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Friday, July 29, 2005

I heard you're doing ok
But I want you to know
I'm a dick
I'm addicted to you
I can't pretend I don't care
When you don't think about me
Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy but you left anyway

I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker


Since the day I met you
And after all we've been through
I'm still a dick
I'm addicted to you
I think you know that it's true
I'd run a thousand miles to get you

Do you think I deserve this?
I tried to make you happy
I did all that I could
Just to keep you
But you left anyway

I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker

How long will I be waiting?
Until the end of time
I don't know why I'm still waiting
I can't make you mine

I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you
I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over

Can't forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker

I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker


Thursday, July 28, 2005

MY MUMMY BIRTHDAY!

now i noe why i miss her.=/

Okie, pool today wif gianna and lilin was fun.I got a new prepaid card.
Yep, so any M1 user u r free to sms me.=D
If u r not M1 user den msg me at my old number.

i'm tired man.seriously tired.gotta wake up as late as i want tmr.=DD



dear my lucky star.^^

Okie lady luck definately was shining on me this morning..haha.i pass.
Cos Ms Ng was in charge of me.I swear i was just plain lucky.=D

i miss my mommy=(


Tuesday, July 26, 2005

Love is patient; love is kind

and envies no one.

Love is never boastful, nor conceited, nor rude;

never selfish, not quick to take offense.

There is nothing love cannot face;

there is no limit to its faith,

its hope, and endurance.

In a word, there are three things

that last forever: faith, hope, and love;

but the greatest of them all is love.


Monday, July 25, 2005

haiz.i'm lost.i'm stuck.could someone tell me what i should do.I feel so torn between my personal wants and the desire to please others as well.

Oh well, i guess i hafta say my weekend is cool.Really nice and packed.Its monday now the day i hate.
So yeah now i'm up to do my laryngectomy project thing again..=/.
i seriously hate doing preop stuff..I rather do postop stuff.=x

Yeah, i have fun i have joy..and now it time to get serious.DID i mention my attendance suck?Oh well, it did alrite.and yeah remind me i haven sign tat reminder letta.oh well.wateva man.My dad just rub my head this morning..It makes me so happy cos we nvr talks like for weeks or even exchange words.i dun wanna ruin this man.=X
So Ms Lai, pls come chasing after me if u wish..i Would like to face music from ur deform mouth..

lalalalalla~


Friday, July 22, 2005

Ms Ng was in a pms mood today.She was like very angry wif dunno wat.
hmm, i think i gotta brush up wif my scrubbing and gloving. =/

Yeah came early to write Gianna her b'dae card.Wrote really crappy msg..haha hope she will like it.=D
After lesson we were all crazy abt taking pics.This time is wif a real digital camera instead of our phones.We took one when we were in the lab..wif four of us all gown in the Green color gown and of cos wif the stupid shower cap..lolx.

Yeah. Lucky my headache got betta when i woke up this morning.Last nite was a killer.couldnt stand the pain so decided to give up and take panadol.And dunno y but i cried..cos it was soo painful..><
Maybe i might go out later..dunno.see how.hah.=x


Tuesday, July 19, 2005

roarrrr!!`
hafta do project again.=x
At my baby's house cos my dad always do something to internet connection so decided to do it here.=/

i just ate, so feeling lazy and tired as usual but nah have to get on wif work..

Today lab was interesting, we learnt surgical scrubing.The brush damn pain..><

Yeah met Ms lai right outside the lab before i went in.And guess wat she gave me my first reminder letta.i mean who cares man.is not like i was absent without a reason.
Fuck..dunno y kept fallin sick this days too.=x

i dunno wat daddy will say man.=/

I glad i came today or i cant imagine the amt of make up i have to do.tmr is wif doris chan...omg!
Yesterday got baby to take care of me..=D
Thank you soo much..*muackz*
yeah i recover fast cos got lots of ur TLC..=))


lalallalal~


Thursday, July 14, 2005

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEECH! =D

last night was horrible man..neva gonna drink tat way again..haha.
Oh man, means a whole load of replacement for lab..3hrs man..
Drkoh was like surprise but anyway she diagnose me wif gastritis..=(

I be free tml.yay!!^^


Goodbye!
Wednesday, July 06, 2005

shucks, end of a short weds open up to another long thursday.how i hate thursday.And things really got betta by having lab first thing in the morning eh..

Life dun sucks..i do.

gonna have to go and slp early, though actually i slept alrdy just now in the afternoon.It was a gd nap though.=)
i hate cbt..it sucks..=x


Stay
Tuesday, July 05, 2005

You say I only hear what I want to
You say I talk so all the time so


And I thought what I felt was simple
And I thought that I don't belong
And now that I am leavin'
Now I know that I did somethin' wrong 'cause I missed you

Yeah yeah, I missed you

And you say I only hear what I want to
I don't listen hard, don't pay attention
To the distance that you're running
To anyone, anywhere
I don't understand if you really care
I'm only hearing negative
No, no, no, no bad

So I turn the radio on, I turn the radio up
And this woman was singin' my song
Lover's in love and the other's run away
Lover is crying cause the other won't stay
Some of us hover while we weep for the other who was
Dyin' since the day they were born
Well, well, this is not that
I think that I'm throwin', but I'm thrown

And I thought I'd live forever, but now I'm not so sure
You try to tell me that I'm clever
But that won't take me anyhow, or anywhere with you

You said that I was naive
And I thought that I was strong, oh
I thought, "Hey I can leave, I can leave"
Oh, but now I know that I was wrong, cause I missed you
Yeah, I missed you

You said, you caught me cause you want me*
And one day you let me go
You try to give away a keeper, or keep me
Cause you know you're just so scared to lose
And you say, "Stay"

You say I only hear what I want to


i feel so dead tired.i dunno y man..feel worst each day yet betta too..
i ate like 4 mini pancakes and yeah by the time i got break at 1..i was starving..i swear i almost faint man.
yeah, unfortunately the ban mian i ate din help me..got gastric..arggh..pain like hell..bought milo immediately but no it din help..i think its only start getting betta after lab..haha, i was sitting tru out lab..lucky the teacher din probe..maybe she thought i was a lazy student?whahah...

yeah, its a miarcle i went for every lect..=x

stupid 853 have to break down..den disrupt my slp..haiz..me so tired..



shoppin freaks
Sunday, July 03, 2005

oh gosh, i guess i bcum a little like a shoppin freak..
but nvm, the feeling of buying new stuffs is satisfying..but guess wat, i'm broke.=x

okie, yesterday bought two polo tee, today another 3 shirt..and yeah my black converse shoe.

dunno y i feel sick.i think i'll be sleeping early tonight i guess.

I want something else
To get me through this
Semi-charmed kind of life,
baby,
baby I want something else,
I'm not listening when you say
Goodbye!


Sentosa
Saturday, July 02, 2005

hee, i love the sun, the water, the wind and of cos ur company..^^

yeah,went wif shawn to sentosa palawan beach..yeah, he likes it ter cos of the platform..
hmm, yeah started first by applying all the suntan lotion all over..haha, this time i use more lotion..lolx.

i wore my purple bikini..;) *shy shy*
lolx.
bcos of tat shawn say i got lots of unwanted attention.

oh well, we went to the platform to suntan..Mr sun was just directly on top of us.
yeah, but after tat got hungry so we went to eat..the reminding fries we fed it to the peacocks.lolx.but sadly after we got back, the sun wasnt tat hot anymore.

kind of slept ter..it was really windy and comfortable..
yeah at abt 3 plus. we packed and leave.
hmm, i wanna go shopping later..buy new t-shirts and maybe a shoe
yeah, now waiting for him to finish his full metal panic..
while i slowly updates my friendster pics.

hmm, miss my dear qiang..sadly the days of our wonderful attachment is over.=x

hee, now still can feel like i drifting up and down..lolx.gosh..=D


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