HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY to myself.=D

This is gonna be the first and last time im gonna throw a party like tat..Darn it alot of money and time..But still i had tons of fun.So much so that my body got a little reluctant to go work today.

Shall do de details of my birthday some other day.

It so early in the morning and i cant get to sleep although im feeling pretty terrible.

And then i thought of my sis and it lead me to the thought of another person (probably u know too!)..

I dunno wat my mum or dad thinks, but i know my frens who loves me would tell me that i been hanging out wif the wrong guy if they feels so..
Im surprise firstly that they could tell there was chemisty wif u know who and me..Secondly within a day of looking at him or probably just exchanging a few sentence, they knew he just cant make it..=x

So once again, i say to myself "look carefully at what u r doing".

My preceptor gave me a long lecture abt not playing wif other pple feelings when she knew i was "attached"..My senior teases me..Almost everyone who see him and me thinks we r an item, just that he really cant make it..

BOY i have enough man..

Actually i din mean to screw things quite badly, until i found out wat a "man " he was.And since shawniee was such a willing partner.....=)

Sometime i like u, i thought if u dun talk too much, we will be such a fine couple..Yet sometimes i wish u would just shut up and probably be the quiet and "serious" side of u..

Dun look up at me and think that im that great in r/s or that i understand u..cos i aint and u really need to grow up..I cant date a guy who looks up at me, rather i want some one i could look up to..

Your sense of humor suck, you cant keep secrets and therefore u cant give surprises.

I could have possibly close an eye to all this but not one..

You know how they say money can hurt feelings?

I would definately be pleased if a guy could spend on me=)
im fine if we go dutch..
BUT im not happy if behind ur seemingly generous gesture lies a heart who unwilling to part wif the money..

To think i was hoping for some personal b'day gift from u..But nah, im not upset..kinda expected it..

And to think u use ur ex gf like an atm..F*** you man..

Im glad i wasnt ur atm, probably the opposite instead.

That why i still thinks that good man are very hard to come by..So i still love my single life..Just need to do a little readjustment tats all.

Morale of the story for me is that guys could come in very good disguise.

I still love shawniee very much unfortunately..
Just yesterday as we had our pillow talks again, i finally got my chance of apologising for wat i did in the past.
Still im not hoping for anything, cos i know and he knows that if we were together, we will never be happy..

Im just contented if once in a fortnight we could just laugh and play like old times .

Beside absence makes the heart grow fonder doesnt it?

P.S: Im nice and i dun bite, but for the justice of wat u did, sorry even if it doesnt concern me, i cant take it lying down that im dating some one who cant show gers respect.

Labels: Before i knew it, you were alrdy in the game.

Haha, i have a load of pics i wanna upload..too much words to say, too lazy to put it down..So wat should a ger like me to do??

Anyway Yan yan is flying off tmr morning alrdy..=(

How i miss her..

For that..


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Labels: A dedication in memory of YAN YAN :)

I haven been (exactly) myself at work..

Haven been doing well either, probably daydreaming abit way too much..=/

Every morning i have been craving to crawl back into my bed and sleep!

Every day i have been wondering abt the very same thing tat leaves my heart weak, my face flushed..

Just woke up and dad told me ter is no dinner..Like wat the ... lo..

look like i have to crawl to mac to get a bite..haiz.

On Monday, i had a little escape to drinking again..Cos it was such a terrible day that left me feeling like i couldnt care for anything else except to go home to sleep..
Met albert-toh and he told me abt nana wanting to meet..So we call yan out and escape to cine to do a little shopping and den to that very same pub to finish the half bottle of alcohol (din rem wat it was) that we left over on sat.

Slacking at Yoshinoya



I kinda like Yan's red coat.

We played the dice game, sang and when things get a little bored, we play funny card games and true and dare..

Was hell tons of fun and also trouble..heh.

I got my self really tispsy.Lucky never puke..


Shall find a time to upload my pics of sunday where the four of us had a really enjoyable day shopping!

Night!