!Feels better den when it was 100+ days.
Received UOL confirmation last sat.Damn happy la but gonna have to quickly decide wat module i want to take.=?
Today we have a bone marrow donation.Quite cool never see one before.J.M.I took the case while me and 'mummy' circulate.Den after that the 3 of us got separated.I collected my N95 mask after tea.Went up to circulate for a case that was suspected.Sian.Became runner and ran til i got so damn tired and for the first time in dunno how many months im dying to go for break quickly.simply cannot take it liao.
After 3pm tea, went to the dreaded place and circulate again.He was in a supa dupa bad mood la.Gotta stay back cos worry abt the turn over.
i gonna stop. bye
Im damn tired
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
im tired-
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Im addicted to a new game now. Restaurant City. There nothing to do beside loggin every 3 hrs to noe that ur workers do not die of fatigue.
Came back an hr ago from dinner and dota. Played terribly as rhasta, cannot be bothered anymore.The world of DOTA is terrible!!
On the brighter side, i cant wait to tell you abt our first experience at TRUE SPA! Got my mum to arrange for me.But i dun think their service is really fantastic. 4/5?
Cos when we arrive, they take so long to verify and everything.We were told to go up and wait at this pretty empty cafe - like room.Quite pretty la but empty and no dun expect them to serve u cakes and tea.
That the 'cubicle' opposite us.
Baby is so happy that he giving me a KISS!
A lady came and told us the room is ready.=D
We were lead to a nearby room, instructed wat to do and they left us for 30 mins to do hydrobath. Quickly change and tried to take a few shots of the chio room but camera suck la.
This is so far the nicest i took. It the lighting above the hydrobath area.Will change color every few sec.Damn nice and romantic la.It like looking at colorful stars above you..:)
Funny looking cap and disposable undies. Baby was given a black _ _ _ _ _ lolz.
After the massage.
Actually my hair is in the mess and all tangle up.Haiiz i hate my hair..It not soft and silky one.
After that We had our first foot spa.Hee i nvr had one before but nothing to rave abt since the lady who massage me isnt good at all la.The guy who massage baby's feet look more professional..*sulk*
Baby's posing for me!
The chair we sitting on is actually a massage chair. After the oil rubbing massage, they wax our leg.Not that kind of waxing la, but we were told to dip our feet into a container of hot wax and then they wrap the leg up wif plastic.Suppose to be good for blood circulation.
We went home supposedly to wait for his bro den we can go together wif his mum.But in the end the mum din want to go.We met the bro downstairs and went together to Katong.
I kinda like this edition.
Baby wanted to eat Waraku.So here we are.I hate the bloody service la.Aiyo, either serve wrong thing or serve right thing twice.And the waitress doesnt seem local so i guess they cannot understand english!!I asked them clear table den serve cake..WHen i came back from the toilet, table clear half way and den the cake come liao.Wats more i ask her to light the candles on the cake den serve..KNS! She bought the cake wif the candles still in the plastic bag.
So poor baby gotta light the candles himself cos dunno wat the rest doing...
I was trying to take pics!!
So here it is.My compilation of baby b'day pic.Sorry not very nice cos of the stupid lighting, movement and lousy N95 camera!!
Baby's Hilton Hotel Birthday cake!
Baby wif his sweet sweet smile, although i dunno wat is he doing.lolx
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PORK once again!
Sorry baby i noe u r waiting for me to slp.. Good nite!
Came back an hr ago from dinner and dota. Played terribly as rhasta, cannot be bothered anymore.The world of DOTA is terrible!!
On the brighter side, i cant wait to tell you abt our first experience at TRUE SPA! Got my mum to arrange for me.But i dun think their service is really fantastic. 4/5?
Cos when we arrive, they take so long to verify and everything.We were told to go up and wait at this pretty empty cafe - like room.Quite pretty la but empty and no dun expect them to serve u cakes and tea.
That the 'cubicle' opposite us.
Baby is so happy that he giving me a KISS!
A lady came and told us the room is ready.=D
We were lead to a nearby room, instructed wat to do and they left us for 30 mins to do hydrobath. Quickly change and tried to take a few shots of the chio room but camera suck la.
This is so far the nicest i took. It the lighting above the hydrobath area.Will change color every few sec.Damn nice and romantic la.It like looking at colorful stars above you..:)
Funny looking cap and disposable undies. Baby was given a black _ _ _ _ _ lolz.
After the massage.
Actually my hair is in the mess and all tangle up.Haiiz i hate my hair..It not soft and silky one.
After that We had our first foot spa.Hee i nvr had one before but nothing to rave abt since the lady who massage me isnt good at all la.The guy who massage baby's feet look more professional..*sulk*
Baby's posing for me!
The chair we sitting on is actually a massage chair. After the oil rubbing massage, they wax our leg.Not that kind of waxing la, but we were told to dip our feet into a container of hot wax and then they wrap the leg up wif plastic.Suppose to be good for blood circulation.
We went home supposedly to wait for his bro den we can go together wif his mum.But in the end the mum din want to go.We met the bro downstairs and went together to Katong.
I kinda like this edition.
Baby wanted to eat Waraku.So here we are.I hate the bloody service la.Aiyo, either serve wrong thing or serve right thing twice.And the waitress doesnt seem local so i guess they cannot understand english!!I asked them clear table den serve cake..WHen i came back from the toilet, table clear half way and den the cake come liao.Wats more i ask her to light the candles on the cake den serve..KNS! She bought the cake wif the candles still in the plastic bag.
So poor baby gotta light the candles himself cos dunno wat the rest doing...
I was trying to take pics!!
So here it is.My compilation of baby b'day pic.Sorry not very nice cos of the stupid lighting, movement and lousy N95 camera!!
Baby's Hilton Hotel Birthday cake!
Baby wif his sweet sweet smile, although i dunno wat is he doing.lolx
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PORK once again!
Sorry baby i noe u r waiting for me to slp.. Good nite!
Happy Birthday Baby BOY!
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
It 2am, 22/4/2009. Baby has just begun his first 24th yr for 2 hours already!
Me a bad and non-romantic gf only manage to surprise him wif a coffee bean oreo cheesecake. Which wasnt his kind cos its too fluffy??? Yeah i dunno how to appreciate cheesecake one so dont understand wat he means by thick kind??
I like the cake cos of the tiny oreo.Hope you like it too!
Anyway i din manage to take a pic of that cheesecake cos clumpsy me accidentally topple my plastic bag which i put the box of cheesecake in and err the cheesecake got disfigured.
Dear piggy, this yr birthday affair will be a simple one wif no present.I cant think of wat to get for you but if you got anything u want, just tell me ok?But i hope you will enjoy the rest of the day later.=)
Will i get to see a BIG BIG smile from you?
Anyway...
Me a bad and non-romantic gf only manage to surprise him wif a coffee bean oreo cheesecake. Which wasnt his kind cos its too fluffy??? Yeah i dunno how to appreciate cheesecake one so dont understand wat he means by thick kind??
I like the cake cos of the tiny oreo.Hope you like it too!
Anyway i din manage to take a pic of that cheesecake cos clumpsy me accidentally topple my plastic bag which i put the box of cheesecake in and err the cheesecake got disfigured.
A note to my xiao zhu zhu:
Dear piggy, this yr birthday affair will be a simple one wif no present.I cant think of wat to get for you but if you got anything u want, just tell me ok?But i hope you will enjoy the rest of the day later.=)
Will i get to see a BIG BIG smile from you?
Anyway...
& i lub lub lub you! *muackzzzz*
REST finally!
Sunday, April 19, 2009
I got things i want to do tmr, hope i get it done and not procrastinate anymore!=)
It 2 am and im not in bed, abdomen hurts.The kind of pain makes me feel like my kidney complaining NOT ENUFF WATER!! Ok im not in bed cos i aint tired.Slept quite alot today.
She finally return more den half of the sum alrdy.Hope the last $120 wun be as torturing.
Im happy cos i only need to suffer 2 more days before i can wave goodbye and rest , DOTA for the next 5 days.How can i not be happy tell me?Yeah im back to dota-ing again.Although most of the time i kenna owned and we lost cos of many stupid reasons but it better den playing PEST SOCIETY.
Me and baby had Tin Tai fung today. Totally love the fried rice except pls remind me baby, not to order prawn fried rice again cos every thing has prawn! The siew mai, the dumpling soup..I cannot take it!
I just got pass the week in a blink blink of an eye.. Tat man's live went quite ok but as usual cant stop his evil mean comments and yes sel no matter wat u did well.Thank God, i din agree to go for the dinner.Went to meet Qin instead and had a long bff talk.Dun want to elaborate anymore so will just post some old pics!
All this taken on the day we went to play badminton at woodlands and den we went tampines to watch Handsome suit(i din want watch it in cinema cos it a waste of $$). I had to plead wif him a few times for a few shots. Haha it funny cos it all the same angle.
It 2 am and im not in bed, abdomen hurts.The kind of pain makes me feel like my kidney complaining NOT ENUFF WATER!! Ok im not in bed cos i aint tired.Slept quite alot today.
She finally return more den half of the sum alrdy.Hope the last $120 wun be as torturing.
Im happy cos i only need to suffer 2 more days before i can wave goodbye and rest , DOTA for the next 5 days.How can i not be happy tell me?Yeah im back to dota-ing again.Although most of the time i kenna owned and we lost cos of many stupid reasons but it better den playing PEST SOCIETY.
Me and baby had Tin Tai fung today. Totally love the fried rice except pls remind me baby, not to order prawn fried rice again cos every thing has prawn! The siew mai, the dumpling soup..I cannot take it!
I just got pass the week in a blink blink of an eye.. Tat man's live went quite ok but as usual cant stop his evil mean comments and yes sel no matter wat u did well.Thank God, i din agree to go for the dinner.Went to meet Qin instead and had a long bff talk.Dun want to elaborate anymore so will just post some old pics!
All this taken on the day we went to play badminton at woodlands and den we went tampines to watch Handsome suit(i din want watch it in cinema cos it a waste of $$). I had to plead wif him a few times for a few shots. Haha it funny cos it all the same angle.
Lub Baby!
I look like a chipmunk in a spacehelmet! *On the BKE expressway*
Baby just reminded me i promise i will go slp. So yeah tats be all!
tata!
Baby just reminded me i promise i will go slp. So yeah tats be all!
tata!
107 days left
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Im counting down to 107 days left!
I feel better when im counting, when i know i have everything under my control although most of the time i dun really care abt things. Yeah i realise that is my problem..=(
There are a few things i really wanna change but easier to say.
Tmr im 3/11 again.I hope everything will goes well for her tmr. Injustice? Not really, just self centeredness. I remember a fortune teller aka name analyst told me once i should have a religion, something to believe in and den maybe i dun feel so lost. But look at those who have a religion, are they really some where? Maybe they might have a path, more confidence den me but in their heart, they dun have a conscience. Do they when they discriminate? Or in their religion, discriminating is not a sin?
Probably. I dunno.
Whatever God please bless them.Hope one day they will be enlightened.
So dun come tell me u r worship something and i dun...Like u r holier? NO! If i had a GOD, i will be more committed den you.I will understand what is it like not to bully, not to discriminate, not to backstab, not to be a lousy hypocrite.
Something must teach this pple. They say what comes around goes around.this sound fair but in reality not everything comes and den goes around.
Yeah im angry!
Cos try as i might not to take her words when she told me why ' most of them are true christian but yet the things they do are so ....' I realise it damn true.Not i really care if they are a true devoted christian but its disturbing to know how some pple dun do what they preach..
Im angry also cos i have been losing every battle i played! =(
Baby say i din play too bad but i noe he means i din play well either. Nvm just playing for fun!
Today is just shocking to know wat happened.Probably its a blessing in disguise i dunno.But i cannot worry for her, i got myself to worry for.In any way, im in a worst situation den her.I seriously dunno how to go tru this shit.Even though i keep telling myself to be positive and take a step at a time but i dunno it scary...
=((
Hope baby will forgive me for scolding him just now and tuck me into bed again..
I feel better when im counting, when i know i have everything under my control although most of the time i dun really care abt things. Yeah i realise that is my problem..=(
There are a few things i really wanna change but easier to say.
Tmr im 3/11 again.I hope everything will goes well for her tmr. Injustice? Not really, just self centeredness. I remember a fortune teller aka name analyst told me once i should have a religion, something to believe in and den maybe i dun feel so lost. But look at those who have a religion, are they really some where? Maybe they might have a path, more confidence den me but in their heart, they dun have a conscience. Do they when they discriminate? Or in their religion, discriminating is not a sin?
Probably. I dunno.
Whatever God please bless them.Hope one day they will be enlightened.
So dun come tell me u r worship something and i dun...Like u r holier? NO! If i had a GOD, i will be more committed den you.I will understand what is it like not to bully, not to discriminate, not to backstab, not to be a lousy hypocrite.
Something must teach this pple. They say what comes around goes around.this sound fair but in reality not everything comes and den goes around.
Yeah im angry!
Cos try as i might not to take her words when she told me why ' most of them are true christian but yet the things they do are so ....' I realise it damn true.Not i really care if they are a true devoted christian but its disturbing to know how some pple dun do what they preach..
Im angry also cos i have been losing every battle i played! =(
Baby say i din play too bad but i noe he means i din play well either. Nvm just playing for fun!
Today is just shocking to know wat happened.Probably its a blessing in disguise i dunno.But i cannot worry for her, i got myself to worry for.In any way, im in a worst situation den her.I seriously dunno how to go tru this shit.Even though i keep telling myself to be positive and take a step at a time but i dunno it scary...
=((
Hope baby will forgive me for scolding him just now and tuck me into bed again..
Saturday, April 11, 2009
It sat again!
It has been pretty good so far cos that woman is on nite meaning i have no ways of seeing her unless roll call which i wun go cos im eot on wed and no assignment (initally) on thurs!
But sadly i gotta see her today. Thx god not at E-0-T but even so got blasted for something i dunno i gotta to do. So am i to forgive her just cos ter are tons of cases and she's in a super foul mood? I tot after her "many days" of being away she would think twice when she wants to pick on someone, guess i was wrong man.So, i should really change and not be the nice Jasmine and thinks everyone is just as good as i am. Saying this i meant i wun become so soft hearted to this person ever again..I 'll bring this in memory to the day i say goodbye to this place.
E.Wee did a nice presentation abt her trip in toronto, Canada.Make everyone wants to go there and work cos the environment seems perfect.All computerised and orderly.Like nothing really can go wrong.Makes me wonder why the culture here is so 'kia-si', no wonder so fcuk up la.
Anyway E-0-t is a madhouse today. Force myself to tolerate another 1.45 hr. Probably is a good thing i change wif vicki or else i dun think im able to withstand all the shit at the start of the shift.Just hate sat pm.=/
Yesterday was GOODIE OL' FRIDAY!
Spent the day slacking wif baby, wanted to go rollerbladin but the skies forbid us so we had a nice duck lunch and came home to nap before setting out to my place for steamboat dinner.Good for me but im not sure abt baby. Went home and ate the remaining durian left over from sunday night..Watch tv and baby tuck me into bed and sweet lala land i went!
Okay im just gonna post randoms pictures;
All time Favourite; CHeWy JuNioR!
Everytime we at bugis, will definately buy a box home..=D
Baby eating his favourite chewy junior!
Baby so cute!!!
Haiz i dunno when im able to take chio pics.Every pic looks like im 16.Damn!
My baby. All mine! 
Athough this looks like happy pictures but im feeling rather heavy hearted right now. I wish that memories need not exist sometimes cos everytime i look back i only see the heavy clouds not the rainbows or the sunshine. Im only hopping for 3 things in my life now.
1) Settle my unfinished business (i've been wishing this to end for a yr plus.=<<)
2) Find myself back
3) Get on wif my life.
Sounds simple but its lik impossible for me now.
Gosh gotta stop thinking before i go mad..sigh.
Damn!
Sian-ness
Friday, April 03, 2009
Im thinking of 100 words to describe why i want to be studying this..
Seriously i dun want to be dependent but i cant help it..EDDY SAVE ME!!!
Im going to sleep this few days dreaming of 100 words.
This week has been good.Cos my "sore eye" is on leave so seriously it was heaven..No screaming, no shouting, everyone is smiling, taking their own sweet time wif their breaks and cases was little..
And for the first time, pig flys.No they din, but baby actually rode down to sgh to fetch me.=p
On monday, we went to Queensway (not Queenstown!) to get my sport shoes and den dunno why i go buy a short for.Ikea was just across the road so we went ter purposely to eat my fav HOT DOG BUN for just $1!!
Walk ard in the mall opposite Ikea (forgot wat it is called) and decided to go to the market to eat instead.Haiz wrong choice man, the food ter suck.Wasted a big wok of beef hor fun.Ended up finishing my porriage instead.=x
Tues, baby wanted me to go singing wif his Godsis cos it was her birthday.Almost din want to go cos i had a rough time assisting and my mood was super bad.Yeah, i dunno why mayb i dun want assist him anymore cos we 8 letters dun match!
End up quarreling, baby fetch me and we went his house, i tried sleeping like a pig but ended up waking up every half an hr knowing that baby is still mad at me and is not hugging me.
In the end i gave up and decided to go cos after all this time, he also did scarifice to go out wif qin and nana. We just hug each other for a while, i wet his shoulder due to a breakdown.After he wipe my face dry, we headed out on a long journey to woodlands. I was singing rubbish!
We join his godsis for dinner..The ban mian suck, it was suppose to be the same as the one in changi airport.Abt 7, we went to sing.As usual la, i was shy...
Den the godsis keep telling me to sing or i will fall aslp (lol, something tat i use to tell pple,unbelievable). Manage to sing a few song but stupid baby was suppose to sing some songs wif me but got angry cos in the end i dunno how to sing..So the nice godsis of his have to take over..
We sing til 10 plus.Got a call from Jess ard 9 and found out i got accepted by SIM.Was damn happy i wish i could tell the whole world..lolz
Wed, i am at e.0.T again.Was super good la.Relaxing, slacking and all although at the other end, they were fighting a strong battle.
Thurs, i din take the case..so it was somehow a good day too.Went to the gym wif Qin and her mum.Not very effective exercise but it was still something.=)
Bathe at the not very clean gym toilet, ate at the jap village, bum at her house till 11 plus took cab home..Damn shack man.
I noe this is a very long post.Im rushing cos i need to go somewhere..Tata!
Im in e.0.T tmr!! yay!
Loves,
The Happy Ger!
Seriously i dun want to be dependent but i cant help it..EDDY SAVE ME!!!
Im going to sleep this few days dreaming of 100 words.
This week has been good.Cos my "sore eye" is on leave so seriously it was heaven..No screaming, no shouting, everyone is smiling, taking their own sweet time wif their breaks and cases was little..
And for the first time, pig flys.No they din, but baby actually rode down to sgh to fetch me.=p
On monday, we went to Queensway (not Queenstown!) to get my sport shoes and den dunno why i go buy a short for.Ikea was just across the road so we went ter purposely to eat my fav HOT DOG BUN for just $1!!
Walk ard in the mall opposite Ikea (forgot wat it is called) and decided to go to the market to eat instead.Haiz wrong choice man, the food ter suck.Wasted a big wok of beef hor fun.Ended up finishing my porriage instead.=x
Tues, baby wanted me to go singing wif his Godsis cos it was her birthday.Almost din want to go cos i had a rough time assisting and my mood was super bad.Yeah, i dunno why mayb i dun want assist him anymore cos we 8 letters dun match!
End up quarreling, baby fetch me and we went his house, i tried sleeping like a pig but ended up waking up every half an hr knowing that baby is still mad at me and is not hugging me.
In the end i gave up and decided to go cos after all this time, he also did scarifice to go out wif qin and nana. We just hug each other for a while, i wet his shoulder due to a breakdown.After he wipe my face dry, we headed out on a long journey to woodlands. I was singing rubbish!
We join his godsis for dinner..The ban mian suck, it was suppose to be the same as the one in changi airport.Abt 7, we went to sing.As usual la, i was shy...
Den the godsis keep telling me to sing or i will fall aslp (lol, something tat i use to tell pple,unbelievable). Manage to sing a few song but stupid baby was suppose to sing some songs wif me but got angry cos in the end i dunno how to sing..So the nice godsis of his have to take over..
We sing til 10 plus.Got a call from Jess ard 9 and found out i got accepted by SIM.Was damn happy i wish i could tell the whole world..lolz
Wed, i am at e.0.T again.Was super good la.Relaxing, slacking and all although at the other end, they were fighting a strong battle.
Thurs, i din take the case..so it was somehow a good day too.Went to the gym wif Qin and her mum.Not very effective exercise but it was still something.=)
Bathe at the not very clean gym toilet, ate at the jap village, bum at her house till 11 plus took cab home..Damn shack man.
I noe this is a very long post.Im rushing cos i need to go somewhere..Tata!
Im in e.0.T tmr!! yay!
Loves,
The Happy Ger!
