I got kicked out of the Sims prog cos my sis switched on the internet..
Decided to blog..
Yesterday my stupid darling was late..But i forgive her cos she shared KFC wif me
We bought the 2 piece special meal

As we were eating and talking..OMG, i saw my cousin.
Well, this cousin was really special.
Geez, our topic was switched to him..
Guess he could tell..Weird thing was that he was wif this guy who could be at least as old as my Dad.
okok..i busybody..dun say le =x

Afterwhich we went to get mc flurry icecream from the mac at the entertainment.
Den we went to the park opp..
Ter was alot of couples..Ter was a whole row of seats.but all occupied sia..
So in the end we went to the place we sat last time wif Zhiyang.
We talk til 11 den we make our way home.
Lucky my bus came slightly after hers..took 73 home
Went to the atm opp Terrence house to take out money as promised to my mother..
Boy, it was scary making tat journey back all alone...

My mother was in a supa dupa good mood, think she mediate until she feel like in heaven..lolx
Yey! i got all my pics from Jessie..Send them to Qin..
Den at 1 plus my mom switched off the internet, so i went to play Sims2 til 4..

This morning woke up at 11 plus..Den boy boy msg me..We plan to meet tonite..

hmm back to SIMS2 le..


You

You...
yOu...
yoU...

My phone's not ringin'
My doorbell isn't singin'
My bed is empty
I'm fragile, all I do is cry
Because you left me
And you didn't even want me
I'm lost and lonely
Can't live without you

You !
Every beat of my heart
Every day of my life
Every thought on my mind
Every second every moment
YOU !
Every still of the night
Every wrong that was right
Every dream I denied
Every second every moment
YOU !
Every beat of my heart
Every day of my life
Every thought on my mind
Every second every moment
YOU !
Every tear that I cry
Every hope in my mind
Every fear that I hide

Every second every moment you
Every second every moment you
Every second every moment you
Every second every moment you

I'm hearin' footsteps
Outside my door I get up
A voice is hummin'
A tune it's soundin' like goodbye
I know I'll find you
No matter where you're hidin'
And so I wish for
A chance to find you...


You..
YoU..
YOu..!!!!

Guesss wat, i neva got tat elective that i wanted..
Arggh i should have try to go in at 12 midnite.
But well, after blogging den i ask anabel den she say can chose le..
But ter was some stupid system back-up from 1-4..
Dad or mom off the connection at 3..Was talking to my darling at that time..

haha..glad she want a bf..
Went to sleep, try waking up at 4 at first but too tired so kept resetting my alarm at every 1 hr..
Finally woke up at 6 plus..Luckily my dad was using the internet den i quickly went in, chose my elective -statistic.

Went back to sleep until 1 den woke up.
Moja cook vegetarian beehoon soup for me..Was really hungry..
Joyce came back ard tat time, was shocked to see her come back so early.
Den i took over Jessie for Sims..
play until 5 plus den decide to blog.
Now my mouth aching for KFC..
But it dinner time=/

Going to meeet darling later..think go church..

i woke up late..It was really cold in the morning..dunno y.
Woke up abt 11,realise i always wake up tat time one..Omg,sch starting can't keep up wif such a habit..
Cook the vegetarian maggie mee.
Listen to music den went to bathe and meet my boy..

Met him abt 1.15..haha, he shocked me cos he suddenly msg me r u the one wearing purple?
Wore really simple,just a purple sleeveless wif a grey short.
We bought back chicken rice and wanton soup back.
he share the wanton wif his grandma..
First time the grandmother talk to me sia, was nervous..lolx
Din had much appeitite, ate only half

Den went back his room talk for a while and play his zippo
He pour the oil on the table and light it up..it really cool to see how the table wasn't even affected..
We watch the Exocrist..
Den we also watch this comedy show called "what i like abt you"
Afterwhich we fall asleep.
Couldn't really slp, cos my nose was really itchy and blocked..
At abt 7, his mum woke us up to eat dinner.
I ate rice wif fish and soup wif pork.
He ate some egg wif cheese and ham..

Jsut like the same routine, send him to camp and take train all the way back
Darling call me and cry again..Haiz..
Reach home and call him talk and talk..
Had a heart to heart talk.
haha..the reason y i could be here writing my blog is bcos i told my mummy i want chose my electives.
I want Sport one..=p

Yesterday was Christmas
The day before was Christmas eve

On thurs went to stay over at dear's
Den morning went to meet Qin wif that asshole..
He makes me fcuking piss.
Pass Qin her stuff den she return me the dress

Afterwhich i went over to his house have lunch den go home slp..
Slp until 3..Den my darling call..
Talk to her den pack my stuffs and wait for Jessie to come back from her GaRy house..
She was LATE

Reach Sam house late also..was pretty pai seh..they waited for us come til food all cold also
But a pity sam got punished so she couldn't come..
Was fun..
They had 4 dogs- Tuffy, Blackie,Doggie and Ricky
2 cats- Latte and mocha i think
We took alot of pics of them
Boy..i crazzie abt animals lolx

Talk wif Xin on the phone..
Took a bath den chat wif Heidi talks abt the guys she adores..
Uncle charlie had to warn us 2 times..den the third time we fell aslp

Next morning we all woke up abt 11...
We all open our presents..
Was happy wif my gifts somehow=)
Den i went meet Xin..Spend christmas wif him=p

Today went out wif Xin and Shuyan.
Den got Zhiyang and lena along too..
Xin very quiet sia..dunno y..think he not feeling well.

my mood now very sucky..
It hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time.
I want what yours and i want whats mine..

Shopping drives me really nut..=x
For past two days i have been shopping..
Yesterday bought gifts for my cousins and aunts and for my dad and mummy too..
I hope my boy will like his gift..

Monday
Christopher follow me and my di..we went bishan..Look ard for awhile
Wanted to buy this black converse shoe..but decided to wait for Jess to come and see..
Bought my self a track pant from U2

Today gonna shop for more..
Still left Sam, Christopher,one of my aunt, Qin, lena, Joyce and Moja gift.
Den wanted to buy those really nice boxes to put my dear gift in..
Maybe will get a zippo for him..Dunno yet..

Just came back..
PoOr bOi gotta go back camp..Last min go cALled back
just now went his place play neopet..
I beat his mom high score for tomb game..Den he so cute..blur blur de..
Din really spend much time wif him..he watch tv, i play neopet..
But got a nice hug from him before he went off..=D

spend one whole entire day slacking and err flooding..
Was really bad mood..den no one come pei me..
So went online talk to my soul mate..den my boy came abt 2 plus..
He cute sia..ask him buy me small box he buy me big one..
But good also..lollx
he stay for a short while den went for his biking lesson..
hmm..

God Bless me
Hope ya cleanse away my sins
i'll really try to change..
I just need an answer now
What should i do..?

leave me alonnee..
I feel so torn
so distorted..
my fears i can't tell
=(

long time no blog le.=x
Well, can't rem wat really happen since the last time i blog
Just knew tat my boy came back from camp..Spend time wif him.
He took leave for monday and today..He just went back to camp..
So left me alone again.But i'm glad tomolo i will be occupied.
hee.lazy to go for my dance.Din manage to get my track pant or i surely enjoy de.
Den hopefully Qin agree to go clubbing wif me, den we can go find Alvin.
Yesterday nite, disturb Alvin..lolz

ChrIstmAs coMin`
i want to be a good ger.heh=D

alot of fun things have been happening..
Yeah, but feels insecure at times.
Time will tell, but can i wait long enough to see tat time..?
I realise i ain't a good ger.
wanted so much to be one, should i start being one til christmas?
Gonna see my boy tml morning.Now at Lena's house.
getting fatter each day le.

Remember he told me 3 things i gotta change..
1)Grow long hair-->no prob!
2)lose weight-->a little of prob.but well i admit i am so sure....
3)my braces-->not under my control boy..lolz

Today eat waffles icecream wif Qin and Jing Feng.
so long neber see him le..den he grow so fat..but look more like Soo Yong Kang le..lolz
Den after the waffles we bought honey chicken..
haha..see boy..i can't lose weight..=p
my weekends gonna be fun..wif my boy out of the camp..

*---no more lonely ger---*

i soo in love wif you.
Others may say otherwise,
but well,love is blind

Attachment is finally over.the three of us got same marks.
hahah..Goodbye to those notre damn and rotten damns and kb damns..lolz
Last nite drank a shooter..hee..my first time.called erase your mind.
din get drunk.
Today plan is screw but well wat can i do.
Hmm..gotta go ltr to see mr felix..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BOY
i'm sorry if i let ya down.

We're so happy together.
hope nothing goes wrong.
attachment here at this ward sucks
nothing to do..nurses and patients all got one type of attitude one.
Hmm..lucky got shafiq as company
We joke alot coster seriously almost nothing to do.
i'm happy cos tomolo is the last day.
Yessss...