Now here am i sitting in front of the computer in comp lab doing nothing..
Sometimes i wish life does not have stress, no school..no projects..
hmm yesterday i went visit my sick dear..Poor thing.and yeah i had a wonderful time in his house..
His house is very warm and nice..The rooms are small and nice in a way..Wat can i say..?i love it..
His eldest jie was already ter when i came..Den we just spend most of the time in his room playing comp, dl songs, toking, joking and yeah hrmmph.......den his mom came back..She was really cute warm and friendly..and well she was really courteous too..haha she actually knocks on the door before she came in and she dun mind that her son is actually wif a gal alone in the room..lol..
Then abt 8, i had dinner..I had claypot rice..It was really nice so i got another serving..
den his mom cook their traditional home specialty..yeah and dear was really wonderful to cook one for me too..
Den got to bother his dad to send me home..Sorry abt tat uncle..
Wat can i describe yesterday..?wonderful? i'm Glad?
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Today:
i and terrence met unexpectedly and somehow i'm glad he still tok to me..Thought he was angry after wat i have said to him..
Den i told him abt dear..and for some reason i sounded really happy and excited while toking abt him..yep..
and i was really happy to let him noe i got a much betta guy in every aspect..
okie i'm childish..wateva..
Den i was so blur till i thought got practical so i stood ter wondering y the door is closed and no one is ter..
So i just met dear at shopping arcAde..Terrence was ter too..so i intro..hehe i so happy..
But dunno y terrence msg me alot of things abt wat i shouldn;t do..
cos he makes me wonder m i a really very bad gf..yeah maybe that y u left..
sometimes it makes me afraid that i will lose u too..I'm afraid u wun be able to stand my weakness..i'm not good at all..sorry dear..but i will always try hard to change just for u..I love you darling..
