Listening to : Jimmy Eat World - The middle


I swear i did try to have a more positive outlook for this attachment. I strive to learn as much as i try to enjoy every single minute.BUT...But, life dun always go the way u wanted it to. How i always find it so unfair, when face wif a situation i dislike, i try to stay postive and pray very hard that things will be betta, but it will nvr be tat way, whereas when i couldnt care less,things turn out much betta.So does tat mean i shouldnt be so serious anymore and take things lighter?


Maybe i should.=x



Yeah, i always thought i am very reckless and have taken things too lightly and others might have just jolly call me ignorant..So i tot i wanted to be more mature and yes more responsible.
And i stop taking not all things but certain things too lightly..



And so i thought i wanted to do as much as i can and achieve watever ter is to achieve, but u see i have no goal, no aim...so i'm lost.That what i realise, only after a week, i have been working so hard just for nothing at all.In my mind,i have a very vague idea of what i want, but i dunno how to go abt achieving it.


So i hope,wish and pray that God will guide me.I really want to learn, marks doesnt matter to me anymore.


When life doesnt go the way u want it to, you feel down, dejected, inferior, angry, sad, disappointed and etc etc..


I know of a song which can probably make you feel abit better(if u r the kind tat hears music to smoothe ur mood)






haha, den again maybe hard music like linkin park will be better to vent ur frustrations..=)




The nurse wif the broken smile?


I haven been eating properly,but did try to have sufficient sleep everynight..=)


Haiz, i think i have been unluckly or something..i have no fate wif good nurses tat are willing to patiently explain things to me and guide me..There one tat was even worst, heard the last patch also complain of the same thing, so it isnt just me disliking her and her disliking me, in fact, i think she is getting very unpopular.She definately need to study the module i studying this sem,which is the Hs3034 on nursing management.


I dun feel like bitching abt her either, so i better stop.yup, today was really extremely exhausted both physically and emotionally..I need someone i can sit down wif, bitch everything to and a nice beary hug...tat would be nice.But the nap in the afternoon have kind of calm me down, so i guess is ok.


Next stepis to think what i should or can do to improve myself.Yep.
The weekend are here, enjoy it while you can yeahh?

Listening to: Akon - Lonely


Hmm, have you ever tried hearing this song over and over again and than start singing to it and soon find yourself quite convince you are lonely? hmm, the concept of conditioning..=/


I was just thinking how to describe my v'dae when it strike me tat ter are quite a number of pple who dun celeb v'dae and it bought me to the memories after olevels. I rem i had no dates, so me, felix and shuyan celeb together and i told felix it so sad to be dateless on V'dae.Well, at tat time to me i haven really had any real bf, dunno wat love and all..Still navie and young so.....But anyway just to cheer me up, felix bought me and shuyan cookies and i think he bought an extra packet for Jessie as well.Nice guy rite?lolz


But after tat v'dae, i always have some one to celeb it wif which i think it always the same person for 2 yrs.


This yr, however,is with baby camel.=)


Lets see, i gave him belt, camel toy and a bracelet.

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and he gave me





If you realise there are 3 roses which represents our 3 months together, although according to lena there is a another meaning for 3 roses.





and not forgeting the tshirt he bought me.The shirt is of a very good expandable material, and he need not be worried i cant fit into it cos it expandable rite?Rubbish la, i am thin lo..lolz


Let see, i spend my afternoon wif the ah ma(s), and boy it tiring, i would have simply feel like givng up if not for the... ah ma(s), they r simply very cute, too bad i cannot take their picture to show u their cuteness..but of cos there are some tat spoke in dialects that i cant understand.


When i'm finally done, i quickly went to change and wait for baby.It gonna be the first time and also maybe the last time baby gonna fetch me from cgh,so i really got to treasure it.=(
Oh well, We went to cafe cartel at gardens.The service was extremely terrible.I should have fill in their customer service form huh?!?Ok, he had crispy chicken(i think) and me chicken in texas sauce..I order ALOHa Soda, it taastes as good as coral blue...=))




Rt: Peach tea/juice??? Lft: ALOHA SODA!!=))




Sadly this is the only picture i can get from him.He refuses to be capture although i think he look specially nice wif his long black sleeve shirt..=x


So yep, after dinner i spent some time at his house, playing psp (again) and yes resting my extremely exhausted legs.


The next morning when i got home..i took many random pictures wif the flowers and pardon my messy hair..lolx









I think the flowers look better than me ah..haha...XD.

Anyway thanks alot baby camel.*Ily ((muackz))

Is the blog song nice??


I love songs like this.. Songs like billy joel - "for the longest time".



Its VALENTINE DAY today!


But i got afternoon shift at CGH..So sucky rite?


So wat to do, sing songs to ah ma and ah gong ter and celebrate wif them lo..=((

Haha, no la just joking, baby camel gonna pick me up and we will go for a nice dinner at...at..he haven told me yet..lolx


Oh yes, i finally found the baby camel toy! But it from Korea, although i knew he would like one from Japan..lolx


okie shall blog more when i have the time cos this attachment gonna kill me and leave wif me wif no time to eat and slp..GOD PLS HELP ME!=~(


To those who are single/attached/semiattached/married:

Listening to: Soul Asylum - Runaway Train
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