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Lioele!
Sunday, May 31, 2009

Im crazy wif makeups. E/S, lipsticks, mascara and BB CREAM!!

Went out wif baby today to PS and finally got to John little store to check out the Lioele Brand.


Took a long time to figure out wat to buy..Cant decide which is better so i bought the 10ml BB beyond solution to try..:D

Than the SA show me something really nice la. Lioele Oxygen Foam. It a must try! Bought it at a discounted price. So happy..love love love IT!



Hee loves the way the foam pops up like magic..lol
Next to buy is E/S and Lip stick!!!

Outfitter Girls has new tops and Dresses now. Am attracted to 1 black dress and 3 tops..But m only allowing myself to buy 2..=xx



I look fat! =( But that not the point..Which one nicer??
Of cos i will change the green to Pink! Green is just not my color..=/



I Pixel Icons at Ego Box Pink!
Goodnight. My baby is chasing me to sleep cos it alrdy 12 plus and tmr im 7.30. *yawn*


YAY!
Friday, May 29, 2009

Heya tmr is SAT!

So hoping im not at u-noe-where..lolz

Baby is ignoring me now.=(

Cos i make some comments abt his leg, attitude..blah blah..I was super grouchy just now.I dunno guess i just feel kinda unappreciated. It like mayb im jealous cos he only listens to his mom..mummy boy??
Those times, probably im overconcern when it is only just a few scratches here and there, but hello they are still wounds no matter how superficial they are.

Now swollen leg and all, he doesnt listen to me a single bit. Is like either he feel like it or mummy says DO THIS and thats all that really matter..Like really why should i care.

So im not going to care, if u believe it will get better it will..I dun want see u still limping next week or mayb i wun meet u anymore til u recover..i dunno man. Hate having my heart goes all out for u but there no shit i can do..

Your comments hurt me.I say those things to u cos i CARE..fcuk mayb i shouldnt have..


Mood: PISSED!

Intended to post pics of nana b'day but after writing this down, im fuming so im gonna slp..


Im wishin..
Thursday, May 28, 2009

For June to pass by, July to fly by and August to stop by.=/

My hair is still wet so cant go slp yet.tmr im morning..T.T

Jess flew to Taiwan this morning.So envy man..I wish im the one going than i can buy lots of things.. hmm dunno wat she will buy back man.WE SURE ARE SISTERS but we have diff taste. Dun ask me why..

Hmm today she quite anal. I m starting to dread that she going to treat me back to sq1..Haiz.

Had a talk wif alice today. Discover some controveries.. phone viki and we had quite a long talk abt it.. One more thing on the list to clarify wif HR.

June is coming and im excited..

Just 2 MORE DAYS OF MAY!!!! *JIAYOUUUU*

Hack la, it alrdy 12 3o, shall just go and slp wif wet hair.lolz

Night.


BACCCKK!
Wednesday, May 27, 2009

I know i have disappear for so long.. reason? NO MOOD.


Alot of things happen.Lack of time, lack of mood and lastly my fav lappy isnt wif me.

Just a quick 3 updates before i go to sleep.


1) Baby is recovering fr his injuries.But his feet is still swollen. Being the everything-also-dunno nurse i really cant figure out why his leg would be swollen.So let just see wat the doc says tmr.WIll be accompanying him to his mom hosp. Hopes i can still eat lunch wif him.


2) Im trying a 20 days no mc plan.Reason being i have been over-sicky this month, at least 2 days per week. That cant do.Im trying hard ok? It really quite demoralising knowing that u got another 15 days more to go k? God bless me!


3)Im scrubing almost everyday.WTF! probably cheah lm is right. Is it the change of my glasses or wat? When im e-0-t on mon, i got a case? And i have been doing a case yesterday and today?? Suddenly u noe wat..i dun really hate it anymore but just tat i still dun really want to..How to escape u tell me?=((




I just hope days pass by in a wink wink of an eye..

Oh yes, im recently watching S FACTOR! As a result, end up reading xss, sherine and holly blogs. Love Holly personality. I totally adore her!

Loves reading her posts.Currently addicted to those on r/s and "HOLLY JEANS DOs AND DONTs"

Nights!



HELP ME!!!
Tuesday, May 19, 2009

OMG! I told a lie and i gotta live up to it.HELP

Wish i told a more simple lie.HAIZ.

I only got 30mins to do wat im to do..Im hungry, totally starving but lazy.Baby finally gotta slp.

My heart pain sia.Poor baby got into an accident but THANK GOD it nothing serious.But serious enough to make me feel for him.Scratches all over, he have to even crawl to bed can? And all the pain causing him to stay awake last nite..I wish i got something for ur pain..=((

Things just get worst la. No matter how positive i try to be. Nothing good came my way. Pple keep trying to be evil and you just wonder if they believe in retribution.

Ahh fcuk la..I gtg run and see the doc but before tat gotta look "presentable"

How help me!! wat am i to do.. Brain FASTER THINK OF SOMETHING!!!!!!

okays i noe im crazy...0.0


Hypocrites!
Wednesday, May 13, 2009

HYPOCRITES! Why the fcuk do they even exist huh?

no hypocrites Pictures, Images and Photos

Im pissed bcos i cant stand certain pple at my work place. Seriously irritating can.The only pple allow to tell me tat im aint good are the ones who can prove worthy to be able to say this.But if u r not, fcuking hell examine urself first can?

Anyway seriously la, i need no one to remind me that im not cut out to do this job.Like helllo, that the damn reason why im leaving.KNNNNNNNSSSS!

Ok im pissed wif myself too for throwing away $3.70!!!!
I was feeling lazy to empty the pocket that i tot only had the ear probe so i just change and threw the uniform into the bin!! GOSH damn, am i dumb or wat..

Now feeling like i gonna be broke soon.. Gonna eat at hawker everyday until i puke and die.

Ok just kidding, i just dun want to be eating the same food can liao..Any cheap food will do.okay baby??lolz

Im starting to feel abit better this week. It alrdy wed man.I cant wait for tmr to end cos im 8-6 and it gonna be a very long day! This beetter be good.

Hee met my tired baby this morning for breakfast.Finally had a bite on my MC GIRDDLES.Now serangoon central carpark are all EPS-ed.I dunno why man..isit cos of the new upcoming mall?

My mood is swinging fast and start to feel better.I guess i really cannot do anything if some evil peeps wanna talk..I cant stop their mouth, beside im leaving what i do in the future also doesnt concern them. If they want to rem me this way, suit them ba. I dun want be bother anymore.

Im getting tired alrdy.Wanna go nap, have dinner, mop the floor (before mom kill me!!) and slp early.

Tata~~

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Cant wait to be in baby's arm again!! XD


FCUK!
Monday, May 11, 2009

Mother's Day is just over.

But why do i feel like cursing and swearing?

sigh i do know it not easy for her to support both me and Jess but if she just decided she will help us den just do it. Why keep harping on the issue? DO u want me to not study after paying so much?

And wat is it abt NTU, NUS or SMU? Only smart pple goes there can?

Arrrgggh im so piss. But it not the reason why i cant get back to slp now.Sigh

Oh well yesterday was a good day. No horrible pple to face.I hope later it can be just as good.

SIS ALICE is so SO so NICE and sweet. She help us to check out all the details.I totally love her.
But right now i just need the bonus circulars to come out.Sigh, sometimes i really want to leave asap but judging from circumstances that im in now, i just gonna get more money so that i dun owe her so much.So dunno how am i to cope sia.

It going to 2 am alrdy!!! And im totally awake wif a slight tummyache..HOWWW?? Can someone knock me to slp?=((


Back to work- 82 days
Sunday, May 10, 2009

Im waiting to go and eat DURIAN later!! Hope the uncle doesnt cheat me of my money.


I had my first meal at 5plus.Pizza Hut! Was craving for the spicy drumlet and lagsana..yummy!!

Which remind me i haven finish my last slice of meat lover pizza.=/

Haha, dislike bread when it gets too dry. Got baby to go down wif me just to get coke.Now nth left but diluted coke.THIRSTTTYYY again!!!


Sigh hate work to the maxxx.. I dunno wat wrong wif last week but it was untolerable (got such word anot??). I finish my mc, well done i noe.I shall just take one step at a time.Cant wait for June.Another 21 days to june.

God please bless me. I really find it so torturing man.

Tmr im going to settle my stupid documents once and for all. When i can finally chose my lecturer and see when sch starts i be happy.=)

Right now i just killing time, nothing nice to watch on tv.bleah. Feeling super sian.

Me feeling purple..



We have been taking the stairs down.




Baby at coffee club stoning wif his milk shake
Ciaoz! It DURIAN TIME!!!


Happy MOTHERs DAY
Saturday, May 09, 2009

Actually i dun even noe it mom day today until my mum msg me to inform me abt the dinner tonite..=/

BAD i noe! To make it worst me and baby were too lazy to get out of the house.Did wanted to get durian cake from Jane's Cake station but yeah laziness plus the drag of time in the end i only manage to get carnations for mom and granny..We were late by a few mins but not late enough to consider late cos mom haven reach home.-.-"




While waiting for my aunts and ah ma to arrive.I was taking pics of the flowers. I love the pinkish red carnations that i choose for my mom.It my favourite color..=D




For my mum.




This is for my ah ma!

I know it like a bit bias so i hope my mom dun stupidly bring out the bouquet when i not ard.Cos i din hand it personally to her, i just left it at her bed.lolz
So when she saw my ah ma wif the flower, she was abit jealous i think..




US camwhoring.lolx

Anyway we had zi char at ave 2.Cos mom frens bought her there before. Kinda think of it, i use to eat that zi char almost everyday too.I forgot that it was good or mayb cos i thought renovation liao maybe change pple.


Van's mom as usual is late cos she literally lost her way and end up touring sg. By the time she arrived, we are having our desserts.Borrowed $1 to buy bubble tea. Been drinking blueberry bubble tea almost everyday..Just dunno why cant get enough of it.I hope i can find one shop that gives me alot of blueberry..Cos the aunties all so stingy with the amt of blueberry, i also very paiseh ask them add more.sian.

Now back home facing the comp. This time baby had a new game, Dragonica. He claim is a 3D maple story.We been playing it for 3 days liao.Graphic super cute.I love my magician. She is beautiful !! She looks exactly the kind of princess i like in a fairytale.



Yep, a magician.




Anyway the game is new so now it only on trial for another 7 days after which it will be launch!!


Me and baby Pixel Icons at Ego Box


Scary~~
Tuesday, May 05, 2009

Just now, abt 12am.Mum suddenly pop out of her room and started ranting at me to go and slp etc...She mention of wasting electric bills and of hazardous health prob like CANCER and den out of the blue she says "you somemore having ur period.."-.-

And den i just reminded her im going out.She kept quiet and went back in.

Back to my RC, Mindjolt games and more quizzes til the time arrive.Pack my stuff and went down.Thought i will be on time but baby was still late for 5 mins or was i early?

Played my favourite song on my phone and sang along.It was kinda windy and my hairs are standing though im trying not to notice.Finally saw baby and start to make my way towards him when i came face to face with a STUPID CAT and it was staring at me.WTF!!!

It meowed so fiercely and loudly like i owe it food. I shouted at baby and make it known that i cant cross and im not willin to cross.So baby got down the bike and walk towards the cat. Stupid Cat saw baby and started to run aside.Abit scared i thought but the moment baby grab my hand and i took a step forward, stupid cat ran up in front of me and meow like it doesnt allow me to cross...

So i ran behind baby and he lead me safely away from that stupid cat to the bike. Can u believe it was still staring at me.The thing abt me and cats is that usually i try not to bother them and i only pat those friendly ones.No enemity ok!

I dunno wat that cat has wif me.

But baby spotted some little kitties further down the car park. Dunno if they have any link but that damn cat scared the shit out of me la.#$&@!!!!!!

What a strange night.I m going to slp early to correct my biological clock.Hopefully later everything will be better. Haiz

Words cant describe how i feel towards my job anymore.I feel like such a let down to myself.

I hope my guardian angel will be wif me for this 2 months. I dunno how much more i can bear..=(((


Friday, May 01, 2009

The last entry i had to stop cos my dad was looking at me behind.I dunno if he noes im back to bloggin anot.=x

Yeah i noe im secretive.I dun really like pple who knows me to read my blog unless it is things that i want them to see.Im totally fine wif strangers cos i dunno them i guess.Funny i noe.

It PH today and how glad im not to be working.Swine alert status is now orange!

I am kinda happy not cos pple are dying out ter or that the virus is spreading fast.Im happy cos honestly im bored to death and its killing me knowing that everyday im going to work doing the same thing, having the same dreaded feeling everyday is not fun. But wif this whole prevention thingy, things will change. Though i hate all the masks and stupid full ppe but from next weeks it will kinda get exciting.=p



Okays i noe i sound like a evil person.Im not and you know it.

Im bored and feeling extremely lazy.Told myself i wake up, do all my household chores.But in the end i slept like a pig til 12pm!!!!!! Woke up wif almost nothing to eat.Grab a cold toasted bread and watch tv wif Gan for almost 2 hrs and den we both went to surf the net after that till my jie came back and we went to have the most disgusting meal for the day. We had last over dinner from the hotpot. The soup turn sour. And the left over rice isnt as appetising.


Jie nagging at me while i continue wif my PEST SOCIETY and RC. She wants me get the cake later..Oh orite just as well go get some fresh air.=x

Oh yes some very belated photos! So belated that the person who flew alrdy came back! lolz





I realised all 3 of us have most of mummy genes..SAD!





Us at Royal Plaza after eating so full. I was so indulge in the food that i din bother touching my hp. Lucky baby isnt the kind that will keep calling me.=)




That me and my jie, Toad. Guess wat she was taking pic of??





The big red angsana seed below.-.-








My mom before she flew off to Korea.cute.

Yeah tats for all.Im actually trying to kill my boredom by bloggin but i have no time left.Gotta bath and get outta house..Before my jie force me iron the clothes den go out.I have tons haven iron yet.=xxx


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