Hey look at me
Think back and talk to me
Do you think i'm wasting my time thinking of things that i shouldn't have
Cos it hurts when you disapprove all along
And now i try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm neva gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend i'm alright
Cos i'm not..
I try not to think of the pain i feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent wif me seem so far away..
And it seems like you dun care anymore..
(a modified version of simple plan~perfect)

I was damn sick this morning..but betta now..
Really drag myself up to school..And was late for 1/2 an hour..And the teacher din even say anything abt my punctunality..haha..
okie well she explain wat to do..And left me ter like a lost child..
I took my time..sneezing away every 5min..My brain not functioning well..Keep having the old symptoms back again..Sigh..
Den she came back after an hour..And teach me the rest of the things that i din have time to know..
Yep..And when i thought it was the end..She forced me to go comp lab to do cbt..
And yeah she can't see i'm having a damn bad flu..
luckly ter was a cosy corner right next to the door..
But the irritating part is that pple keeps asking me to open for them..And dunno which bitch just need to lock the door everytime she walks in..
Den i came back at 12 to look for her..She test me on injection..And keep telling me i would have failed if this is real test..Oh well..Cos to her my every move, step and words are all wrong..Wateva.....
Went to outram to change my appointment but guess wat it closed..
My life is really screw up..

I miss you..Do you know that..?i read tru ur every msg..But i noe there are some things that only time can tell..only time can give me the answers i am looking for..Oh well..hope u r doing well..Life need not necessary be gd wif me..You know that..?
Sometimes have ya wonder wat would u do when u miss someone so badly that u really feel like seeing the person at that moment..?
wat would you do..?would you ask the person out..msg him to let him know he is being missed..or would u just drive urself crazy..?
I dunno...But to me some things are betta left unsaid..Cos it no use..Just noe it in my heart can liao..Whether u noe anot is not gonna matter i guess..
The feeling of being missed is great too..Esp if it from someone whom u love..But till now..i dun hear from u..
Maybe that person is just like me..I wished i knew if u miss me too..Cos i miss you alot..Ilove ya..
So if u miss someone tell him/her cos for u might neva know that he/she might be thinking of ya too..
And it can really made up someone day..