I finally came home on monday and my ma-mee-moo is nagging..She says i look terrible, yeah im so shacked..

My day has become my nite and vice versa.


My eyes cant open anymore..><

I have restart my character, it was such a pity cos i lost my many days of hard work..My new character is still named BabyCamel, hah with the capital B and C..
So me and Shawn started training our characters together..Now we r both lvl 20 and tat within 2 nites leh..Okays it craziness la..
I nvr knew warrior was so powerful la..My mage however had a harder time lvling up beside the warrior and always keep dying..hahahaha..

At level 15

Sometimes Michael log in to help me get items which my character cannot get.. For eg killing the undead mushroom..haha..

I did go out on last friday nite, met up wif Lena and went shopping cos i still owe her a present..There was some great singapore sale going on so we shop til nearly 12 and realise that we couldnt watch movie anymore so we went coffeeclub to have desert..Shawn had country pie and i kept eating his pie cos it tastes so good...anyway we also had my fav muddy mudpie and we all shared a honey mustard chicken sandwich.. But service ter was terrible..=/

In the changing room..

Yay!

Wed, i met up wif Qin for more window shopping,eh, i' will be broke if i dun control the way i spend so i decide not to spend and really din buy anything in the end...=D
Anyway we went coffee club to eat again..Haha..

It been a long time since i had a nice pic wif Qin.

*sob* i have no life except mapling oh well..lols..There are alot nice movie recently, must go and catch it sia.

Hmm, i dun think i will be traveling anymore, seem like fate doesnt want me to..=(

*-back to mapling-*

Last nite, i went to Club MOMO, it was love at first sight.I totally love the place, it big and the toilet has big round sofas in the middle(for the drunkards i think) and toilet seat are sparkling golden in color but it not make of gold..haha

My mind is still in a state of toxicity..

Haha, i think i am a maple story freak..Gosh, i play it every nite til morning..Someone pls ban me frm maple..

This time to join Jess and Toad in Bootes, i create another character tat suppose to represent me! Name is jaster1986.I know it not a great name but who cares yeah..

I'm a warrior! XD

Of cos babycamel is not forgotten, I bought her new hat and she looks supa cute..hahha.

Cute?

Seriously that my life now, it maple alll the way, but of cos i still cant sit at home whole day to play..Just today me and Shawn went down to book our trip, i think we make a great mistake to go down late cos most of the travel agency close alrdy and guess wat i met shaobing and family..haha.seriously din even notice him lo..

Apparently Redang is a very popular place so there is no chance for this thurs,now we are hoping for the one next week, hope the hotel got vacancy..*wish very hard*

Anyway, i noe im so late in this entry but anyway last fri was Lena Birthday..Okies, i dunno wat wrong wif me recently,i am late in wishing her, still owe her her present and now the birthday post..Sorry forgive me sia..

Me and Qin still manage to celeb her birthday but late by one day which is last sat..Ivan, Shawn and Mingwei came...=D

We held it at Liquid Kitchen, that day was terrible cos i was sick and Qin was injured..But everything still turns out ok..Hehe a great thanks to my buddy for lightening the mood and make everyone laugh..Okays he was a little crazy tat nite and we order a blowjob for him just for tease..lolz

Cut the long story short, pics paint a thousand words dun they? (But pardon the lousy quality, the photographer is lazy and lousy..and also my lousy editing skill..)

*TAURUS!*

Err..Can i cut the cake now?

=)

Is this how u give a blowjob?
(haha, a joke for Shawn)

*yay*

P.S: Mini pics are nice too..=)

It now 8 am..i am dead tired and my arms are hurting..Ciaoz

Regarding abt wat Harry wrote in the tag...I've been thinking wat to write in respond for a very long time.And my only answer is that i have found my tat tree.That tree that can provide fresh air and shade..

But bcos im an idiot, i have decided to rest under that tree but not claiming it as mine yet.Not yet, i still wanna be free...XD

2 weeks have passed, my second week has beeen spent wisely wif my buddy..
i enjoyed staying at his hse so much cos of the good food and his comp...so much so my mom has start to complain again..But i decided to be a good ger from mon to wed before i depart on my trip to Redang..=)



Shawn---->my best buddy..=))



Two of us looking like underage kids..Haha..we were at the ICA building, he is collecting his new passport while im changing my photo on the passport and we were both debating whose queue would be faster..In the end it was mine..=p





And den in the cab..hahah..i think i am supa bored that day la.

So much has happened and given my memory of the gold fish, i cant exactly rem wat happen..But anyway, i had spent alot of time mapling..
babycamel is now lvl 15..i realise i really love my character alot maybe cos it is created in memory of him..I have moved on alot, only sometimes i still love to dream and wake up hurting again bcos it all just a dream..

babycamel leveling! =p

I look bigger! *haha

New skill : Magic claw

Just today michael came in to help me wif quests and also bought me a new outfit consisting of the shoe, skirt, top,hat and the wand...So now babycamel look more like a magician..=p

Friday and saturday was a supa suay day for me..It like one of those days when everything just goes wrong.Let start on Friday..

First suay thing to happen was that my time on my phone was wrong, while i thought i woke up at 9 plus and jolly well could sit at the kopitiam to have a cup of teh-o after buying my sauages, Shawn pointed out to me that it was going to 12 alrdy..We rush back immediately, so i had to make him cook while i go home to get my stuff..

Second suay thing, of all days i have to have my "tat thing" and was contemplating if i should go..I decide to go in the end..

So i took a cab down when i was ready,he was suppose to pass me a battery, in the end i dunno why it din work on my 6600..So that was the third suay thing..I read the signs wrongly and ask the taxi driver drop me at palawan beach instead and had to walk a nice 10min to Tanjong beach..I couldnt find my fren so i had to go to a bar and ask a cute waiter to lend me his batt..supa pei seh.

Fourth suay thing was the cramp..The pain was so terrible..I wish i could just die..But i tried to tolerate..And cos of the cramps, i couldnt swim well and has to rely very much on xinyi.

It was fun and all, we had crazy survivor ideas but actually all we wanted to do was to swim to the island opposite..haha...which we did in the end..And i finally met their fren, serene, very cheerful and fun ger to be wif i must say..

We played wif this 2 beautiful well-trained dogs and also wif sands..I mean how silly could we get, haha..We put sands on our head and pretend they were crowns and call ourselves princess..and vino was the mermaid..hahah..

And i must be crazy to scream at a guy but he ignore me cos he must have tot i was mad..Yeah imagine a ger wif sands on her head screaming at u..We couldnt figure why he wun respond, so i tot he must have a name at least..so we started shouting diff guys name at him..haha, that was madness on my part i guess..But all i wanted him to do was to help us take photos..

In the end, i got the attention of an ji-go-pek..Arggghh eeeek!

He snap some pics for us and start making himself comfortable by asking us quest abt us..Like tat not enough...

JI_GO_PEK: You know i dun usually take pics, not at least with other pple,But i will take one in this case wif you gers..

ME THINKING WTF!

I cannot understand y i allow so too but anyway me, xinyi and yeeyen took the shot wif him..The Ji-go-bek even offer to send us home or something..eeeek i dun understand y i keep bumming into this kind of DOM this days.

When i got home, i couldn make up my mind if i should go momo..Michael almost persuaded me but after i bathe, i changed my mind immediately..i was falling sick..Anyway, lucky i din go, there were spot check tat nite..*HENGZ*

P.S: The pics are better illustrations of the fun we had but meanwhile im not sure if the memory card is ok..

Today the day when my grandma announce she will not go for any dialysis, my dad say her chance of survivor is very slim now..I just hope she dun go on the day im on my redang trip..I dunno, although i haven been a gd granddaughter but it still hurts me..So before she goes off, i want to be ter wif her to hear her say the last words..It became a big event cos all my relatives came to see her and i dunno why but i tot i see pple buying 4d..like wtf la..Anyway all those tat come doesnt really seem sad that she going away soon..and it piss me off so i stayed in my room and mapled away as my temp climbed to the max..

It sux to be sick..=(

Listening to : Emilia - Big Big World

Im a big big girl
In a big big world
It not a big big thing
if you leave me

But i do do feel
That i do do will
Miss you much..

I have your arms surround me
Warm like fire
But when i open my eyes
You're gone..

Bcos im a big big girl in this big big world, i am suppose to be stronger, more mature le.
but i still miss u so much..

Could someone tell me is it wrong to be so mad abt you?=/

Last nite was ok, in the end the gers din join me cos sheralyn couldnt get in..Like what the hell wrong wif the bouncer sia.

Hmm, I went zouk and found myself unable to dance to the music ter.But it was fun wif michael, joe and yes not forgetting edison chen-look-alike guy, cos we were playing wif the hand signals..doing crazy moves..LOL.There was this cute ger wif them, whao she hot..She suddenly dance wif me got me really shocked and all surprise that i just found my hands, legs and body unable to move..*rofl.

Hmm Harry was ter wif me too la, i feel guilty for making him wait and wait and wait..And a great thanks for sending me home.=D

I did go phuture, but wasnt tat nice..Mayb i need a change of music.LOL

I wun be clubbing tonite, maybe on friday to MOMO.Lalala..
Tonite shawn is teaching me how to cook..he is a good cook too ya know..
I have cravings for his mee goreng soup and ommelette every now and den.His ice milo rocks too..

Have started playing maple again.And guess wat my elder sis and jess also started and hell they r faster den me..actually i am not slow, i just like to be slow.
The way i play maple is like..........i will pause a while to rest and do other stuff and realise i have rest 30 mins den go back again..So yeah tat y i lvl so slow..Whhahaha.

Great thanks to my frens, yeeyen and xinyi for helping me to lvl very fast.
Now baby camel is lvl 10 le! =P

From Left: Yeeyen, Anne the sad ger, Xinyi and ME!

O2 jam is getting harder lo..So i'm taking a break frm ter and now it MAPLE..=p

i cannot believe how i fell so hard for the first time after it been so long..
I guess ive to remind myself that LOVE IS SETTING SOMEONE FREE, cos i seem to forget that everytime i think of u.

Maybe i should just stop thinking cos now i finally understand we r impossible.
In fact i alrdy knew that but yet i still wants you..=(

I wish for many things i should have and shouldnt have done, i wish that ter was another chance,i wish for just another day wif u and den maybe i had wish too hard..
Maybe i should just wish that i am not so immature..


Someone slap me pls?


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Liquid room was fun and damn happening.

How i seriously hate guys who cannot keep their stupid hands to themselves.

The next time someone touch me, it gonna be a big drama..Arggh!

For the first time, somneone buy me drinks. *yay*

I bump into MR JON and his frens.

Steven and the purple-shirt guy was ter too.

Santus is a real ass hole and so is his tiny-eyed fren.

Someone ask me for the 5th time "HOW OLD ARE YOU?"..I gave him a punch..But i missed

90% of the guys cant dance..sadded..

That why i dun dance wif guys.*LOL*

p.s:not in a good mood.tsk tsk.Forgive me for the vuglarities.

to my ma-moo-mee XD

Yesterday clubbin was boring sia.Only the guessing game was fun..XD

yeah so enough of phuture, i'm taking a rest today..

I have been playing game the whole day..Shawn also started playing O2 jam..And boy, was he a fast learner, he was better den me..Within a day, he got til lvl 9 and he know alot of cheat and stuff like tat..Okay after i scold him, i think he din cheat..LOL

So while my character looks like




he looks like this...



Cool rite?

Actually i did get clothes for my character..but cos i dun have enough gem..I only manage to get her dressed up very simply but hey it actually simple and nice..haha.He couldnt stand how shabby i look beside him i think, so he manage to help me get better clothes..!!



So now we both look like a couple..LOL.

My maplestory, i have deleted my previous one and created a new character call babycamel.=)
Now he is a magician, i'm still very lost cos it not easy to lvl up as the monsters are rather powerful sia.=(

The guy in the middle is Grendel the Really old

I finally finally went to zouk!! XD

The last time i tried going, i gave up cos of the long queue and end up at china black where i fell in love wif someone..LOL.

Now, i finally went in despite of the stagnant queue outside..It like amazing how we got in, sheralyn pull me to the velvet queue which has only 2 or 3 pple..And the lady just let us cut straight in to zouk..LOL.

Was a bit messy and confusing at first..John came out to say HI and den i follow Sheralyn in to Phuture to say HI to her fren, Steven..cos Steven promise her a drink..In the end, he got us a jug of vodlka ribbena...hahah.

Went toilet and found Char and her frens in ter..The toilet pretty cool i tell u..haha..Somehow i love the way they design it..John came to find me again at the toilet,haha, he pass me some martini green tea.

Yep, tru out the nite, i dance wif sheralyn, the gers and den later John and his frens and den Steven and his fren, Jimmy.I've changed..No more dirty dancing, no more kissing pple for fun but strange as it is..In my mind flashes scene of tat nite when i hold ur hand and kiss u on the dance floor..I was crazy and out of my mind i know, but i realise i still will neva kiss someone in a club if i dun like them so..

So i like u at that time, But now i love you and cannot forget u...


Okay wanna noe something funny..I dunno y of all the cute guys out ter, none ask me for my number..i'm not desperate but i rather no one ask me den some nerdy looking ji-go-bek guy..FIrst he came to where me and sheralyn was dancing, told her tat his fren(not bad looking) was interested in her..Sheralyn just ignore him..So we dance, den i notice he noticed me..Never mind..HE start to smile like in an evil dirty way..LOL..I freak out..I quickly turn ard and started looking for Jimmy..Den tat Dirty.Old.Man did not give up, i push Jimmy to block him from getting near me..I think Jimmy alrdy got the message.Sheralyn apparently din..The DOM went from behind her and came up frm behind me too and ...

DOM (bending forward): WHAT YOUR NAME?

ME (looking at Jimmy):DO YOU KNOW HIM?

JIMMY shake his head

ME (looking back at the DOM): OOPS SORRY, WE DUNNO YOU..


The DOM still did not give up and even give Jimmy the who-are-you-to-her look..He started to make himself a comfortable spot behind me(just tat sheralyn din want to give him tat space)So being desp, i swung my arm around Jimmy and started dancing wif him.The DOM was shocked..

He den went to ask Sheralyn "IS THAT HER BF?"

SHERALYN: WHAT THE FUCK!!!

DOM backed off...

*rofl

Oh yeah, Sheralyn very unluckly too, the last time we went liquid room, ter was this another DOM tat was interested in her...WAS TER TOO and wat worst is that he is JIMMY FREN!!!
He tried touchin Sheralyn..I quickly brush his hand away and hold on to her..But i think she couldn even stand standing next to him, so she grab my hand and start to move away.But tat guy did back away cos Jimmy was a nice guy and told him to fcukk off..LOL.

In the end, Steven send me home cos he live in lor chuan only and while talking to him in the cab, i found myself talking to a future doctor-to-be..But he will be in USA..Whao..


Okay, maybe i will club again tonite..

It feels so good to stay at home suddenly.Haha.I've been spending alot so staying at home do me gd in many ways..Firstly i get to save money, secondly i get to slack and be a lazy pig and lastly i get to play lots of game..XD

I've been playing O2 jam and maple story.Hmm, it still a little messy in maple,just waiting for xinyi and yeeyen to teach me how to get a perfect stats cos i dun have much patience in rolling the dice to get the perfect stats..lolx
But meanwhile i had a character and it lvl 8 le,im suppose to go get a job but i still wanna finish the brigg quest..
But den again i might just have to restart to get a better character..=x

This is the stupid creature i'm fighting wif now! *arrgh

I still love O2 jam cos of the music..Currently lvl 7 le..and i feel happy to be able to upload more songs den ever cos my dad has change the internet connection and now it is faster!!*YAY!*

Okays, i shall tell u y i have been spending a lot keke..But somehow i think hanging out wif Shawn cut down alot..

Friday nite, me and lena spend abt 15 buck on arcade..Although it not much to some pple who love the arcade but to me is a great deal of money spent..Cos i dun really play arcade..Anyway me and lena tried the basketball game, Daytona, Drummania...etc.

Had supper at mos burger

We played pool!!

Saturday morning, i spend a nice $10+ on cab fare just to meet my family at Taka for lunch at COCA.It was suppose to be buffet but yet it doesnt seem like one.Anyway it steamboat, nth much lo except i felt really healthy eating it.LOL.My mom force me to give a treat to my grandparents so i had to buy something for them to bring home..Toad and Jess was nice to accompany me to the basement to look for something.In the end we settle on a fiesta cheese cake..Toad treat Jess to icecream and we went to find my parents and went home immediately..I was so tired and came home to slp.I had alot of msgs and calls that i din really get to slp properly.Ming call me and i woke up immediately to meet him..Haha, we got plans for Shawn party..

I met ming at lucky plaza, we went to check the price for XXXX..We din buy in the end..Met up wif John, cloud and Lena.We spilt up, the guys went to check out the party world, while me and Lena went to get cake.Feeling hungry, we went to grab a bite at Sakae sushi.Was a yummy dinner.=)

We manage to carry out the plan well enough and Shawn was really surprise..XD

She looks cute serving cakes..!*lol*

Sang many songs and lost my voice as a result.Felt really tired so din want to continue ming crazy plan of singing til 6am..LOL.Went home to Zzz..

Lets party at partyworld! ^^,

Today, is the worst day, i spend the most not to mention poor shawn..Okays is my fault..

I went to make my ID FINALLY.So out goes $100 bucks cos my white lies din make it tru..=((

And i know this sound kind of reckless, but me and Shawn actually went to get a guitar!Me, being the greediest one chose the $400+ one..In the end the total including a book and the guitar case cost a dear $520..God bless us!!!

I felt terribly guilty, so i tot i want to pay at least half of the price, will ask my mom tmr i guess.=x

But no regrets now, i will learn it no matter how tough it is, no matter how my finger hurts..Ouch it seriously did hurt..=x

Im lovin` it! XD

It pms or mayb i was seriously depressed but yeah i guess my eng suck, i cant really express my thoughts and feelings either..Words reaally cannnot describe the hurt inside..

I decided that i dun want ruin the frenship,it the last kind of r/s i can eva haf u so just treasure it i guess.Haiz.

Oh well, today woke up early do my bank thingy and went to meet Xinyi and yeeyen..They both late lor..in the end i fall aslp at the waiting area..LOL.
I went to hand in all my stuff den we went crystal jade eat..It was a good meal.

I'm thinking should i go Hk wif char,cos ter no one who could go wif me.=((

Oh well, til i decide something i will tell u.Meanwhile sorry i have nothing else to blog.Bleah..

Okay just want say something, last nite as i stood outside of my blk at the staircase, i caught the sight of the moon.Stupid tree was so tall and block my view abit.Anyway, the moon looks familiar and i rem i told someone before that too bad it wasnt full moon and the day was the 8th..I immediately felt blue again..=(((

Hmm, we din meet in the end cos i had my afternoon nap and end up replying late.=(

SO now i'm waiting for someone to call me out for dinner.*starving*=x


Hee, yesterday was Shawn real birthday.So after work, we went out to eat prata at tat prata shop..I tried the mutton briyani and the cheese mushroom egg prata..It was alright la i guess.
We were contemplating wat to do next cos the movie only start at 9.10 and he manage to persuade me to go for massage which is just across the road..Haha, was a bit reluctant cos i noe he will pay for me and i just felt bad for making him spend so much in me..=x
So i pay for dinner..


Anyway, this is my second time ter and i must say they have a very nice environment..

In Thomson!

The corridor

Room a little small

So we first had steam bath first.=p

We were suppose to just wrap a towel ;)

Go in and steam for as long as you like or 45 min the most..Hmm we set the temp to like 49 deg lo..haha..and ter is like tap for u to take a shower(but i din)..Haha.So we slack..It was steamy in ter..lolz

And then the massage begin..Arggh i wish i had the other auntie to do it for me..The auntie tat massage me was damn violent lo.she practically use all her strength i tot i could die.Haha and yes if u were wondering we have to go naked..LOL.But it was amazing how the pain would go away and the muscles feels lighter..So after the massage i was feeling totally lightheaded..LOL.

Me after massage

I look damn old and haggard lo..dun ask me y..lolx..=/

Okie a better pict of me..

I'm such a blessed ger =p

Haha, okies enough wif my self-obsessed picts..

We went to catch Mission Impossible 3 wif mingwei.Amazingly we were on time..The show is nice, seriously tat all i could have comment..It has a teaspoon of romance, a pinch of humor and hell lot of action..LOLAnd den guess wat, i din even notice tat the girl who sat beside me was the ger me and Jess would go gaga over when we were in sec 2..Okay, wasnt really me la but i admit i did admire her secretly=xAnyway, during the movie, she would laugh so loudly and her laughter is damn unique..she practically laugh out the word HAHA HAHA..So i was like wtf..I din notice she look familiar until the lights were on..haha..oh well..Wat a small small world..=D

Wat a wonderful nite i had, i did actually wondered was it mine birthday instead cos tat wat i felt..I mean imagine on someone birthday, u receive a huge gift frm tat person and tat person bought u out and pamper u..?Tat doesnt make sense right?

The birthday boy however was so sweet, he got me something tat i was totally madly in love wif..Actually i had a plan but nvm..haha.It cost $252, made out of 960 pieces and the birthday boy spend the entire nite doing it..Sweet rite..However i'm an idiotic bitch..=((

What he actually gave to me was..

A CELESTIAL GLOBE..

Till now, i dunno wat to say except the word thanks..I actually love it alot but i nvr had the intention of keeping it..I wanted to buy it and piece up the puzzles and gave it to the person i love..But now......

Haiz, i think i gotta do some thing seriously..=((

This morning have the stupid sparrowhawk exercise (is tat how u spell it?)It started at 8.30 and gosh how i hate it..I knew i had to do junior cos ter was a serious shortage of staff..hahah.We had to change to PPE each time we want to attend to a pt..It damn troublesome lo..=x

And to top it up, i woke up wif a very bad sore eyes..haiz..The N95 mask was so uncomfortable, the gown make us sweat like mad..It was a total living hell and cos of all the gowning up, we were all working very slow and ter a huge amt of work to be done.I could only eat at 1..Oh well, it the last day anyway..=/

Okies tat for all, will update soon..=D