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YAY!
Sunday, March 29, 2009

Baby has finished his reservice.Am so happy..Totally miss him like crazy.I was feeling so lonely, no one to eat lunch or dinner with, no supper anymore etc..
Now he with me, i have been hugging him like a koala bear and planting many kisses on him!!




♥MUUUAAACCCCKKKZZZ ♥
We went out today or else we would have die of boredom, esp ME! Went Tamp to watch DMC and had pizza hut. I totaally love the lagsana and the spicy drumlet (all time fav!) Someone not long ago commented i look older compare to the past, today i got CHECKED for going to a NC 16 SHOW...LIKE WTF LA!!

Haven been bloggin since my night shift, was super sian probably cos no baby to run to in the morning so gotta go home sleep alone wif no breakfast.Haiz
My night shift has been kinda good..Cant explain it.Lk has been doing all my routine, making me feel so bad like i m so lazy..HR din totally ps me for the night and we only got one night to rest.Oh yes, partially ako is wif me for all 3 nights, HOORAY!!
Many things happen in this week too.I dunno if it cos of something tat trigger her to sudddenly announce that she'll be pushing us up but im certainly dread it la.Im hopping she just postpone that thought to june or something.I think soon i gotta make tat decision to tell everyone, yeah kinda inspired by someone alrdy.

I was finally in "his" area on fri even though im on pm shift..Totally shit la.Look super blur i dunno why.Anyway i hope after this happen they never ever gonna put me and her ter..Why give both of us hypertension? Health more impt right?

I haven yet got to see my assignment but i hope its good.=xx

Just random crazy pics to share..It was taken yesterday out of super boredom ok!I was bored to the maxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx x 10000000000000000000! Get it?
Me in dream world!






Stupid bubbles!









Mirror Mirror




ALIEN FR ????
Gotta run to slp..nitey!!


Sunday, March 22, 2009

After typing the last post, i receive a private call from baby.He came back to find me, we had a long talk and i cried out of guiltiness and from being too touched by his words.

I dun remember any of my ex bf can ever make me cry like that..

Wanted to go thomson eat my prata but after wasting dunno how much $$ on gprs on my phone and seeing baby KO on the floor, suddenly din feel like going anymore.

Went to Geylang eat our fav dim sum. I was errr, looking out for "chicken" and baby was helping me to keep a look out..At that time, most chicken would have alrdy beeen in the hotel. We saw one at the place we were eating and our topic over the dim sum was abt He and SHE.Many guesses, baby says ger was from vietnam, guy fr japan..I say guy look like china man..and then soon they left..The waiter who came to clear the table found me looking at the piece of paper they were conversing over..He din clear that piece of paper and walked away..


Me being super Kapi-oh went to take the slightly oily paper..Loha !!

Guy from japan, ger from China!!! haha, bo liao i noe..We reached home feeling damn shack and went to slp abt 5am..


This morning wanted to surprise baby by bringing him to the massage parlor at upp thomson and also to eat the prata. We went one big circle trying to find the place..haha only to realise it damn near my house.. Baby was dulan. __




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Happy me!!!





One of the friendly uncle that loves N95!!

Prata was ok..Think standard drop abit..Went to take a look at the massage place but baby insisted of not going so we headed home instead..

Yesterday, we woke up later than our estimated time.Went to suntec for the purpose of looking for HOPE. But sadly found none. In fact it was rather troublesome to register..=/




This is me and Baby posing wif our registration card. ^^



Ahhh!!! cannot see..=x


After which we had our fav ramen at marina sq. Found Toad and we went together to see ah gong. Din stay long..Cos by the time we came, ah gong feel like slping..



Took a cab home.


I been taking alot of cab recently haiz..Lots of $$$ fly away cos of my laziness..This wun do man, what abt my great plans of savings!!! T.T



My alarm clock is going to go off soon, another reminder that my time wif baby is coming to an end soon..Haiz..I hope tonight will be good man cos seriously aint looking forward..=xx


Every lovers need a Holiday
Saturday, March 21, 2009

Im home on a saturday night.unimaginable right?



Just suddenly i understand what is it like to give someone space. In the past, i would have cry and throw a tantrum..But now i m here at home typing this, not cos i cant swallow the fact that he choses his game over me.Just suddenly i feel tired man.I feel so bored and tired and somehow i can feel he is feeling the same.



If tonight i can just do my own stuff and go to slp like nothing happen den i guess i could take this like an adult.=)



Im using the little lappy that eddy gave me.Abit slow for my PS but its ok..better than nothing right.



As i was looking tru some blog, i realise im aint alone..alot of gers whining tonight too.=x



Good night. Baby, i hope u enjoy ur game..I guess i wun be seeing u for a very long time.

Damn i so not looking forward to my night shift.=x


Im Free!!!
Wednesday, March 18, 2009



Good de morning!!

Today is the day i told myself i could fully utilised it, i can iron my clothes, update my blog, earn more $$ in PEST SOCIETY and lastly rest as much as i can.

Better than facing the lady with menopause or assistin the guy who dislike me!

SO very good deal for a "offf" yeah.

Yesterday i was rushing to yck so ter werent much time for me to properly decide and choose the bag i want.Overslept and went to earn some extra $$ in PS. But i manage to reach work on time with tpy.

When i happily tot the case werent mine, qf came to tell me tat menopausal woman wants me to take over..it made me furious man.Haha but i took my time to take over steve-n.lalala~

Bad i know but i dun care and guess wat she also cannot be bother by me den cos she bz being blast at by some bigger character!!*ROFL.By the time i officially took over it alrdy closing except that Madhew take so long to close..Grr..

It was quite bz for me after tat.

On a bad note, my ah gong got admited again..Haiz i was very sad for awhile..I guess when it time to go, he will go..I just hope i can be in time to catch him before his last breath.
Baby say he will pei me to go see him on sat..But i think i will go down later also..
Alright now thinking wat should i do now? go see a doc or slp?? hmmm...


I hate you!
Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Everyday it seem to be a short day for me..

Im very shacked each time im home, i could slp like a pig! But im trying to skip afternoon nap for the fear of insomnia.




This 2 were the decision makers for dinner last night.we had 2 bowls of fish soup one of which was tom yum, a plate of pai ku wang, chilli tofu and some spicy fish! My whole dinner was rather fishy huh!



Posing before food came!

Din eat very full and lazy to ask for another bowl of rice..Afterwhich i came home and PEST SOCIETY til i call it a day!


Mum woke me up 10mins earlier than my alarm clock was really piss off cos i think i only manage to slp at abt 12 which means i dun have my full 6hrs of slp..Anyway was totally slpy and cannot think alrdy.


Den to make it worst, some angkk have to come make it worst by trying to pick on me..Like WTF in my whole freaking entire life i have never cross the path of my enemies twice and today i cross her path like 3 -4 times..OMG! T.T


She the only one who appears at all the wrong time and make sure u do shit so tat she can catch u..i feel like a fcuking robber that fails to do anything right cos the "police" is always ter!!!!


FUCK U
MAN!


Makes me regret that i din take mc! Talking abt being sick..i dunno, i starting to catch the cold again.

Anyway gotta run to slp soon and forget all the shits today.Hopefully tmr better!! Will be finding Qin for lunch and buying some bags!!



Monday, March 16, 2009

Im bz with PEST SOCIETY!! Got so many pesty items i just gotta have..Maybe maybe tmr i'l do a better update and beautify my blog ok?

LOVES.


Sunday, March 15, 2009

It Monday tmr...Im having the bluess again..=(

Went for the talk unwillingly..It one of those days when i feel so dreadful but turn out all so well.

I lost my way cos i search for the wrong NKFbuilding..went to lor 8 instead..So cos i was so unwilling to take cab i took a bus back to tpy interchange and change to 139..Met the neuro gers while waiting for the bus..So glad i werent late..hah!


When i reached, was so happy they reserve a seat for me but...guess wat the seat was spoiled..But i still manage to sit except my butt got a bit sore..


Went to do my blood glucose check and got a healthy 4.6 even though i have a alrdy stuff 2 small sandwiches down my stomach..So happy man!


Nothing much.i grew tired quite soon and before i knew it everything finished and guess wat i even won a prize though it nothing much..=))


Baby just got to camp and is going to go lala land..I should be going to lala land too..
Im alrdy in fact starting to miss him badly..I wish the days will quickly pass!!!!

No body gonna take me higher, I must stick with you!!


Yay i change my blog skin
Saturday, March 14, 2009

I change my blog skin to be a little emo.

I totally love this song i dunno why.

Anyway gonna slp soon cos of the talk tomorrow.Zzz aint looking forward to it.Rahhh~

Me and baby had a great dinner at C-nai hongkong cafe. Yummy♥
I love the bake rice but was a little too much and couldnt finish in the end.

i love my piggy more each day.=D


TGIF
Friday, March 13, 2009

IT the weekend finally..Actually its SATURDAY! Im really unhappy that my sunday gonna be taken up and i gotta leave poor baby at home to play his game..=(

Time is passing so slowly.I feel that there will be a day i cant take it anymore and will blurt out the dying truth..=/

No 2 done my ppa with me..Totally unsatisfying but wat good can i expect with so much mc and no tremendous improvement..I see no future in my future career either..sigh!

And No 1 looks like she can swallow me any moment.Scary man! next week im going to see ton of her cos im mostly day shift!

Tell u something , my little small J is trying very hard to earn the money to get the exp dining chair tat cost 2k!!!Now it alrdy 3 am gotta slp alrdy..In another 6 hrs it will be a whole day wif my baby..

Here a new song for the week!Enjoy the video~~~

THE BOY DOES NOTHING!!





Shall get baby to go to bed too..Ciao!


Why they say a picture paints a thousand words.
Sunday, March 08, 2009

Sel lead me to a private gallery by LYH.I love his style of photography but of cos i think there still alot more he can brush up on.

And right now here i am sitting here talking to this chap who have at least asked me more than 10 times in i think 2 yrs to be his photography model..No it not a great deal..the great deal lies in the fact that i actually doubt him for that long and after seeing his LJ..im quite speechless.

But im still skepical abt being someone else model..I still like being my own model..=D


Ok enough said, while im trying to dig out his human artworks..Im gonna tell u abt one of my sunday with baby.


Like many other sunday, we still kind of stick at home and face the internet.But of cos we esp HE makes the effort to get out of his area for a meal.So we went amk for lunch as i wanted to try my long time craving of ma you ji.Sadly according to roys, the cook changed so did my mind..I dun think it taste the same anymore..wat wif the small bits of onions wif the sauce..grrr i hate onions!!Baby has the watery curry rice.Sorry baby..


Back home and face to face wif our beloved flat screens again..


Abt 8 we went downstairs for western meal after an attempt to stop our grumbling argument.


Baby assked if i wanna try the Ah long Pancake..and he bought the peanut and peanut wif cheese..Eat until i damn full...rahh..

Here my artistic pic of our all time favourite drinks



My fav Ice Milo.

You know seriously nothing beats this drink..i dunno why..Be it for supper, lunch or dinner its always Ice milo for me.=D




I dunno why i look tired..Baby looks pissed off..hahaha.
Ok tis look better and baby trying to look happy..
AHh baby Me LUB YOU!!


This is my roots???

I have .... abt 6 blogs.abt another 2 in blogspot.one in LJ and another in Xanga and not forgetting MSN space.=/

But i realise no matter how i tried sticking to them i lost interest really fast.=/

I miss this blog.Cos no matter wat i have the most history in this blog.My pain, happiness, anger and all those pictures that were lost can only be found here.so i decided to once again blog like i used to.

Adidos to jaster1986!!!

Muackxxxxx!!!



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