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who u like or love?
Thursday, September 30, 2004

Difference between the one you like and the one you love
In front of the person you like, your heart beats faster
But in front of the person you love, you get happy.

In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring.
But in front of the person you like, winter is just beautiful winter.

If you look into the eyes of the one you like,you blush.
But if you look into the eyes of the one you love,you smile

In front of the person you like, you can't say everything on your mind.
But in front of the person you love, you can.

In front of the person you like, you tend to get shy.
But in front of the person you love, you can show your own self.

You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you like.
But you can always smile and stare into the eyes of the one you love.

But when the one you like is crying, you end upcomforting.
When the one you love is crying, you cry with them.

The feeling of like starts from the ear.
But the feeling of love starts from the eye.
So if you stop liking a person you used to like,
all you need to do is cover your ears.
But if you try to close your eyes,
love turns into adrop of tear and remains in your heart forever.

i'm missin you..
do you love me
Or like me?

It sucks when i've to watch the guy i love , love another
It sucks when i'm dun have de courage to tell ya "i like ya too".
It sucks when you dun even noe anything..(what are ya thinking of?)
Love sucks=(
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Today i spend de day wif a special someone..name-Algernon
Thanks for being ter wif me.sorry ya couldn't do ur stuff..
We ate lunch wif Qin den later ivan came..
Den we went to buy his stuff..
the weather was really good for sleeping lo..
We went church and got stuck ter..cos it was pouring very heavily.
Went to eat chicken rice, funny la you..neva see pple eat chicken rice dun eat chicken one ah..hahah..
Den we went off to bishan(J8) and look at books..haha..Had a nice hearttalk wif ya..
Went off for my dance..
Phew..it was tiring sia..today keep stretching de leg..pain ah my leg..cos like neva stretch ligaments for so long.
Finish at 8..Went off to find ya..haha drop off one stop earlier was walking den realise will make ya wait so long..
Den decided to flag down a taxi.wha de uncle really nice lo..say i no need pay at all..
Went to de park..Lighted up our lanterns.
Ya noe wat i realise, i realise you r truly my soulmate sia..cos even my buddies will neva do this wif me..
It does felt abit silly to be walking like tat..But ya din mind..i mean if i just tell anyone, they tell me dun be stupid..
Esp someone..thanks yeah..
Wat can i say..you r my mr nice guy..hope ya will neva be taken up..haha..jk..
yep..have lots of fun lighting up and stacking all de candles..Quite a nice atmosphere..But too bad....
If i had a wish..i wished i had met ya earlier..Den again good or bad hard to say...


dOnt break my heart
Tuesday, September 28, 2004

You took me by surpirse
just like a rainbow in the night
when i looked in your eyes
i could see diamonds shining bright

i never realized
that you'd be the one to make it right
you got me hyponotized
before my life was black and white

you were nice to me
i want you near me everyday
lets not have that dream
you and your ways
don't break my heart

don't break my heart

we're getting serious
life by your side can be so nice
your so mysterious

yesterday you were cold as ice
i wanna know how you feel
if your feelings are the same
when are your smiles are for real
or is a gail

don't break my heart


waiting for?

i'm tired and hungry
i'm missing you
I'm sadddd...
i'm bored..
i'm waiting....
Long time din eat and talk wif my twin..
i mean both of us lead our own life..
so differently we dun talk at all
i mean ya all guys thinks that twins share alot huh?
Nope we dun..
We just happen to share,or else if not we dun even exchange a single word for a day..
So we talk again today..share abt wat has been happening in our life..
We ate nasi lemak..wasn't nice at all...
I love my sister..i lOve yOU !!!

she luckly ger..
suddenly when i looked at her, we r like two diff gers yet two very same gers..
K dun understand rite..dun bother to den..
Tats was de morning, woke up damn late.
Dunno y so tired.now in comp lab..
waiting for a certain reply but apparently it not coming for a reason..
ARgHHh..qin just msg..she not comin along anymore..
Oh man wat am i to do wif him..?
Going church later..
i'm hungry..


a fine day..i guess?
Monday, September 27, 2004

LOLL..
a fine day i will say..
Came really early cos Qin did not return me my card..
Luckly it was sharon fung..or else i am doom..She very cute teacher sia..
Today she was watching everyone doing de physical examination of cardiovascular..
Got bored i guess, cos she was like so excited when she saw it was raining...She was like shouting "class, it raining "
Den i became de model of the examination..yeah she molest me..pulling my shirt up la.
i ended up slping on the bed for clinical..Now i finally understood how an animal felt when it was being examine..
I dunno y i kept feeling hungry la..ate a hash brown at 9 plus and blackpepper chix from decko but still feeling damn hungry at 1 plus..
So i was given the nick of the HUNGRY gHost by ms aida..Got M&Ns just now..Hope i dun fall sick yeah..God bless Me..

waiting for u..time is passing so slowly..

Knew the signs
Wasn't right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool
And now I'm, so confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be
Catch myself
From despair
I could drown
If I stay here
Keeping busy everyday
I know I will be OK
But I was
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be
So much hurt,
So much pain
Takes a while
To regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time,
You'll be out of my mind
And I'll be over you
But now I'm
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach,
So far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be
Out of reach,
So far
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There's a life out there
For me





all thAnks..
Saturday, September 25, 2004

thanks to baby ger lena and edmund..
Yep..de company u gave me..brighten up my day..
Haha edmund u getting cuter day by day i realise..
Today Shaobing drive me
haha..wat an honour..But it feels weird to see him in that driver place..
Haha just so weird..Sorry but thanks ur "car" very comfortable.
Lena, **love ya**dun think so much..

To you: i noe love suck..But when everything cools down..Ya will realise somethings are not worth it.
Dun give up on love just bcos someone screw it for you.
For when u meet the right person, she can make up 10 times for the past hurt

So here a song for the broken hearts: What Good iS a heaRt?

I told you how I felt
I told you what it meant
But I still haven't changed your mind
I know that you're afraid,
You're frightened of the pain
But you can let down your guard
Cause when we run, we hide
We deny what's inside

Chorus
What good is a heart, if you're not gonna use it?
What good is your love, if you're too scared to choose it?
If your heart is beating, then it's for a reason
If you're not even willing to start, what good is a heart?

Don't make the same mistake that people often make
And miss out on a chance for love

You've got to make your move, you've got to make it soon
Cuz you're dying inside

Cuz I'm a man, but I cry
I have fears, I won't lie

Chorus
Come on baby, you know it
Girl anyone who looks can see that I'm right
There's a chance, we should take it
Or regret it for the rest of our lives

Chorus




i would have rather die,
den to eva see ya cry
In fact i want to die now..
Looking at how u fight all ur pains..
i wish i could take it all away from you..
I'll be ter for you..


I got your back
You got mine,
I'll help you out
Anytime.
To see you hurt
To see you cry,
Makes me weep
And wanna die.
And if you agree
To never fight,
It wouldn't matter
Who's wrong or right.
If a broken heart
Needs a mend,
I'll be right there
To the end.
If your cheeks are wet
From drops of tears,
Don't you worry,
Let go of your fears.
Hand in hand
Love is sent,
We'll be friends
Till the end



sleepy dwarf
Tuesday, September 21, 2004

i rem someone used to tell me that i look like de sleepy dwarf from snow white and de seven dwarfs..Yep, that wat i am today.
no matter wat i do to keep myself awake so that icould study, it just din help yeah..
i slept til 9 plus, tried to read my notes but end up taking short naps now and den..
Jing made me coffee and i went to bathe, but still feel very stoned..
Of cos needless to say, test was fcuked up..
was really tempted to just leave after the test, but something told me to stay, so i did..
And i enjoyed taking down notes for bio maybe because neva done i for a long time..?
yeah i stayed tru, maybe i gonna catch a little nap after this..
*yaWn**
here's a song for my baby...
vIvA fOreVA
Do you still remember how we used to be?
Feeling together, believing whatever my love has said to me
Both of us were dreamers, Young love in the sun,
Felt like my Saviour, my spirit I gave you, We'd only just begun
Hasta Mañana, Always be mine
Viva forever, I'll be waiting,
Everlasting like the sun,
Live forever, for the moment,
Ever searching for the one.
Yes I still remember every whispered word,
The touch of your skin giving life from within like a love song never heard
Slipping through our fingers, like the sands of time,
Promises made, every memory saved as reflections in my mind
Hasta Mañana, Always be mine
Viva forever, I'll be waiting,
Everlasting like the sun,
Live forever, for the moment,
Ever searching for the one
Back where I belong now, was it just a dream?
Feelings unfold, they will never be sold, and the secret's safe with me
Hasta Mañana, Always be mine
Viva forever (Viva forever),
I'll be waiting (I'll be waiting),
Everlasting (Everlasting) like the sun (Like the sun),
Live forever (Live forever), for the moment (for the moment),
Ever searching (Ever searching) for the one (for the one),
Viva forever (Viva forever),
I'll be waiting,
Everlasting like the sun,
Live forever (Live forever), for the moment,
Ever searching for the one,
Viva forever (Viva forever),
I'll be waiting ,
Everlasting like the sun,
Live forever (Live forever), for the moment,
Ever searching for the one (for the one)
Viva forever, I'll be waiting (I'll be waiting),
Everlasting like the sun,
Live forever (Live forever), for the moment,
Ever searching for the one.




Out ter in de darkness..
Saturday, September 18, 2004

Things hasn't been going well..
But out in the darkness, ter r little lamps out ter too..
First i fail my clinical practical-injection
I dunno y but tat freaking woman always pick on me, but well can't blame her either..
Was like abit stoned tat morning and make a mistake so careless tat i feel like rewind back time and redo it..
Okie..so now i got this white paper tat say REPEAT..

wateva..Life was really screw..And i'm just a ger..a human..
No matter how strong i wanna be..i can't help it but break down..
and so i started tearing and the streams just got stronger den i had to really bend my head so low..
And den peter saw me..haiz..i was too sad to bother who saw me at this moment..
He msg me asking me y i look so sad..and i almost swear i could just break down.

i msg jing, decided to go his house..Cos i really needed someone..Qin din even reply my msg like she neva saw it..
So i figure i can't cry in the bus, got a cab..
Den dunno y when tat uncle started speaking he remind me so much of anthony..haha dunno y..
Nice man i must say, he asked me y i was sad..And i dunno y but dun like pple asking me if i'm sad cos it makes me wanna cry more and louder..
He told me an whole lot of story of himself, make me realise alot of things..
It makes me realise that ter are pple whose life may be more screw up den mine..But yet life still continues for them..i gotta be strong..shouldn't be upset just bcos i keep flunking everything..
yeah..dunno if he is someone tat GOD send to talk to me..but well he was really nice..to waste his time just to knock some sense into me..
Though i noe ya will neva read this but thanks a million..wat a nice man, hope GoD bLesS hIm..

i felt much betta, tat when i got to his house suddenly dun feel like crying already..
yeah den Jing very sweet accompany me go dental..
i went abt 3 though my appointment is like 1030..got a little scolding..
Jing, i love ya..ya still add lights to my life when it so dark..
i finally understood how i could move on so bravely tru those yrs..
haiz, got donation ticket to sell..any nice souls out ter help me buy..
Dunno y bad luck is wif me now..i only hope it can go away..
But now gotta starts studying, i'm so in deep shit already..
God bless me..

ming ming hen ai ni (actually really love ya)..yeah
dunno y..something seem broken..
And yeah still de same..
Neva givin me more..
haiz..=(
tell me i'm thinking too much..


EscApe
Thursday, September 16, 2004

(You can run, you can hide
But you can't escape my love)

Here's how it goes,
you and me,
up and down but maybe this time
We'll get right, worth the fight
Cause love is something you can't shake
When it breaks
All it takes is some trying

If you feel like leaving
I'm not gonna make you stay
Soon you'll be finding
You can run, you can hide
But you can't escape my love
You can run, you can hide
But you can't escape my love

So if you go
You should know
It's hard to just forget the past
So fast
It was good, it was bad
but it was real
And that's all you have
In the end our love mattered

Here's how it goes
All it takes is some trying
You can run, you can hide
But you can't escape my love


how does it feel
Wednesday, September 15, 2004

one, two, one two......
hahaha..just came back from my dancing lesson..
Wat can i say.i'm so happy..i'm living my childhood dream finally..
Though i must admit its harder den i thought..
but well, it my first time and i dance wif such passion..
whaha..not good though but it wif passion
now feeling so blue..
still brooding over my test,
i mean neva mind abt everything tat has happen
but i really dun wanna fail..
but neva mind i chose this path, it my fault..
good nite..

hOw doEs iT feEl~
I’m not afraid of anything
I just need to know that I can breathe
I don’t need much of anything
But suddenly, suddenly I am small
and the world is big
All around me is fast moving
Surrounded by so many things
Suddenly, suddenly
Chorus:

How does it feel
To be different from me?
Are we the same?
How does it feel
To be different from me?
Are we the same?
How does it feel?
I am young and I am free
But I get tired and I get weak
I get lost and I can’t sleep
But suddenly, suddenly
Chorus
Would you comfort me?

Would you cry with me?
I am small and the world is big
But I am not afraid of anything
Chorus

How does it feel, how does it feel
You’re different from me, different from me...


i'm a failure

test was definately a killer..
well, dun wanna talk abt it anymore..
I think i wun do well anymore in this sems..
i can't study anymore..
Forgive me mummy..

Dunno wat to do later..
maybe come back to sch to do cms again..
haiz..i so tired..


k..Jus did some test..
wat kind of candy i am ah..


discover what candy you are @ quiz me



hELp!!
Tuesday, September 14, 2004

HELP!!
i haven study..
only 8 hrs more..
u think i can finish 50pgs..
haiz..
i gonna die..
Just now pei Lena..
Wanna go home and study also feel very bad..
So i stay..now still no mood to study..
Jasmine ah,wanna die ah...haiz...
Today see her lidat, i got so emotional too..
But told myself tat i mustn't let anything affect me..
Feel like single life is betta..
Cos i dunno how to play the game of love..always lose one..
Den also dun need to come across jerks and bastards..
I love no man except my DAD And my GRandfather..
yeah toking abt him..tat day saw him lidat..feel really sad..
wat happen to tat smart man i respect..?
God..tml paper, i need ya wif me..help me k?


flavor of tHe weak..

She paints her nails and she don't know
He's got her best friend on the phone
She'll wash her hair, his dirty clothes
for all he gives to her
and he's got posters on the wall
of all the girls he wished she was
and he means everything to her

Chorus:
Her boyfirend,
he don't knowanything about her
he's too stoned, Nintendo
I wish that I coud make her see
She's just the Flavor of the Weak

I't Friday night and
She's all alone
He's a million miles away
She's dressed to kill, but the TV's on
He's connected to the sound
and he's got pictures on the wall
of all the girls he's loved before
and she knows all his favorite songs

ChorusBridge:
Her boyfriend, He don't know
anything about her
He's too stoned
He's too stoned
He's too stoned
He's too stoned

Chorus:
Yeah she's the Flavor of the Weak
She makes me weak..



Love hIm..sEt hIm free
Monday, September 13, 2004

Love is blind
Love is foolish..

Dear fRen,
wat use is it to hold on to a guy who treat ya like nothing.
I have lots tat i want to really put it down..
But i cannot impose my view on you..
So just gonna share something with you


Love him? Then let him go...
Something I've learnt over the past few days;
if you truly love the person, and you do not want to stop him from doing things that he likes or being alone whenever he is free or he is the super busy type, and you are the one who is always hoping that he will keep you accompany whenever he is free and enjoy each other's company, then the more you should let him go.

Let him free and do whatever he likes.

I don't mean to burn that bridge. In a relationship like this, it is so tough. Very very tough. You can't expect only one person to hang on to the relationship that it has to be meant for two person. Especially when you expect him to call you, he didn't, and all you could say to yourself is, "he is busy." Or when you expect something new or probably a surprise, it would probably be the opposite or the surprise you wanted.
Different people have different expectations.

This is something which a couple has to compromise. People's attitude change, but will the heart change? That depends how much you truly love him.

What is love? How can it be define perfectly?It simply says: The act of letting go of our own needs and insecurities in order to deeply care for the emotional, spiritual, physical and intellectual well-being of another person. It is not wanting anyone or anything to stop the ones we love from feeling free to be themselves, to find balance in their lives and to know that we love them without conditions.

Notice that it says here Emotional, Spiritual, Physical and Intellectual. It say everything of a human being has and not any one of these should be eliminated or forgotten and most important of all is to love them without conditions.

Love him, so let him go. Love him, so love him for his everything. Love him, then cherish him...

No matter what..
If he meant to be yours.. he will be
If ya love him
set him free..
If he comes back in kind
He is meant to be yours..

I feel like ya have tried ya best,
But ya are worthless to him..
If he really loves you,
things might have been different
Even if ya want to bluff others
you can't bluff urself..
Do you think a guy will hide the status of a gf if he really truly love her..
I mean if it for some really proper reason like his mum will kill him den its all right..
But ya see, it not..His mum knows you..
So y can't his frens know ya as his gf too..?
Dun be a fool anymore..
a fool doesn't get anything except being a fool..
You r not showing anything by being so stuborn..
Do you really think u love him..?
If u think ur love is noble and great, its foolish..
If all the time we praise you tat ya r a very good gf..he doesn't deserve you
He doesn't even noe how to treasure you..
If ya think he treat ya well enough..
den i think ya should try out wif a real man tat loves you more..
I'm sorry..
Ya r a pretty gal
Unlike me..ya'll have many suitors and betta ones,
y confine yourself to someone that dun even treasure you and treat ya like ****
Sorry gal..ya gotta wake up..
I love ya..i will be here for ya..call me if you need me..
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I can't study..i'm slacking
went out wif eddy today..
haha he makes me happy..thank you buddy..
Den spend almost 20 dollars..
haiz..broke..damn broke again..
so tml on ward gonna eat at home
hahah..

I realise it really nice to be out of this thing call love..
i find that though i have lost 2 really impt pple in my life..
But it doesn't matter as long as they r happy..
When ya love someone, its not really trying all out for tat person..
but ya still can try, but if wat he really wants is to be free..den maybe ya should just set him free..
i realise that love is really not possession..




mIsSinG yA
Sunday, September 12, 2004

I miss you
dawn, dream and dusk
whenever my words run out
and crawl, toothless and slient at last,
to the kennel of your heart

I miss you
in the privacy of pain,
a cry tucked beneath sheets,
a kiss unfinished
over distances.

And i shall miss you
When i'm neither here nor there,
neither a ghost nor a shadow,
more than love can endure,
more than time will allow.


tHe taLe oF loSt Love
Saturday, September 11, 2004

The day that I first saw tears
I couldn't do anything.
I just gripped your hand.

Tired from crying, about to fall asleep
you turned to me and whispered,
"I'm sorry,"
and smiled a little.

That's what you were like.

The reason I couldn't even
say "goodbye" properly was that
I got the feeling that
I'd see you again. Or...

The day that I was first scolded
I was speechless.
I just hung my head in shame.

You turned your back
and left the room.
And made the same wounds in my heart.

That's what we were like.

They meet again somewhere today,
those two people who understand each other.
A tale of lost love
is repeated again.

The reason I couldn't even
say "goodbye" properly was that
I got the feeling that I'd see you again.
Or...

They meet again somewhere today,
those two people who understand each other.
A tale of lost love
is repeated again..

maybe i will neva get to see ya again..
And maybe that tale of lost love is lost foreva..


awAy FrOm tHe SuN @
Friday, September 10, 2004

It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
Can anyone do what I've done
I missed life
I missed the colours of the world
Can anyone go where I am

'Cause now again
I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun again
Away from the sun again

I'm over this
I'm tired of living in the dark
Can anyone see me down here
The feeling's gone
There's nothing left to lift me up
Back into the world I've known

'Cause now again
I've found myself So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun
That shines the life away from me
To find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I'm so far down, away from the sun again

It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
And now I can't do what I've done

And now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines the life away from me

'Cause now again
I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun

That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun
That shines the life away from me
To find my way back into the arms

That care about the ones like me
I'm so far down, away from the sun again


Stress..Haiz
Wednesday, September 08, 2004

Haiz..
As usual..Its wat everyone say lin shi bao fo jiao(kk.hanyu pinyu no good).
K..I need a miarcle in my life now..
Things has been really bad..And somestime i just feel it all my fault.
But it no use blaming urself cos wat is done is done.
Sorry belle, i was just pissed.
But i hope we still can go as frens..
Tomolo test is a killer..Just for a miserable 20 mcq and 3 saq or more..
I have to study over a hundred pages..It just simply not worth it lo..
Haiz but ter wun be a second chance if ya fail.And guess wat if i did..I will be the only one..
Class pple too smart liao lo..Haiz..
So stressful..Out ter is like a big big competition..
I dun think i will be slping today..Gonna need some oil..SO anyone selling oil..?
Den again i damn pathetic liao lo..Still sitting here typing blog..
Haiz..Think will start revision at 9.30..
God bless Me and pple tat take tomolo 2043 Test..


a story tO shAre
Tuesday, September 07, 2004

Some years ago on a hot summer day in south Florida
a little boy decided to go for a swim in the old swimming hole behind his house.
In a hurry to dive into the cool water,
he ran out the back door, leaving behind shoes, socks, and shirt as he went.
He flew into the water, not realizing that as he swam toward the middle of the lake, an alligator was swimming toward the shore.
His mother in the house looking out of the kitchen window, saw the two as they got closer and closer together.
In utter fear, she ran towards the water, yelling to her son as loudly as she could.
Hearing her voice, the little boy became alarmed and made a U-turn to swim to his mother.
It was too late.
Just as he reached her, the alligator reached him.
From the dock, the mother grabbed her little boy by the arms just as the alligator snatched his legs.
That began an incredible tug-of-war between the two.
The alligator was much stronger than the mother, but the mother was much too passionate to let go.
A farmer happened to drive by, heard her screams, raced from his truck, took aim and shot the alligator.
Remarkably, after weeks and weeks in the hospital, the little boy survived.
His legs were extremely scarred by the vicious attack of the animal and on his arms, were deep scratches where his mother's fingernails dug into his flesh in her effort to hang on to the son she loved.
The newspaper reporter who interviewed the boy after the trauma, asked if he would show him his scars.
The boy lifted his pant legs.
And then, with obvious pride, he said to the reporter,
"But look at my arms. I have great scars on my arms, too.I have them because my Mom wouldn't let go."

You and I can identify with that little boy.
We have scars too.
No, not from an alligator, or anything quite so dramatic.
But the scars of a painful past, some of those scars are unsightly and have caused us deep regret.
But some wounds, my friend, are because God has refused to let go.
In the midst of your struggle, He's been there holding on to you.
The Scripture teaches that God loves you.
You are a child of God.
He wants to protect you and provide for you in every way.
But sometimes we knowingly or unknowingly wade into dangerous situations.
The swimming hole of life is filled with peril - and we forget that the enemy is waiting to attack.
That's when the tug-of-war begins - and if you have the scars of His love on your arms, be very, very grateful.
He did not and will not - let you go.
Learn to write your hurts in sand.
if you write your hurts in the sand, it will be gone when the wind blows
Learn to carve your blessings in stone.
if you carve your blessings in stone,
it will stay there forever!
think about it.


Bye

I'm going to study
Tats the only way to keep ur mind focus..
Yep..See ya next week..=)


a million reasons

Ter in front of me lies a million reasons y i should gave ya up..
Y i should move on.
Y i should stop treating you so nice
Y i should stop contacting you
Y i should stop being a fool for ya.
Yet i still Love ya.

Maybe now i cannot see..
Tat giving ya up means happiness.
Ya show me how cold the world was.
Ya the man i love most
alas the one who hurt me the most too.
So i got to be strong.
I gotta go tru everything
Just to see..
That my strength, courage and perservances paid off one day.
One day..Just one day..
You'll see....


tIred...
Monday, September 06, 2004

i'm so tired..Has been yawning the whole day.
But i manage to concentrate for BIO..which is the last lesson of the day.
Came home and slept like a pig.
Din eat dinner..Still feeling so bloated.
I think i must have ate too much last night.
But strangely i dun feel full, just bloatedness..
And now it hurting..
Neva mind if i'm cold and so deprived of love..But it sux to be sick on top of that..
Haiz..
Luckly out of the cold msn window, ter was only one friend who came and talk to me..
Thanks John..=)
Really made my sian day..Today dunno y everyone like got attitude..
But i will be strong..Wun let this stupid attitudes affect me..The most i show back la.
Den met my darling..Was really happy.I love ya babe..
K..it hurts even more..Gotta go and rest liao..
Sayo pple..
GOD BLESS ME

i love you`
I miss ya badly..
But i noe ya will neva care
Ya will neva turn back...



Sunday, September 05, 2004

POISON~

You're cruel, device
Your blood, like ice
One look, could kill
My pain, your thrill
I wanna love you but I better not touch
I wanna hold you but my senses tell me to stop
I wanna kiss you but I want it too much
I wanna taste you but your lips are venomous poison
You're poison running through my veins
You're poison
I don't wanna break these chains
Your mouth, so hot
Your web, I'm caught
Your skin, so wet
Black lace, on sweat
I hear you calling and it's needles and pins
I wanna hurt you just to hear you screaming my name
Don't wanna touch you but you're under my skin
I wanna kiss you but your lips are venomous poison
You're poison running trough my veins
You're poison
I don't wanna break these chains
Running deep inside my veins
Poison burning deep inside my veins
One look, could kill
My pain, your thrill
I wanna love you but I better not touch
I wanna hold you but my senses tell me to stop
I wanna kiss you but I want it too much
I wanna taste you but your lips are venomous poison
You're poison running trough my veins
You're poison
I don't wanna break these chains
Poison
I wanna love you but I better not touch
I wanna hold you but my senses tell me to stop
I wanna kiss you but I want it too much
I wanna taste you but your lips are venomous poison
You're poison running trough my veins
You're poison
I don't wanna break these chains
Poison


I gotta get away from ya..



ohaiyo
Saturday, September 04, 2004

hi pple..
I'm back.came back yesterday actually..
haha..so yeah rem claim ur gifts from me hor..
Later going out for dinner..Wondering where we will be eating at..Hope its at some fanciful restuarant..Gee..i'm always very excited when it comes to good food (",)

To ya..
I love every moment when i'm wif ya,
Even if its for 5 min,
I will be glad.
Though fate can be cruel
But i think its kind enough to me..

tata..Take care my frens..i'll be lovin ya..



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