Sorry..i know this is one of my many sorries but too bad this is the only word tat the human dictionary has..
two days ago..Gianna decided to chose on a topic on emotions for our psycho ica..Which is divided into the topic of attachment and love..So feeling bored yesterday,i went to do a research.
Den i found something that i feel that describe me so well..i hate to say it..But yeah gotta be truthful to myself..
There are three kinds of attachment namely secure attachment, anxious (aka insecure)attachment, avoidant attachment..
And well i definately fit to the anxious attachment..
Okie..So this is how it goes..

The "Anxious/Ambivalent" lovers.
These people often find themselves more eager to get very close to their lovers than their lovers do to them. While their primary complain is that their lovers seem unwilling to get as close as they hope for, their major worry is abandonment. The word "ambivalent" describes a frequent love-hate relationship. Other characteristics include:



>High breakup rate despite deep involvement
>Intense grieving following loss
>Unstable self-esteem combined with self-doubt
>Prefer being "cuddly" than actual sex
>Although like to work with others, often feel under-appreciated
>Views spouse as unsupportive
>Daydreams about success but often unable to sustain efforts
>Vulnerable to eating disorders
>Perceive parents as intrusive and unfair
>Tend to be emotional, especially when under stress
>Worry about rejection during daily interactions
>Have a tendency to self-disclose to every one and like others to disclose
>Jealous and untrusting
>Easily distracted by mood swings (even when it is positive)
>Preoccupied with personal relationships; can't turn thoughts away
>Hostility and anger
>More likely than other attachment styles to be overtaken by religious emotions
>Afraid of separation
>Afraid of death

okie..does that sounds like a horrible person..I bet u(terr)that if u read this, u really gotta agree 100%..
So darlin dear..i hope u understand that all this while when i'm wif u..i dun want to bring this part of me along in this relationship..cos it really does us no good..and yeah if i think too much too..
sorry dear..u can find me horrible or wat..i dunno..i just sux k..just dunno wat u be thinking now after reading..
But yeah here's a song tat describe everything....

.........Everyday I fight a war against the mirror
I can't take the person starin' back at me
I'm a hazard to myself
Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else
I wanna be somebody else,

yeah LA told me,
"You'll be a pop star,
All you have to change is everything you are."
Tired of being compared to damn Britney Spears
She's so pretty,
that just ain't me

Doctor, doctor won't you please prescribe somethin
A day in the life of someone else?
Cuz I'm a hazard to myself
Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else

Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else

Doctor, doctor won't you please prescribe somethin
A day in the life of someone else?
Don't let me get me

Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else

Pink~~Don't Let Me Get Me

Sorry.......

http://psychology.about.com/library/weekly/aa022001c.htm