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HaO XIN FeN sHoU (a Kind Breakup)
Sunday, August 22, 2004

Forget his name
Forget his face
Forget his kiss
His warm embrace
Forget the love that you once knew
Forget him when they played your song
Remeber when you cried all night long
Forget how close you two once were
Remember he has chosen her
Forget you memorized his walks
Forget the way he used to talk
Forget the things he used to say
Remeber he has gone away
Forget his laughter
Forget his grin
Forget the way he held you tight
Remember he's with her tonight
Forget the time that went so fast
Forget the love that moved
Forget he said he'd leave you never
Remember he's gone forever

I wun say i'm not sad,but i'm not angry..
I dun want ya to tell me ya r sorry..Cos the fact tat ya hurt me is ter..If ya really sorry abt me den dun even hurt me in the first place yeah..
At least when i told ya that i'm sorry..I noe tat i did try but ya din want it..ter nothing i can do..
And yeah ya sorry only tells me how much ya really love me..
I have known the truth all the while..But i just dun wanna say..I tolerate everything just to see if it my fault..
And i am proud to say that though i lost but what i had is the truth..When i love ya..I really did love ya..i din cheat myself..din cheat you.Though i noe it my fault for raking the past..
It hurts but it gonna make me stronger..I have lost but i gain many lessons from this..
Wat have ya gain except for the stupid fact that ya r betta off being single..which in fact was just an excuse.
A betta reason is cos ya neva love me..And being wif me must have really killed ya i guess..I am scary huh..so wat i'm a weird and totally diff person when night comes..But the fact is that ya dun understand me at all(which u admit).
a gal used to told me that when a gal tells a guy breakup it means that she is insecure..I'm all the while insecure wif ya..but i dun wanna say "lets breakup" cos i dun want to ruin everything tat fast.And i really tried to be the best first love for ya ..but i failed horribly
And yeah dun think that i'm totally blinded to wateva shit that ya did out ter..Cos rem wateva thing ya do wrong will come to light one day..
So dun ask me if i'm sad..Cos my heart is breaking..
But i wun cry..I din cry..cos i'm free
But no matter wat, i noe u wun regret the choice ya made..and to tell ya the truth..I am glad that i can moved on..Giving ya up is just another step to find someone betta.
Look..I'm writing all this is not to say it ur fault..
Just want ya to noe that love is not suppose to be some game to be played like this..
If ya really love a person, ya will naturally treat her well..But if for some reason ya find that ya dun treat her well enugh and she complaining den maybe it time to ask urself if ya really love her..But if ya dun..u gonna hurt her..
So before u really think u like or even love someone..Ask ur self again..
And hope that whoeva is the next luckly gal, i hope ya to stop foolin around wif ur gal buddies..
Rem wat i told ya in the start..Once u in love..U should noe where to draw a line clear..which u din..
Yeah sure wateva u did wif them was for fun..But rem how does it feel likes if the gal u love goes ard kissing, huggin and holding another guy's hand..it not fun anymore..And has it even occur to ya y i neva quest ya?
Can't blame ya..ya still innocent..still doesn't know wat really love..But ya see..I dun either..
This is not just for the guy who broke my heart, but those jerks,bastards, bitches and pple who treat love like a game..

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Yesterday went kbox wif qin..It was quite sad that we couldn't stay longer ..
Den we went to shop ard..Haha saw alot of things i wanted to buy..many clothes out ter that i simply love.
Den Alvin came..we sat outside this restuarant..Settle our breakup within a few min..Which was (i must say )the coolest breakup i eva had.=)
den we hang ard..Saw certain 'thing" or wateva u called it..Oh man, i was scared to death..
I really hate seeing all this things..i thought everything was gone..But it like they r back..i dun wanna freak pple out wif the things i saw..Dun want act like some crazy gal either..but i can't help it..
I realise that i am someone who is very weak..Just wanna be stronger..

Well like always..here a song..

Madonna~yOu'Ll see

You think that i can't live without your love
You'll see
You think i can't go on another day
You think i have nothing
Without you by my side
You'll see
Somehow, some way.
You think that i can never laugh again

you'll see
You think that you destroyed my faith in love
You think after all you've done
I'll never find my way back home
You'll see
Somehow, someday.
chorus:
All by myself
I don't need anyone at all
I know i'll survive
I know i'll stay alive
All on my own
I don't need anyone this time
It will be mine
No one can take it from me
You'll see.
You think that you are strong,
but you are weak
You'll see
It takes more strengh to cry, admit defeat
I have truth on my side
You only have deceit
You'll see,
somehow, someday.
Chorus
You'll see,
You'll see
You'll see,
mmmm, mmmm




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