Now i noe is my weakness--i'm too emotional yeah, tat cause u to leave me..I guess i was really pushing u too far yeah..
But you noe, bcos of this i decided to change, but i will not totally get the emotional side out of my life..just tat i will balance it..
Sorry boy,u r rite i kept thinking too much which keeps making me say things tat contradict myself..
I realise it really mistake..I still want to be friends with you, but the problem is tat once i see you, my heart breaks.I really dunno wat to do..Yeah maybe i have not gotten over you yet but it just hurts..
Eddy treats me to sakae sushi buffet..hee ate 16plates altogether..Now cannot eat dinner..lol
and we really have another good long talk..But yeah eddy, u gotta change..just like me..u need a change..Life might be betta!!
Hmm today really SiAnsAtion yeah..
dunno wat i really want do tomolo either...sian!!!