today attachment is fun.

We all gather at hpb which we were given an orientation and briefing and then we could proceed to our schs.

I am attached to Zhangde and ACS(b).Pat and Yanxia wif me too. +D

but today is Zhangde.I can tell you how adorable are those pri 1s.The gers were like angels, the boys was really naughty and playful.they kept teasing the gers abt the injection but in actual fact they themselves were scare too.
I help at the last room.I tried to kept the queue in line and sometimes helping pat wif her paper work.
the first class was not so bad but the second class boys were really noisy.I dunno why they find the word "yaya papaya" so amusing.

Being ter really reminded me of my younger days.how i miss it so much.
haha, the food is cheap too.

Tomolo i'm attached ter again.cant wait to see more.
hee, i wanna do the eye screening test for those little ones.
lallalla..

i miss my bf. It all your fault and i'm not admitting defeat.

dear God, i pray for my dying fish.

Haiz, just bought some medicine for Dark.Jess also bought some salt and solutions for the water.
i feel so sad at the sight of him struggling in the water.i soo miss his cheerfulness.

couldn't slp well.how i wish i had went to the shop to get medicine earlier for him instead.argghh.

God, pls help my fish.

i'm back!!
been out wif Jess, Andrew, Kexin,charlene and of cos my dear. +)

We watch eye 10, was pretty scary, but it was ok i guess.PS was just horrible, tickets were selling like hotcakes.SO we decided to catch it at marina square instead at 5 10 so tat gives us lots of time to make our way ter.Went hotel rendezvous coffee club to have mudpie..i miss it soo much.

It was a hot day, dear rashes was bad.but so nice of him to wear something long sleeve just to look nice for me despite of the weather.
Dinner was at the same jap restuarant which me and dear had for valentine.i ate chicken this time.haha, i feel full.

yup. my day was good and so was yesterday in which NE lesson was fun and short.had lotsa fun wif bluetooth device.Even manage to take pics wif Gianna and pat camera.*snap snap snap* lolz

i think i wanna go swimming wif dear tomolo. =D

i'm bored and i'm hungry.
but first of all i want to announce I DID IT!!

It gonna be a long day.
i think i'm just gonna grab a fast bite later at mac?i dunno.
haha, took a taxi down this morning.i just couldn't wake up.
Got scolding and all but i dunno why i took it easy.dear's words are in my ears..lolz.he say "relax"
blah, got meeting later.and as a lousy leader i just dun really know wat to do.oh yeah, relax...
take things as they come. :)

sayo.




No one loves you, like I love you
No one needs you, the way I do
No one knows you, like I know you
No one hears you, the way I do

dun you think so?

my dear being an idiot changing timothy nick.lolz

anyway we are all eating like pigs now.

dear cheered me up today.feel so good after flooding and eating campbell soup prepare by him. +D
But i still feel like eatin my icecream cake! *sulk sulk*

today not the day i want to sit for a test.definately screw everything up.oh well,wat done is done and guess wat,i'm not gonna be bothered.

feel stupid,discouraged and demoralised.

-wateva-

okie, i must say i sound a little bitchy in the last post.
But anyway, she read my blog.amazingly.

i cant describe my mood now, dunno whether to be happy, stress or sad.
happy?bcos i skip my pract AGAIN.
Stress?bcos everything seems to pile up til tomolo.In any case, i soo dread tomolo.
Sad?i dunno why i should be but maybe not sad, more of discouraged.
maybe my prince will come and see me later? =x

oh anyway i miss 2 lect again.talking abt tat, i think i gonna be in deep shit this sem.yesterday, very little pple came and so the stupid bitch decided to take manual attendance.die die die..
But anyway, dear and i bought moja to amk polyclinic for xray only to find out tat it at amk ave 3 xray center..lucky the queue wasn't long or dear would have murdered me.It was still early, so moja left and we went to eat at mac.By the time we finished our breakfast, it only 9.40 so we slack at lib til it was time.i slept.Went back to skool for stupid psycho tutorial.Jackie grp presenting.The class was pretty empty.ning's grp disappear.i wish i din stayed either.

now come the pissfying thing tat happen.i waste my day studying for pract.went back to sch and waited for nearly 45min and got turn away to come back again tomolo evening..

God bless me
for i know tonight is not gonna be peaceful.=/

i dun wanna hide anymore.i hafta say this.

first of all to shuping: i dunno if u will see this but it not gonna matter whether u did or did not.I must apologise for wat u encounter today.
Anyway just to say thanks for everything.It was a blessing in disguise for some like me.But for some they learnt.But in short, thanks for teaching my man.He finally grow up.

secondly to what i am gonna write in this blog of mine:
Love is unbelievable.i am back wif the man i swore a few months back tat i will neva go back wif him.My parents and friends all hate him maybe except eddy low.he not exactly changed but definately much more of a gentleman.He grew up a little.not so much tat reckless and listen to me much more.so again i dunno why i did wat i did.but love is blind and everyone knows that and many questioned me why?

Love is like a miarcle. this is my point of view and any outsider who read this might disagree.my man was being a bastard.He cheats and he ran away with my best friend sis, someone whom i would call a bitch and hated her for a lifetime but i realise tat while others would look and laugh and say "poor ger", i dun think so. In actual fact, our r/s was dying.nothing could save us except a break and a long one at tat.and she came at a perfect time.It was all fated.i failed to see tat at that time and resort to many foolish things, but now i do..this ger whom i like to hate very much actually save this r/s and taught my small boy a harsh lesson.but soo sorry for the price she pay for doing tat.In any fact, i could have just sat and watch the series of unfortunate events that unfolds after my miseries and his golden period and again i pity him so..he the one who suffer the most.

I taught him and myself a lesson from the past.
It was from HER WORLD magz, a section of which Jamie yeo say.
Lesson: she makes me realise that if eva you go and break a couple up, i dun think u urself could even trust tat guy bcos if he could cheat on his ger he could have done the same to u and scary as it is he most probably realise tat too abt u.tat y i say those pple who wanna break couples up, think twice.
everyone in the game get hurt too.


now i feel so satisfied.

soo much for my happy ending.. =x

i neeed to study.but i just cant..no discipline i guess..ahhhh..rahhh...

yesterday Eddy came to disturb.hahah.
Lord of the rings was good but dear prefer the show on channel U..
I am going to die soon.tomolo is my practical.my confidence ain;t here wif me.i gotta look for it. :)


Dearrie, wake up!!do u hear me?

I watch the series of unforunate events finally.
but before tt i was doing a mission of getting the last cd from tat idiot.
He bought a new one cos he broke it, oh wateva.Den Jess and dear was waiting at mos.I bought him ter and dear played Jess bf.Was pretty funny..But too bad he din want come along to dear house so he left.Den i spat out the whole truth to him.whahahah.
okie,dear awoken to see what i writing.=X

P.s:this event took place on FriDay nite.=D
I need to study!!

MEOW

gosh, i realise i have been slping alot this two nite.
dunno y, always waking up at a time like 11.30.
and my mum say i look drained and tired.haha..dunno wat happening.

hmm, my boy is getting cuter each day,i wish i had such a cute son like him.lolz.

hey ...
it been really long since i blog yeah!

Today is monday, usually i dread it, but today was ok.
Ning grp did the presentation on dengue fever.the presenters were gd in their speech but still got bomb by tat ang k k.Sometimes i wonder is ter a grp tat will nvr be questioned by her?During break, we went comp lab, Gianna gave her "orders" to lokmaya and helped yanxia along.i slack.
Lunch time was colorful.saw ivan ter and i heard some juicy rumors.not gonna say it out though.=p

we watched a video in lect.very interesting.but lilin was half aslp.hahah.
Eliana gave us ans and a little hint.

Tml my theory test.wish me luck pple!

Thoughts:
I dunno, this days i got so much inspiration to work hard and be a gd nurse
It not so much abt my results but wat i really personally know all abt my job and how much knowledge i actually had to be able to be gd.

In actual fact, i sux. Not to be self criticising, but it true.
I am exam smart, scoring As and Bs doesn't mean i am well equipped wif all the knowledge i need to help my patients.

i'm off to study!!

Here I go again
Standing in your arms crying
Here you go again
Make me forget
everything
You keep smiling

They say our love is just a phase
That it's just for some days
But I'm going so far
I wanna be where you are
He loves me
He loves me

Here I go again
Calling you every day
Here you go again
Make me forget the longing
I love everything that you say

They say our love is just a phase
Who believes that anyway?
Cause I'm going so far
I wanna be where you are
He loves me
He loves me

Here I go again
Standing in your arms crying
It starts all over again
Baby, I love you
I wanna be where you are...