Ayeee.Just woke up.Actually woke up long ago.But both of us were feeling lazy so we keep sleeping.hahah.



2 Slping pigs




Do you know that baby camel has really long and nice eye lashes?haha


We did wake up to eat wan ton noodles and watch a jap drama.


I have always wanted to talk abt this topic but it always slip my mind so here it is.


LOVE?


Yes, love.I've just realise that being in love can be a rather wonderful thing but also the worst.
To my surprise, i realise that love is in the air, it ard me..my classmates are suddenly all starting to get attached or they have alrdy been.My honey is dating too and so is jess.
I'm in love too=D
But the point is that i realise how love can easily influence a person.It can totally lift a person or destroy the person instantly.


Much to my displeasure, i realise at the amazing fact how it almost destroy me 3-4 weeks ago.
But of cos how much you allow urself to get hurt and whether u want to pick urself up is still ultimately up to yourself.The scars that i got will always be there in fact it can be rather haunting when i look at it.Till now, i just cant believe, how bcos of a bad love, i skipped one paper.Even Till now it really sound stupid!Not that i'm not over my past, but its just that it ridiculous why a question like this would be asked.


"Why do i get a new guy so fast?"


Firstly, in my point of view, this guy is not a subs and will nvr be a subs for you and so he will nvr be the one who help me get over you
Secondly, i really fell in love wif him that is why i am wif him or should i say chose him.
Thirdly, stop being stupidly childish.(why cant we let it go?)


I am rather weak when it comes to love i guess.=x



"You got me crying,
So I'm leaving you be-hind.
Just About Enough, can't take anymore of you.
Just About Enough, got me over the edge.
Just About Enough, you don't give me what I deserve.
I'm no fool, gotta get away from you."


That why i nvr chose to stay.Get it?
There are some pple you should nvr wait for..

Actual Time: Tuesday, November 30,2005; 3.35am


My daddy still prefers chocolate with nuts.For me, i personally like pure chocolate without any raisin or nut or mint or what ever they can put with chocolates..dark chocolate or milk chocolates are my favourite too.=D
But when it comes to Wonka bar, which is caramel chocolate, i dunno why but i totally love it!!

I bet i could finish this all by myself.ahhha!XD


Oh well, actually i got 2 bar but the other one i share it with lena, ry, fabian and baby camel.This second bar i will leave it to my family and maid to finish it.After all it so heavenly and therefore it has to be shared.


I haven really been home again.oops sorry?Anyway, i had my remedial this afternoon and found out that i need not come at all cos i miss my paper not fail my paper.. But i'm kiasu so i stayed.
And the remedial class has only 4 other pple.It was pathetic too cos not much tip or hints were given.Anyway, i really really got to start studying.Yet, somehow going to zouk tmr nite is in my mind.hah!


We had dinner at Thai express and i din eat anything new, i stick to my phat thai and so did camel, he had pineapple rice.
I bought my self 2 pants and a short at $33 bucks.That cheap alrite.Haha.
Stacey and Fab came down to J8 and we accompany them for dinner.Baby happen to spot a unusual pair, not couple though may b they r just frens?I dunno, why unusual??Cos the ger is an extreme beauty and the guy a dork?No comments..Maybe i'm tired that why dunno what to say.


We paint the storeroom light green, had quite abit of fun.His dad cook us curry flavoured maggie noodles.


Tats for all i guess.But before i go to slp i wish upon a star that if willy wonka and charlie and the chocolate factory do exist pls produce more sweets and chocolates..I am such a fan of their goodies.



hey, it actually reads Charlie and the Chocolate Factory at the bottom!!

nite!

Gosh i dunno, it must have been days or even a week that i haven been home and slp on my bed.But i dun really miss my bed and i'm surprise that my bed still welcomes me back.I got this really weird thing wif beds and especially wif the bed that i have been slping on for yrs.You see, as a little ger, i cant get to slp if i were to suddenly switch to a new bed and even if i were to go back and slp on my old one, i think i will be awake for a while before i can get to slp.i'm pretty fussy but i guess i'm better when i'm older..So what i'm trying to say is i manage to fall aslp on my bed after being away for so long.hah.=D

Oh i did something so unbelievable this morning, i actually force myself to wake up and go jogging, the even more unbelievable thing was that i manage to jog 4 rounds without stopping.Its really an achievement for me considering the fact that i dun exercise at all and i haven been for months!!Jogging is really good for health and actually the best form of exercise.It burns calories really fast.Okay, dun mention abt slimming and losing all those fats, i guess the most impt thing is that it actually strengthen our hearts and lungs.Wun go into details abt biology..=)

Maybe might just want make jogging a routine for both me and baby camel.although i know it hard to keep to a routine like this esp when we are always out late at night.So i guess i wun expect so much just as long we do it at least twice a month which is very little alrdy.XD

I got a lot of time as it my holiday so i just want to relax and do the things i longed to do and also things that i have to do just like clearing my notes and books.

Another good news!!!My guppy just gave birth to lots of babies.haha, my dad spotted it first.

Just waiting for baby camel to come back from camp and we are going shopping.There is a purpose okay.=D

I'm off for lunch!

ciao

Hmm, i nvr tried posting pictures before in my blog, that probably cos i was an idiot in all this scripts stuff.So i'm just testing it out, but if any kind soul would like to teach me, you're so welcome.=D!


I just got back wif camel from snooker.Learn alot from baby camel and improve quite a bit in billiard but not pool.lolx.Well, the feelings weird when u switched from billiard to pool and maybe i was a little tired so my pool suck.Oh well, it always has been..
Before that, we had frog leg porriage..the porriage is good.


Gosh i realise i had this really funny weird habit of writing my blog, i will start from wat just happen to wat happened hours ago..okay, so way way before the billiard/pool and the frog porriage for supper, i went for dinner wif my family at some korean crystal jade restuarant.Before that, we went to shop for a nice pair of evening sandal to go with the dress that Jess might want to wear to Susan wedding.Gosh, it was a headache.Finally found one, i dun wish to comment..






= Waiting to be seated =



After dinner, i went to find Lena.Found her at Hush Hush.It a jap shop.The clothes size abit big for me though but i fell in love wif most is the Beanie.









Which is better?Pink or black?But anyway i din buy it, bought a white shirt instead.Expensive sia..$31 after 20% discount..=(


Afterwhich, we went to find shawn.Got my wonka bar and erm, something..
He has become much tanner..haha and yeah baby camel came to fetch me and also send lena home and so we went to have our frog leg porriage..=D!





See his orange wall???

YUPPEEE!!


I'm so happy, i pass my exams.So tat means i only have one paper to sit for which is of cos the one i missed.Wonder if they will allow me to sit for it anot.Gone are the sad days, even thinking back still makes me shutter.But i'm so glad that i have found a new love and things are getting better for me. XD


Oh baby camel is slping well, if i keep disturbing him it will be so bad of me.But i'm hungry.=x
Just now, me, fab and baby camel went to garderns to eat.Suppose to eat wif lena and anchan but they ate at cafe cartel, too exp for poor pple like me.So in the end, we ate at chomp chomp.I had chicken wings.yummy!
Before heading home, i went to get a tiramisu cheesecake at 50% off which is only $2.25.
Oh it was heaven.=))


The show Swing girls was good.The girls were rather cute in the show.It actually abt a grp of gers trying to learn how to play jazz music and with a guy and another guitarist and bassist, they form a jazz band call SWING GIRLS.



There are 2 kinds of people in this world,One kind are the one who swings and the other doesn't.

During supper in the morning, when it was raining cats and dogs..baby camel ask me something like "the person you admire will usually have a few characteristic similiar to yourself." -is tat true??


I had the same thing again and this time i take a note to rem the name of my favourite dish and of cos the location of this marvellous place.Okie, my favourite dish is actually the nasi goreng pattaya.
But now i would like to introduce to my readers this really good place for supper especially when you're done clubbing at zouk:





Fate sometimes has a funny way of putting us in a dilemna.Sigh=/

haha, i'm so damn shack.


I think i'm slightly mad, i mean who in the world spents her day cleaning comic books (as in those that collect dusts) and stacking them up nicely and orderly into a box?And i can tell u that is not the end, i might just have to continue tmr, cos apparently i think the 2 boxes cannot keep all the comics.Tiring and tedious as it is, I enjoy it. That is like amazing! - .-'


I ate only 10 biscuits and a cup of milo and actually its kind of filling.=/ I might just consider it as another method of losing weight i guess. Baby camel has been pampering me wif supper this nites and thinking abt this remind me of tat nite where he bought me and jess to eat..gosh i have to try their roti john special.lolx


Okie, another amazing record.i haven been home for 3 nite?o.O


So i got to go home this evening although it is so comfortable here.I guess i'm in love wif baby's new room arrangement..oh no!!=D

Just woke up, haha.
Guess wat time i slept? abt 7am.


Oh yesterday was tiring, alot of moving things in and out and the cleaning up too.
Baby camel has decided to paint his room ORANGE.
Finish at abt 1plus am..haha
And so we went for supper and a game of pool/billard.


I guess out of my holiday, this is the only day i eva did something constructive.=/

Gonna get my lunch soon..*hungry hungry*

Yeah, we had sakae last nite, i tried something new, it is those snails..I can tell u tat though it look disgusting, its inside taste better than it looks.Funny how i tot it tasted like chicken.haha.
Oh well, i enjoy myself.=p


Lena and anchan came down to see me..hang ard for awhile den baby camel send lena and me
home.I slept pretty early last nite..dunno y=x


But somehow i just couldnt wake up today so in the end couldnt go down to meet lena.Oh well, she say i could meet her afterwards for dinner but i think i'm eating mummy's dinner.Its been a long time since i eat at home.


Oh i''m so bored.initially wanted to go out but no dates and so now i just accept my fate to stay at home and hit some books.=)

Daddy and mommy home early again for some reason..and daddy is trying to speak dog language to the neighbour dog, peanut.haha..


wad a day!!

Baby camel strumming his bass and i'm his only audience.=D


Hmm, yesterday nite went out again to have supper and play billard.Okay i def suck at it.=/
Manage to get some rest, den we got up to bathe and meet lena for lunch.Man, it was hard to find a parking place in CBD but in the end we settle at the OUB car park.Oh well, arrive late abt 12.35.We ate duck rice wif char siew and of cos not forgetting baby camel fav vegetables side dish.=))


Went back and try get some slp and watch initial D.So mayb after baby camel is done wif his bass, we going down find nick and stacey for dinner.


Secret:He look so cute playing tat bass.haha

Hmm, yesterday i couldnt really slp.so as usual, many thoughts run tru my mind.I realise i need to buck up. so i decided i have to start takin my own life and goals seriously.
Just wondering when the results were out, something just tell me i wun do well.haiz.


As usual i went to meet lena for lunch.This time, anchan was ter and so we went to have pasta and pizza.Okie that was filling..Dunno y i dun feel like talking much today too, cos everytime i open my mouth it is always abt baby camel this and tat.yeah, i'm like crazy over him..dunno y either.so i decided that i shall not drive them crazy as well.=/


So i decided i want to start studying abit first..and i got this really frightening feeling like i cant seem to study anymore..I finally understood when some pple says they really cant study.Mayb i just got short attention span ba.=x


i'm thinking of going to jog.=x


Sono qui, ama mi, valentine you are mine, I love you

ahh, i guess i've been a little naughty this days wor.

Okie gotta make a pact wif myself to be a good ger ger and stay at home.

Hmm, just got home and for the first time, baby camel walk me home.XD
We had some tofu thing and chicken wif rice for dinner.hah, and botak stories were rather amusing..

Hm,manage to meet lena in time cos i took a cab down.I wanted to eat duck rice but in the end almost everywhere has a long queue and lena is running out of time.Today she has to entertain client ma so must reach back by 1pm sharp.=x
So in the end we settle for halfboiled eggs, kaya, sugar and butter and peanut butter and honey toast.hmm after which i took cab down again find my anchan at cck lot 1.
Slack and went to lib read books.i read abt alcohol..LOL
I wanted to wait for baby camel to finish work.So i went shopping and got 2 polar strawberries cake and some ladies stuff for myself and last but not least a ash tray for baby camel.=D!
Okie..admit the ash tray look abit childish.but i chose orange to match his new room color.=p

So yep, after much waiting, anchan send me to meet baby camel and so we went his house slack and watch tv.

So tat is my day i guess.

I hope that our is not just a passing fate.ilu!

Do you feel like a puzzle, you can't find your missing piece?

Well, i guess for now i did find a piece but not sure if tat is my missing piece yet..

Hmm, this days have been busy going out in the nite..watch movie and supper..
Lets see, i have watched Cello on friday nite..The movie is dumb..plot is dumb so in case u r planning to watch..take my advice...Pls dont.

Caught THE EXORCISM OF EMILY ROSE last nite.I actually tear abit during the show.Gosh, i felt so sad to see her suffer so much under the demons' hands.and partially the show reminded me of something also..something in the past.Yep, the memories were as haunting as the show was.and in the movie ter was something abt hypersensitivity person...


hmm, shall stop for now.need to go meet lena and di.

i feel so stress..
Thinkin of qin i dunno wat to do.
fab like abit avoiding me eh.=x
sigh, suddenly it doesnt feel tat way anymore.i think i'm betta off alone yeah.

Hmm yesterday me and camel went to watch HOME SWEET HOME.The movie was suppose to be a kind of horror and rather touching show but yet it was also a comedy indirectly.haha..
Then din slp at all the whole nite until after i came back frm accompanying lena for lunch at raffles place.Then ter was this base jumper event going on.Wait like fuck just to see one parachute down.stupid sia..everyone in that district like eat snake lidat..all go and watch.LOL

Yep, as i was making my way home, was walking by the river bank and with the wind blowing, it just felt so cooling and refreshin.

I think i much betta now la.Might even want go eat supper wif di and lena lo.

sigh.its just me again but everything doesnt seem like it..=(

*God send me an angel from the heaven above*

I went missin in action from 7th nov (10pm) to 8th nov (10pm)..
I dunno why i had this crazy idea of running away frm everything and everyone.
yep thanks to baby camel for making this possible.=)

So today i got my own self grounded.Lawry,jason and di..was like tempting me to go out.LOL
well, not cos i want to make my parents worry.just tat i get bored too easily.Before tat mia act i was spending at least more den 12 hrs wif fab.

oh wats wrong wif me?=x

Time is passing very fast.yet i feel like i'm in heaven.soon enough i will fall from heaven.
Oh well, enjoy when u can i guess.=/
hmm, i thinkin of doing some kinky photo shots.i'm out of my mind this days.

for now i'm just another slacker at home.

Lets see wat i might just do next.o.0

[x~X] Wise man says only fools rush in [X~x]

Just came back to eat dinner.
yep sher is at my house.

Today we all went to wild wild WET..haha, it was fun very fun alright.and all of us got burn pretty badly.You see we underestimate the power of the sun.
Later going to garderns find my di and honey.hah

*I wish i was invisible*

i've recover frm a breakup.
yes thanks to the baby camel aka char siew bao across the street..he my pillow when i needed some confort and my punching bag when i need to vent my anger..LOL
oops.

yeah anyway yesterday i went to submit my mc and bump into the teacher tat almost wanted to call my house.So lucky sia..
Den di went wif me to pei qin play pool at grassroot.
Aftertat i went home change my top and shoes and i send di to meet my darling while i went out wif my fren..He gave me a sunflower..so imagine i have to bring it when i went to club later on..haha

Dinner was great.it was at hotstones..
He a nice guy la but too high class for me le.
So yeah anyway try entering zouk but the queue is like forever
so in the end we switch to cb..and also waited quite long but not so bad ba..
Clubbing was crazy cos i had my darling wif me for the first time..
i totally love her la..But she has to go home early and lucky camel and fab came just in time to save me from those rowdy grp of guys who keep forcin me to drink.
Flirting was ok until when u sense u r out of self control..so i'm glad camel and fab came or else i dunno wat happen to me..

Oh well anyway i spend the rest of the nite bully them la..so poor thing hor..=x

i know we're cool.

Breakup fortunately isnt end of the world yet.
I learn it last night..i learn that there r many pple facing the exact same feelings and yet they were strong enough to carry on..so why cant i..Haven i always been so strong?
Besides, without a bf is ok..just as long there is someone who is willing to be ter for me everytime i fall.and he my wonderful di..
He was ter for the whole day wif me..Catching me everytime i sink..i really owe it to him.
Bfs can always be changed but not a kin like my di..haha..I love my di di..

Oh well..i skipped exam.Really not feeling well.But is ok..i have got the strength to ans for my own action.
Going out wif my beloved darling and di today..today is all saints day rite?enjoy!!=D