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My mind is confused,
I no longer know what to say.
My heart is breaking,
It breaks a little more each day.
My spirit is dying,
Theres no joy left to be found.
My soul is empty,
I feel as cold as the winters ground.
My body is aching,
I feel myself growing so weak.
My eyes are drying,
There are no tears rolling down my cheek.
Whats next?
Im afraid to know.
Do i have the strength to keep fighting,
Or should i just let go?
My knees start to weaken
At the first sight of your face
My heart starts to melt
At the thought of your embrace
Your love flows through me
Like a river flows down its path
Your kiss lifts me up so high
I could probably fall to my death
I really wish that
When I looked into your eyes
I could see
Exactly how it is that
You feel about me
I get nervous when you're around me
I feel I could cry when you're away
I dream about you
Every night and day
I want you to know
My last three words will always remain true
Regardless of what I may say or do
You'll always know that
I love you.

I guess it was too much to ask.
If only you really loved me
It wouldnt be such a hard task.
Its so hard to talk to you
Without feeling this sharp pain.

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Today was late for like 1/2 an hour and yeah gianna and pat din come..
Y?cause they thought it was a comp lab lesson..Haha..Wateva..Lilin y din u tell them..
Sigh watever..I feel like friends are not really friends sometimes..
The world is so hypocritical..y..?i dunno..I am becoming one too..
I dun be able to seem to be able to trust love and friendship anymore..Yeah..Sad huh..
So i went down wif jackie and belle to taka and have seoul garden..
We had a long talk abt everything and it makes me feel betta..After feeling so down tat i can't even slp..
And yeah we plan all the things we wanna do in genting..Clubbing,kbox,theme park and even spa..
haha but tat means more $$
I really wanna do all this cos it only once a yr..Life is short..Gotta enjoy it to the fullest..
Maybe gotta get a job..keep myself bz and not bothering abt anything tat gonna hurt me anymore..
Just now was talking to eddy..And i acted like i dun care..acted like love was a game..But it really breaks my heart..
Each time i knew i was just acting..Den when i saw wat ur fren wrote..It breaks even more..Send ya a msg but ya neva reply..
Neva mind maybe ya really bz.

roNanKeatIng~tHeLonGoodbYe
I know they say if you love somebody
You should set them free (so they say)
But it sure is hard to do
Yeah, it sure is hard to do
And I know they say
if they don't come back again
Then it's meant to be (so they say)
But those words ain't pulling me through
Cos I'm still in love with you
I spend each day here waiting for a miracle
But it's just you and me going through the mill(climbin' up a hill)
[Chorus]
This is the long goodbye
Somebody tell me
why Two lovers in love can't make it
Just what kind of love keeps breaking a heart?
No matter how hard I try
You're gonna make me cry
Come on, baby, it's over, let's face it
All that's happening here is a long goodbye
Sometimes I ask my heart did we really
Give our love a chance (just one more chance)
and I know without a doubt
I turned it inside out
And if we walked away
would make more sense (only self defense)
But it tears me up insideJ
ust to think we still could try
How long must we keep riding on a carousel
Going round and round and never getting anywhere?
(on a wing and prayer)
[Chorus]
This is the long goodbye
Somebody tell me why
Two lovers in love can't make it
Just what kind of love keeps breaking a heart?
No matter how hard I try
You're gonna make me cry
Come on, baby, it's over,
Let's face it
All that's happening here is the long goodbye
[Chorus x2]
The long goodbye
The long goodbye
This is the long goodbye
Someone please tell me why
Are you ever coming back again
Are you ever coming back again
Are you ever coming back again
Guess I'm never coming back again