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Monday, April 24, 2006

Every time I think of you
I get a shot right through into a bolt of blue
It’s no problem of mine but its a problem I find
Living a life that I cant leave behind

Theres no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool wont set you free
But thats the way that it goes
And its what nobody knows

And every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
Im waiting for that final moment
Youll say the words that I can’t say

I feel fine and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way,
I just dont know what to say
Why cant we be ourselves like we were yesterday?

Im not sure what this could mean
I don’t think youre what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then wed never see just what we re meant to be

Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I’m waiting for that final moment
Youll say the words that I cant say

Gee, today is messy..this is bad, very bad..I was very ignorant..=/
I'm breaking alot of rules like for serving meds and stuff like tat..arggh..
I hope tmr i get to work wif someone else...someone nicer and more experience?

Anyway, rem i say i wanted to go to the beach?I went..=p
Was actually so worried tat we couldnt go cos lena has to attend a funeral and the sky dun look good.But we went pretty late, so we miss all the good sun rays and fun.Next week must go earlier wor!!

yay! I love the Beach

We reach abt 3 plus..Oh yes, it so sad that they take away the yellow board..Haiz..Cos me and shawn use to swim to the board, get on top of it and lie down under the sun and feel the breeze, the feeling was awesome but now we cant do it..=(

Beach gals!

Anyway shawn kept disturbing lena..We were like throwing sea weed at each other and putting sands on each other..lolz.Oh and shawn made this very funny masterpiece of his..

err...hahah!!!

I actually got a very nice pict of Lena and shawn wif the masterpiece but unfortunately it got corrupted..Oh well, tthe masterpiece is corrupted to begin wif..Haha and guess wat so funny after tat.There was this foreign family nearby and i think the little boy wanted to go to the toilet, so his dad bought him..And bcos the masterpiece was so nearby and therefore they have to pass by the masterpiece..of cos the dad just ignores it..But the boy feeling so amuse by sand castle actually stopped and look at it..and den he ask his dad probably something like "hey daddy look..Wat is this is?"..The dad face turn so red and he laugh
and quickly brush it off, quicky asked the little boy to follow him..So they came back (to where the mother was sitting) and the dad was too busy talkin to the mother who is alrdy in the water..Guess wat we saw the little boy did..?He stood ter wif a big question mark on his face and den scratch his head and bend down and started touchiing the erm seaweed..LOL..At tat time, we really couldnt controlled our laughters..Anyway in the end, the father stepped on to the master piece and the boy seeing tat started stepping on it too..=/But seriously if u were ter, u would understand why it was funny..whahaha.

Me and Shawn [^_^]

It was seriously relaxing.we stayed til 7 plus..

Palawan Beach

Lets beach next sunday again!! XD

Saturday, April 22, 2006

ITS ALL ABT US!!

Two innocent gers =X

They are the best of best friends..

Always Together..

Like Sisters!

They go through THICK..

and THIN together...

Tru` the not so good..

and the good times..

There is always..
A shoulder to cry on

BEST FRENS FOREVER
(I'll always love you) :D

Friday, April 21, 2006

"But it not so bad..

You're only the best I ever had

You don't need me back

You're just the best I ever had"

Till now i still wonder abt this quote.Maybe you never hear it before..It actually in chinese when i read it so this my translation.."You should be happy,afterall what you have lost is just someone you love..Whereas the person who lose u should be sad cos you can always find someone u love but u cannot always find someone who loves you.."--familiar??

I read it when i was only 15 yrs old?My dad bought the book for me..cos he wants me to improve my chinese and also to learn some principles of life.haha..

Anyway, ter one quests to this quote, i realise the person who ought to be happy will never be happy and yet the person who suppose to be the one who lose out doesnt seem to have lost anything at all..Sad sia..Mayb this is only something to cheer the person who suppose to be happy..?=/

Oh wells,nvm...yesterday was pretty ok la..just tat i am suffering from serious fatigue..I did manage to go for break but i cant seem to get things done...Alot of distraction i guess.i only left at 3.40.Haiz..

If this goes one, maybe one day i will break down..so stress sia..Good thing is that Shawn promise me to bring me to Sentosa on sunday!Hopefully lena can come too..I'm thinking of asking ry too..I need this man, i need to chill and relax..can't wait sia..=))

Thursday, April 20, 2006

I feel like i could die today..=((

It was like for the first time i ever race wif time..I almost could have collapse any moment..I need to beg for help..omg!Today CI assessed me wif STO.I think i take out the staples pretty well..But i think i din really do proper asssessment and planning..My assessment still sucks..=/
Haiz..I starting to have no faith and confidence and ter are alot of things to learn and yet so little time..Can someone just kill me?=(

I din go for break at all, not even a drink..I still wonder how i so small yet can be so strong.
That suppose to be good rite?But i think i like the weaker role sometimes..=x

I still rem how i use to yearn to be sick and can faint like how some of my classmates do..But my body too strong le..So i abuse it until i think it got really weak but not to the kind that i can faint.Till now, i nvr knew wat fainting really like.someone pls slap me i'm talking rubbish.

So yes i'm a survivor..ok everyone was a survivor too..No one really had a proper break nor actually manage to finish their work..So i just hope tat the Ci will just stop telling me tat i have to have proper time management..arggh!!Is not like i can help it at times rite.Haiz..

Still hope tmr is better..

See what i mean when i say fate is very cruel to me.. and it not gonna let me go..Urggh!

I've no mood now..So if you know this song..sing wif me ok?

"Angels Or Devils"

This is the last time
that I'm ever gonna come here tonight
this is the last time I will fall
into a place that fails us all inside

I can see the pain in you
I can see the love in you
but fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time..

The angels they burn inside for us
are we ever are we ever gonna learn to fly
The devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

This is the last time
that I'm ever gonna give in tonight
Are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear to see

Well I can see the pain in you
and I can see the love in you
and fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

The angels they burn inside for us
are we ever are we ever gonna learn to fly
The devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down - come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us

if I was to give in
give it up and then
take a breath, make it deep
cause it might be the last one you get
be the last one that could make us cold
you know that they could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

Dedicated to Lena

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Some times i wake up feeling like ter no better day, there is no pain, i search and ask why it doesnt hurt anymore and sometimes i wish it still hurts bcos i know i'm not totally cured yet..And then, sometimes it just start to hurt really bad and i would get all the chest pain symptoms like difficulty in breathing, chest tightness but not chest pain..

Seriously if u reading this, i want to say i really have moved on but not totally..

I still have pple who cares, who listen, who ask 'how are you today" and lastly i still have you as my dear fren..I couldnt really have been luckier?

While i'm waiting for my chest pain symptoms to go away..I will tell u tat i have made up my mind (if possible) nvr to work nite shift..i mean sure it good pay..but no my health is too frill, life is too short to be sleeping in the day..nite shift is just bad..really bad..

Second nite is terrible..Looking at the clock makes u wonder if ter is something wrong wif the clock itself and then u start checking ur own watch and realise you're wrong..And dun u think it suck to go for an op on ur b'day?Haiz, so i tell u if u r a nurse, next time make it a point to look at ur pt's birthdate.Haha, tat wat happen to a very good SSN, she did make it a point and discover someone birthday was today! So when tat someone woke up to go to the toilet, we all spring a happy birthday surprise for him..okie la, nth much, just wish him only!=)
But i tell u, i'm sure it did make quite a bit diff for him.Oh well, a lot of pt have to go for op today so i manage to practice my preop preparation.Remember abt the hungry bear i was talking abt?For the first time, i bought him to the toilet and he so cuteee cos of the way he walks..Like i always say, old pple can be really cute...Xp

Oh and my stupid-yet-nice sis made mushroom sandwich for me and only 1 lo so in the end i have to live on biscuit wif milo..=xBut i will forgive her bcos she made baked rice for dinner and it quite good at least to the appeitite of a sick person..

Baked rice by Toad

Hmm, i cant wait for lena to come, she promise me good food..hahahha..

What to do sia, my immunity is still weak, i'm down wif a irritating persistant cold.Just now went down to exercise wif my sis, but just when i started joggin, i could feel like my brain is spinning in my skull..so in the end i only jog abt one round.But i did some situp and some squat thingy..^^
So i need good food...I miss outside food eh!

Before i say goodbye, let me share wif u an extremely XMM-cute photo of mine!=DD

Cute!?! =p

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

You know sometimes i wish fate wouldnt have to be very cruel to me =(

Its like after the breakup, many bad things keep happening.

The first bad thing is Xinyi got transfer to A side..So mean rite?now i dun have anyone to talk to during attachment..=/

The second bad thing is i'm falling sick..I woke up wif a bad throat yesterday, manage to bring down the pain, when i just started work only, i caught a high fever..Lucky the 2 panadol that i took manage to bring it down..So i hope today i wun get the fever again.I still woke up wif tat bad throat though.=(

The third bad thing is i think i might have lost the one and only person who could really listen..(hmm if u reading this, i hope u r not avoiding me!!)

There more but i dun think it nice to share it out..

You know wat, i think i got such a strong mind empowering my weak heart..haiz..

Anyway just to share my first night shift experience..Hmm, i was lucky cos it was a rather quiet nite.Not much call bells and all..I feel so weird waking them up to do little things, so most of the time i dun switch on the light, i just work in the dark...heh..Den got this uncle damn cute one, he will wake up like a hungry bear and start eating all the biscuits, den when he satisfied he will go back and slp like a pig..haha..still rem the EN wanted to take his bp, and he was like saying "dun take my hand", so in the end she have to leave him alone..

I work pretty closely wif the En..She rather nice and i always tot she was older until she told me she is 20 yrs old too and i couldnt believe her so she has to take out her ic to show me..whahhaha.

Hmm yesterday nite i so blur one, so hopefully today i wun so blur..and yes not to fall sick too.

Egg sandwich was nice yesterday but what should i bring today leh??=/

Swing the heartache;

Feel it inside out;

When the wind cries,

I'll say goodbye;

Like a river flowing to the sea,

You'll be miles away and I will know

I know I can deal with the pain

-No reason to cry.

Monday, April 17, 2006

Gee, i just put up the new skin so yeah haven really do the adjustments yet..

This post's topic is nth much, very boring, you should skip it and read the one below.
Still stuborn??
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okieokie la...
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I broke up le..wo shi lian liao!!!ahhhh~

Actually wanna blog alot of things here, but i think betta not..Cos i'm suppose to move on, writing such emotional things will only make the other party guilty or feel bad..Beside i promise tat if this is a better solution i will not regret, i will not stay sad for long..

i'm a very blessed ger actually..God has always (95%) gave me the guy my heart wants..To tell you the truth, i'm very happy and grateful tat God allows me to at least spend 5 mth wif someone i love..and tat for me is enough..Thanks God!=)
Is just tat i dunno how to keep the man i love..*weep*=((

I want to thank pple (who knows and dunno me) who spend the time comforting me..I feel better le..!!

But most imptly, i want to thank Xinyi,Lena and leech!
They were there and offer to listen..

I guess after talking it out, i kinda see what i have done..and i think i did the right thing..Although it quite sad to know tat this r/s seem to have no other way out but i guess this is fate ba..

After all, music helps alot too..=)
It really feel great to blast the music in ur ear and just hear wateva the media player plays..=)

Of all the song, i think this song describe the r/s best..=/

"The long Goodbye" by Ronan Keating

I know they say if you love somebody
You should set them free
But it sure is hard to do
Yeah, it sure is hard to do
And I know they say if they don't come back again
Then it's meant to be
But those words ain't pulling me through
Cos I'm still in love with you

I spend each day here waiting for a miracle
But it's just you and me going through the mill (climbin' up a hill)

[Chorus]
This is the long goodbye
Somebody tell me why
Two lovers in love can't make it
Just what kind of love keeps breaking a heart?
No matter how hard I try
You're gonna make me cry
Come on, baby, it's over, let's face it
All that's happening here is a long goodbye

Sometimes I ask my heart did we really
Give our love a chance (just one more chance)
and I know without a doubt I turned it inside out
And if we walked away would make more sense (only self defense)
But it tears me up inside
Just to think we still could try

How long must we keep riding on a carousel
Going round and round and never getting anywhere? (on a wing and prayer)

[Chorus]
This is the long goodbye
Somebody tell me why
Two lovers in love can't make it
Just what kind of love keeps breaking a heart?
No matter how hard I try
You're gonna make me cry

Come on, baby, it's over,
Let's face it
All that's happening here is the long goodbye

The long goodbye
The long goodbye
This is the long goodbye

Someone please tell me why
Are you ever coming back again?
Are you ever coming back again?
Are you ever coming back again?
Guess I'm never coming back again...

P.s: I'm not as strong as pple thinks i am..or mayb i'm not as weak as i thought i would be..Mayb?

[xX] PiGgy & Camel [xX] -* 8/11/05 -- 16/04/06-*

Sunday, April 16, 2006

I swear i could die if i laze any longer on a public holiday, i mean it a very good Friday isnt it?Everyone is out ter making plans to go out and me?Lazing like a pig, lucky lena make herself free and drag me out before i can feel myself turning into a lump of fats.

She is late as usual..cannot stand it sia..i late alrdy, she even later!!!GoSH!
yeah, i din feel like shopping endlessly but had no choice cos i dun want to become a lump of fats!!A little walk and outside air do me good i guess..Anyway things din turn out bad..We first met at tp, ate at swensen, tat one lena pay for me cos i going broke soon!And den we head to far east to shop, i persuade lena to get one MARS BAR too..heee! We got a tshirt for Ry from 77th street..and lena bought herself a redish pink jacket..

At 77th street.

We took cab to boat quay to find Ry and den we went to MS to sing kbox,suppose to wait for 20min cos ter wasnt any rm available den, so we went to the arcade. And i tried playing the drum mania..haha we got Hans to block us from behind cos he like big size..hehe.And i and lena race each other on Daytona..Gee, who says i dun play arcade..=))

At Kbox

My old little brother..How dark he has become...=/

Hans! *hahah

-In the toilet *lol*

I sang alot of english song..haha..and i cannot believe but my voice break down on me..-.-!
I drank til i feel pretty tipsy..lolx.slept on lena lap in the taxi on my way home..

Anyway, i pay a visit to Qin.She working at this shop in Novena..And her bf Ivan working wif her too..So lucky sia anyway although they can fight til very fierce, they r afterall such a loving couple..*full wif envy*

Here a random pic of them, i thought they look sweet in the same uniform..=D

Lastly me!! I miss my fat face.=/

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

IN THE OSAKA MOOD

I tell you something unbelievable okie?

The CI strangled me..=X

Yes, you did not see wrongly..I was so osaka today...Oh well, i dunno whether to laugh or feel sad abt it..I dun like to be sad so i guess i will laugh abt it..

Just Joking!=/

Monday, April 10, 2006

I'm feeling a little blueee, a little down..This days i have been feeling all alone(the word:lonely), everyday go attachment, come back bathe, if it morning shift i will take a nap and den i will be here in front of my laptop again, looking at other pple blogs and friendster and stuff like tat..i haf absolutely no life!so sad eh!?!

Me and baby camel have agree not to meet so often too, we r cutting down drastically to 2 or one day per week..I know how my parents will be so happy knowing tt i be home more often, but i'm not..So yep, this is the sad me.=((

Okie, let not stay unhappy..I'm much more happier during the weekends actually, tat if i got invited out and not slack at home..I dunno why staying at home too much can make me a sad person..Hmm, call me wild but i'm not a home person..The last weekend was okie i guess..

lets see...=/

Friday nite, i was watching some linday lohan thingy on youtube..there was a clip on her life and also a dirty comedy on her as Herimone..She one real lucky ger i find..At such tender age, can go travelling abt in the United states..=( Tat kept me awake til nearly 4 am.

Saturday, i woke up late too, slack awhile and den got myself ready for Kexin birthday party.I wanted to post it up but all the picts (more impt ones) are wif kexin and Char..So yeah, guess i hafta wait..

Charlene managed to get me go clubbing wif her...haha, tat cos i made a deal tat if her sis dun go, i wun go either..so yeah, no choice but her sis has to come too.

Gosh, being wif them was stressful, the two sisters are such social butterflies..We were all slacking at cine first and it likes, almost everywhere we go, ter are always pple they know..

No one can pout the way i do! *haha

We went ter pretty late like abt 1am?Club only for 2 hrs..This clubbing experience is alot more different den my usual ones, cos i get to enjoy it wif pple who truly club..or at least loves clubbing.I feel like a newbie wif them but i guess tat cos i rarely club...

Oh anyway, when we got there, we went to join another grp where i got to know this thai ger..(i dun rem asking her for her name), yeah, and she really friendly and all and i dance wif her abit..was like so nervous cos i nvr dance wif such an experience dancer..hee!But from the way i dance, i know i'm definately losing confidence and yesss, my selfesteem..Hmm hah, tat cos i was also affected by the silence of my phone..

The clubbers.

So liquid room ends at 3..We took a cab back to cine and went to the kopitiam to eat..Shortly after tat, it starts raining cats and dogs and damn, i cant go home..Rem how i told you everyone seem to know everyone else too?Yeah, so there was this big grp of them and they were all starting to talk and taking photos too.I dunno them so lucky my phone is finally functioning again and i got baby camel to msg to..

eHh!?!

My Goo Goo doll

At Long John.

Remind me to try the french toast!!

We did go to long john to slack and den after much persuasion, Char agree not to wait til midnite charge is over..By the time i reach home, it was nearly 6.

Sunday, i woke up late also..Went to meet baby at 4 and cos baby still tired, he sleep and slp again..I played abit of psp and also went to join him to slp..Hah..and den we woke up to go Macp to eat and watch soccer..We watch 2 match in a row lo.Anyway i figure i wun be able to slp so we went back baby house and watch 4 episodes of GTO.Just nice its 5 am alrdy and i gtg home to change..Baby was nice, he fetch me to work..

I remember complaining how exp my transportation are and baby was like saying his is worst..abt $7 or more per day..Hmm, somehow it makes me feel guilty..Its like i use to think and wonder why baby dun fetch me to/back from work and also grumble a little, but now, i dun think i ever want him to..I mean it nice to be fetched but now knowing how expensive petrol is, i think i rather take my mrt and bus everyday..=(

Today, was the yr 2 orientation so we were pretty alone..Sadly xinyi din come and the SN was like grumbling how she need a student nurse so badly and stupid me got caught by the sister holdin the case notes, so she send me to 25..

haiz.I almost tot i would lose my opportunity to write report.Lucky, the SN assure me tat it only for helping wif the EN.How i could have slap myself for being so selfish..I mean, i kinda know their side is bz but it like inside me i feel so relunctant to help.

I figure cos my partner post such a "big threat" to me in a funny way..She too kajiong which makes me kajiong too..Arrggh..Though i try to tell myself to ignore everything she doing but it just so hard..like when the SN ask me do hypocount, i did and report back to her and she was ter telling the SN tat she done wif everything alrdy and how she want to serve meds so eagerly..my nerves got a little jumpy den and i have to do self reinforcement and tell myself how mayb just let things come..and true enough, tru' out the day, i was like not bz yet bz..I help wif 25 and also went down 2 times..But yet, i seem to have more time..hahaha..Okie i'm bad i know, but just really wish she dun always have to care only abt herself and focus so much on things she thinks she ought and hafta to do..We must work as a team rite?

Oh and den at 1 plus, we got to present insulin to the yr 2 and how i feel terribly guilty for like not presenting at all..Oh well, the yr 2 seem pretty smart bunch of pple, i hope i can get along well wif them..

How i always love bloggin,it kills time, vent frustration and most importantly never fails to make you feel better..I'm not so blue anymore..=))

Friday, April 07, 2006

I just came back from orchard..My legs are jelly now..cannot imagine how i have been torturing my leg for almost the whole day..Nurses usually have a lot of problem wif their legs cos they walk and stand alot..Like tt is not good enough, i just walked from Doby gaut to Heeren, walk ard heeren for awhile and den another long walk to Far East..=(

Okie the reason why i was in orchard cos the plans wif Qin was cancel..Was quite angry actually..It was so hard persuading jess and Kexin to go and we were in the train alrdy reaching ter in a matter of 3 stops..?And Lena has turn workaholic for some reasons..argghh...I want a proper gers outing!!

In the MRT.
(I tot this actually looks nice)

Jess and Kexin
(Her b'day tmr - "Happy 21st B'day!)

I bought Kexin her Koiyichi cd from heeren..lucky Andrew agree to share the price wif me or else i be damn broke..Cost me a dear $50+.We went Far east to eat some Mars bar,it is kinda good.I din take notice of the shop name but i know it at lvl 1 near long john..And i stupidly bought myself a choco latte..I dun think the effect has kick in yet.

Mars bar.

Alright back to my attachment reflection:Hmm, things seem to get worse for me..Not as bad as the kind where i want to drop dead..But somehow, something seem to telll me i gotta buck up..

Orientation programme was seriously boring and overload with informations but i wun deny tat it was indeed useful..I sat wif Gina, yen, xy and Vino during the three days of boring lectures..

I even fell aslp for some lectures and i dunno wat wrong wif me but i even nap when my own CI was giving lecture...oops!Just yesterday, she told me how she saw me slping so soundly during her lect..hahah..Mayb i might change my statement of her..She can be nice actually.Cos she din kill me for slping during her lect..lolx

Yesterday, i was in a very sour mood..During break, i keep grumbling nonstop, even i was surprise i could grumble so much..it felt good actually after venting out all the frustrations..

But it just wasnt my day..

1)My frustrations - Alot of bedbound patient..meaning alot of sponging..=(
Got disturbed by a stupid patient..seriously he piss me off so much, so i ignore him and his stupid comments..just go and eat shit pls..My day was betta today cos he GONE..

2)THE SSN - i heard alot abt her, she is a very bz person but dunno bz wif wat..putting her as junior is a big NO NO..Things will nvr get done fast..And wat worst is tat she has to leave at 10..I guess sometimes i just expect things to get done by a certain time and when i dont, i will feel frustrated..

3)My partner- She bz, i understand..but when she not, she looking at the case note and tat kinda put me off..I told her i need help for sponging cos my side is terrible and she like a little too selfcentered..i dun wanna go into anymore details..arrgggh!

4)My hair!- i think i heard the sister say i should cut my hair or something..i noe it messy but my hair is short at all the wrong places, it seriously hard to put in place without looking like a idiot which i alrdy did..So i went to cut my hair..End up din cut much also..Just basically thin all the bulky part..

Before

Realise my top dun look as bulky as before?

The rest of the day went quite ok..I somehow developed a habit recently and tat is everytime when i'm reaching home,i will take a peek at the door of my neighbour house..I love seeing peanut, my neighbour dog..I like the way he looks at me..He so cute..But he a lonely and sad dog, me and my sis kinda suspect my neighbour dun bring him on walks..so he gets excited everytime he see or hear a stranger..Poor thing yeah.

He looks sad..=(

i got a good EN working wif me today, so things got done pretty fast..I spend alot of time doing drip calculations today..argghh..i nvr touch it for at least a yr lo..umm..The Sn tried teaching me specimen labelling but the CI insist i join her instead and we discuss abt some nutrient pump thingy..i could have learn much more lo.=XOh wells..So far it seem to be i am still not very good in my skills, i got alot to brush up man..Next week have to start doin 3 patient report alrdy..*stress!*

Today when i went home, i took a peek as usual..hmm, the door was close, how i misss peanut sad looking, puzzled face..

Before i end this, just wanna say..

HAPPY 5th MONTH ANNIVERSARY to my baby!

I know it isnt easy sticking together now but you've showed me wat is it like to hold on even though some things could just keep us drained out all the time..I've learnt and grow quite a bit..I learn abt independence ..Thank you baby..Ya really special and unique..

I ("v") YOU BABY CAMEL! XD.

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Let me tell you a story...

Guy:Did I hear you right?
Cause i thought you say
Lets think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you...

Dont let go on us tonight (please..)
Love is not always black and white
Havent I always loved you?

Girl:(shake her head)
But when I need you
You are almost here
And I know that is Not enough
But when Im with you
Im close to tears
Cause you are only almost here

I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh wont you let me ?
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Please protect me...

Bruised and battered by your words..
Dazed and shattered how it hurts..
Havent I always loved you?

But when I need you, you are almost here
Well I never knew how far behind I left you..?
And when I hold you, you are almost here..
Well Im sorry that I took our love for granted
Now Im with you, Im close to tears...
Cause I know Im almost here...

(BOTH)Only almost here..

sad story?=(

Sunday, April 02, 2006

My weekend were occupied and i'm back to borin lectures tmr..=/

Oh yes, i din manage to work wif kenneth-look-alike guy on fri, he was in the other room and he taught my frens alot of things, how i envy them to bits..i din do much at all tat day, just do all the basic care and not to mention run up and down the hosp..so waste of time =(

yay! Weekends are here!!
(I know my contacts look scary!!)

heh, i found a fren who lives near me..she ask her dad to give me a lift home..How nice sia..i reach home earlier by 30min..and was thinking wat i should do for the nite when i got invited to a fren's fren birthday party..So yeah, i jump at any chance tat could get me out on a friday nite.

I went to this pub at boat quey..It was like a ktv pub and i help myself to 2 songs..hee!

The drinks are free but i din drink much either..Was quite a lot of pple ter..i stayed til nearly 2 plus and i follow my fren to go cine, wanted to go kbox but it closed at 6am and paying $30 for less than 3 hrs isnt worth it, so plans change and we went to watch MOVIE!!We caught Ultraviolet.Was a pretty cool movie just tat i find the fighting scene too exaggerated..

I am damn tired not crying!!!

Reach home at nearly 7am and slept til 1 pm.I Woke up to have my lunch and den head off to find baby camel..We had dinner at S11 at amk, seriously i think it like food paradise ter, i have alrdy make it a pt tat i must eat ter more often..*YUMMY*

I was sneezing alot, but after drowning two cups of orange juice and a short nap i got betta..hee!My remedy for colds.LOLX

So i agree to go watch movie wif baby and his frens, we got the 2.15 tickets and to kill time we went marina to bowl and play drums and i met sly for the second time..and this time he look at me!woohoo..

Okie i not crazy over him la..he not my idol,just tat i tot it be pretty cool tat a star glance at u even just for a short 1 sec?

My bowling suck as usual, but cause i have alot of things on my mind also..SO...

Oh well, V for VENDETTA, is a movie i will recommend..If you like romance and action, this movie got it..Just tat i dun understand all the political thingy and got quite lost..=/

I was taking tis pict when i turn ard and saw the popular guy looking at me..It was like so pai seh..He must have thought wat a vain ger i am..but who cares rite..?Or mayb he looking at me cos i'm cute..LOL.

And i'm back to sunday again..Just came back from a date wif Lena actually..We had our delicious french toast except tat this time it wasnt tat good.I went to church again, was in a pretty good mood so din have anything to seek, just hope tat GOD would still be looking after me..I miss church songs..=(

I have to get to bed soon..or else i be a stoning zombie tmr morning..a little tired alrdy..=/

Anyway some picts just for fun..

Cute? It was taken on thurs when my sweet baby camel drove me to work.=)

Piglet riding on the hp

NITE!(^^)