Sometimes I wish that I could be the person that you are
Just for a minute, only enough that I can break your heart
I wonder why you do the things that boy you do to me?

Ohh... sometimes I wish that you could be the person that I am
So you can get inside exactly where I'm feel it
Baby, then you'd understand
How to treat a lady and to be a real man!

FUCK out of my mind..


Will do my halloween post when i have the time.yep.

God be wif me...I have a AVR later and i really need concentration..

C-O-N-C-E-N-T-R-A-T-I-O-N!!

Haiz.

Im puzzled, im troubled..

I shouldnt be..

I tell you yesterday i met a guy who treated me so nicely, i knew that chivary isnt dead..He warm and gentle, cool and has a place in my heart..

But what do you get when you fall in love?

I tell you..

What do you get when you fall in love?
A guy with a pin to burst your bubble
That's what you get for all your trouble.
I'll never fall in love again.
I'll never fall in love again.

What do you get when you kiss a guy?
You get enough germs to catch pneumonia.
After you do, he'll never phone you.
I'll never fall in love again.
I'll never fall in love again.

Don't tell me what is all about,
'Cause I've been there and I'm glad I'm out,
Out of those chains, those chains that bind you
That is why I'm here to remind you

What do you get when you fall in love?
You get enough tears to fill an ocean
That's what you get for your devotion.
I'll never fall in love again.
I'll never fall in love again.

What do you get when you fall in love?
You only get lies and pain and sorrow.
So, for at least until tomorrow,
I'll never fall in love again!
I'll never fall in love again!

Yess..remind me never to fall in love again..=X

After this i so going to slp. It a good weather to sleep..

That show is such a hit now and i can understand y..i so like tat ger she so cute la..Haha and not forgetting the 2 handsome prince..I only watch a few episode and know next to nothing abt how the story going to end but yeah now i am thinking or probably daydreaming now if i were her who would i chose...??

*dream*

My weekend were pretty ok, the only pleasurable thing was tat i ton at lena hse..How i miss that now..I miss her..

Just YOU AND ME =))



Lena and her beloved bf! ^-^




You know why he look so miserable?
Cos i stole his gf away that nite..=p

Hmm i dunno if the liquor my mom gave me wasnt suppose to mix wif my cough..Cos guess wat i couldnt wake up the next day and end up sleepin til 12 plus lo..
Went to work feeling worst den ever..It like ur drowsy feeling and it feels like as though im sleeping walking..

Actually was thinking of going home early to sleep but who know once lena call, she alrdy tempted me wif the idea of good food..

So i changed train at doby gaut and saw someone funny..LOL I was going down the escalator and suddenly something attract my attention so badly..So pls i hope no one else see this..


notice the guy in pink?

It makes me wonder was his hair naturally white or did he dye everything (including his eye brown) to white?Is it a trend for him???

Haha watever it is, it very funny..The non funny thing is i look bad too tat nite..=/

Met Lena's collegue and we went maetro bistro at cine and spend at least 4 hrs sitting ter and talking like we all knew each other for yrs..

But i really enjoyed my food..We order a seafood combo and i got to eat the soft shell crab..It was good i tell you..I also had a chocolate sponge and cheese fondue..=)

*Cheese fondue*


Simple and nice for tea.



This ger is my fren for like 9 yrs..

Hmm dickson made me realise i actually one of the lucky few that has a very gd fren that i can confine in..*smile*

Everyone say i look tired..do i?

Met up wif Ken and alvin and yy and not to mention xy..Was surprised to see her ter.. Anyway in the end she has to send me and lena home..while alvin send yy home..
BEfore that i bump into camel and fab..=/
Of all days when i have to be looking like a crazy woman..=x

Oh well..

Today is a ph and i have spend first half of the day sleeping, second half eating, watching princess hrs and ironing my clothes..The rest of the evening im going to the wake and hopefully can go study wif lena also..=/

Talking abt studying i really need to revise my notes..I feel like i have been on a holiday for so long..Need to get back to reality..Haiz..

God bless me!

=((

Abt one yr back, i did the same thing..

I threw all my responsiblities and ran away from reality..

I just wanted to take a break bcos im so tired..

But now it harder to throw everything off the shoulder bcos i have to grow up..

One yr back it was the same you who broke my heart..

Just last nite, i remember everything that was once say to didi at the esplanade river..Just this time, no one to catch me when i fall, only the wave that greeted me at east coast..

But di still send his regards over..I have to remember how he had to hold on to me so tightly for the fear i would jump into the water..haha seriously i wouldnt know if i would have done that at that moment..But you see he cant always be ter for me..=(

I have to comfort myself..feeling so bruised and pathetic..I nvr felt like that for so long..

What can i say, i wish things would have been different..yeah how i wish eh..

Now i wish if ter ever such thing call the next life, i want to meet him again and probably be more than just lover..^-^

For now since i cannot get the one i love, i rather be wif myself..

Now forget him forget him forget him........

><"

"The dream is over..

Wake up will you?

You have been sleeping way too long..

How long do you need to wake up?

What must i do to wake u up?"


Yeah, the dream is over..I think all of us ever had some really wonderful dreams that we refuse to wake up to face the reality that the future has for us..

I have been sleeping for 3 months..And i still dun want to wake up..I need help..Serious help..

God bless me..

Here i am down wif a sore throat and indulging in the sweetness of my long gone dream...

Seriously i need to wake up.

Help me.

TIME IS PRECIOUS

Sitting here make me feel like im wasting alot of time..There are tons of things i wish to do and could have done..So since i cant do anything i will sit here and type rubbish..

After learning so much from working, time is something i learnt that is precious..
I hate to sit around and waste my time but i cant think of anything else constructive to do while in somebody's else hse..Thank god im not going to do this everyday.

Just monday, i have alrdy wasted the whole day doing nothing but waiting..It terrible i telll u bcos my phone die on me..And imagine sitting ter at the clinic just staring into space..
It all started when i couldnt wake up in the morning, din really have the mood to go to work either..I drag myself to work thinking "die la, today surely will scrub one.."

I read my notes in the mrt again but cannot remember anything..Reach work looking like a half dead zombie..I've been reaching work later den the normal 7.30 and have to rush to do my routine..AH told me ter was a roll-call and sure enough sis ask me to scrub..*faint*

The another reason why i was so listless in the morning bcos im worried that whilst in the middle of stress, i might have an episode of chest pain..In my head i was thinking should i tell?The only thing that held me back was probably the fact that they might think i din want to scrub..so how?

So i forced myself to scrub up and muster all the possible courage that i could.
I dunno was it nervousness or i wasnt thinking, i cannot even drape the first trolley properly..-.-
Things went fine but in my head something urge me to tell AH that i might have an episode of chest pain..I carry the set and i alrdy felt that pain piercing in my chest..

And so i open up my mouth and told her but i guess i din speak properly..She thank me for telling her and ran out of the roomm..I heard her scream "sis"(i was alrdy finishing soon)-.-

Sis ask jacq to scrub up amd ask me see the dr IMMEDIATELY..I changed and went down..
Reach the clinic at 9.25, met the dr at 11..I was dying of boredom..So a few random question and a physical examination..

"ok i shall send you to go for ecg now...."

I went for ecg and was shivering cos it damn cold..

ECG was fine.. But she say she thought she hear some abnormal sound while asculting so ask if i want to go A&E to have a further examination..I must be stupid cos i say alright..

Waited at least 45 min before the ambulance came and mind you it only less den 2 km away..Zzz
It was exciting to sit at the front seat wif the driver..My first time..Hahah..
The ambulance uncle was friendly and we had such an interesting conversation abt the haze.. and so i reach A&E and spent another 20 min waiting before i could see the nurse at triage..Did another ECG before being send in to CCA.

Wait and wait til i fall aslp..It was a good sleep..i woke up feeling like i shouldnt have come here in the first place..The clock reads 13 10..Soon enough stupid dr came and intro himself..Explain to me certain things..Took my blood and gave me some muscle relaxant..Not mentioning sent me to take an x-ray..-.-

Met Winston at the xray department..After xray, nothing more but waiting..I felt like a complete idiot so i went out of A&E and walk ard..
Came back and was told to wait some more..Sat down feeling drowsy..

There was this lady on my right that was shocked by a nurse sitting down beside her..She stare at me and thought i was depress..

Lady: Miss ah

Me turn to look at her wif a very stoned face

Lady: Are you okay?

Me (surprised): erm yeah im ok (wif a forced smile)

Lady: You look very sad you know

Me:huh.. (wat else can i say?)

Lady: Are you a nurse here?

ME: erm yeah im a nurse here, i mean i work in this hospital..

Lady: OH den why are you sitting here..or you waiting for patient to come out isit?

ME (-.-): err..no no you got it wrong..Im a nurse here but now im a patient..

Lady (shocked): ohhh..i seee..

The indian lady on my left also turn to look at me..Zzz

So i stood up and lean against the door of the CCA.The man whose trolley was beside mine earlier on was wheeled out..

Green guy: HELLO NURSE! (in a loud voice)

ME (in a sheepish grin): hello!

Green guy: What happen to you ah??

Me started giggling

Green Guy: you got punched by a patient isit..?Or you pregnant that why come here?

ME (thinking to myself):That is ridiculous

Me: No la, i got chest pain..
I noticed the indian lady listening in to my conversation for she try her very best not to laugh..--.-
Green guy: OhHH!

ME: Than wat abt you?

Green guy: OH i abd pain..Very pain.. ( started to moan)

I cannot be bothered and turn away..

Gosh can someone make me invisible..The stupid dr sent me for another ECG and i had to wait to get my mc and meds also..By the time i was freed..It was alrdy 1605

And i am suppose to finish work at 1600..Wat the difference you tell me?

Wat a freaking waste of time..Arggh.

Yesterday i waste my time bloggin..

Caught up wof Qin to study but also end up gossiping..haha..

Now i wasting my time..

I should go play some sudoku..

bleahz

6th of Oct

I had something like dinner wif yy at delifrance before rushing home to bathe and travel all the way to tamp to find xy and vio to do the puzzles.Was the first time we tried piecing it together..I remember i was very hard..In the end we cheated by looking at th numbers at the back of each piece..
Den i left them to join alvin and kenneth to sing kbox..
Lena join us too but she got her frens to entertain..In the end she nvr sing much..Boy they sing well..really well especially kenneth..*jealous*

Wif Ken



Wif Alvin.
(artistic?!?)



We look happy..whahah

Not forgetting LENA

We sang til quite late and even had supper at geylang..

7th Oct

I woke up late..So din have the time to do housework.Rush down to M hotel...

That M hotel cost me a good $50 considering the fact i din get to sleep til the sun rise more than 10 degree from the horizon..But for the reason that i love hotel, i gave it a shot..

The bed look nice and tempting hor?



The point is that the room is nice..=)

I love everything abt the room la..The way they have a study table and nice comfortable chairs..hahaha..Im a sucker for hotels.If only i was a rich man daughter, i would go and spend at least one night in all the hotels in the world ( *3 star and above only) .=p

We got the room at 27th floor..

Would u like to do bungee jumping??

Im on the top of the world!

Bad haze.
(notice the big difference)

The haze turn really bad after that, so we all stay in the room and had a fun time camwhoring before someone decided to call 62353535 for dinner..

The 2 slacker -chailing and michelle

My fav xy..

THE DEEP pple:alicia, michelle and xy.



Put G/S and DEEP together..



ME and ALICIA



WE have a cardio nurse, G/s nurse,ortho nurse and DEEP nurse..lolx

Put a bunch of crazy gers in the room and this is wat you will get..

Pillow fighting.



(><*)



erm..Be careful!

Bow to me NOW!



Angels in bathrobe..

Hide and seek in an unusual way..




A selfmade puzle for HER..(sweet isnt it?!?)
Artist: Xinyi
Contributors: ME, Violet, cl,mich and ps..

some cheese cake
(forgot the name.oops!)

It was near 12 mid nite and most of the crowd has left..And finally yy call to say she reach so me and alicia went to fetch her.And i had to come out wif something to stall time while xy and vio did the preparation..

I fell in love wif the bull so i decided to take pic wif it..




Rabbit ears to the bull..haha



To stall more time we went to take pics of everything nice that we see..



-.-



I want to walk down this stair when i marry..(just kidding!!)



I look like a bamboo stick-.-



Happiest ger that night!



Opening alicia's gift

Yep after eating the cake and all,i went to sleep.My camera also ran out of memory space.

Here a litte on the bed shots..lolz

9th Oct
Toad birthday, i still haven got her a gift..Anyway we had dinner that nite.Lots of nice food..hehe..

Happy birthday TOAD

Gosh that should be the end of my post..Today i got mc..Dunno if i should be sad or happy cos i din really want to have the mc..But without the mc i dun think i will have time to do this post..It cost me 5 hrs..Cos it take very long to load pics from my digital cam..Arrgh..
I will tell you why and how i got the mc but for i gotta go..Meeting shawnniiee tonight..XD.

Wish me luck!
tata^^