Loves comes to those who still Hopes even though they've been Dissapointed;
To those who still Believe even though they've been Betrayed;
To those who still need Love even though they've been Hurt before

So y is it that i have been Disappointed but i still have hopes..
Have been Betrayed but still believe..
Have been Hurt before but i still need love but y is it that i can't find it..
Dear..Since you so used to being alone..Den i also learn to be alone lo..
I was thinking the whole day and realise no use to be sad over everything..
true..all i wanted was just someone to care..to love me..
But since ter no one to love Jasmine..Den i love and care for her lo..
Yep=)
So the first step i did was to go swimming haha....
Whao..the water was freezing man..Din really swim long..was just playing wif myself..Okie tat sound quite retarded but yeah it was fun..and as i lie ter floating in the water..Suddenly my troubles and pains seem to be gone..it feel really good..Den as i got up and made my way to the changing room..The wind came and blow the chill down my spine and i can't describe this chillness..It so good just like u standing naked in front of an air con..haha..So refreshing..Den at that moment i thought of eating beancurd..Cos beancurd is also cold and cooling..lol..
So i'm back here..Was starving haha..But i feel more refresh..Feel like a part of my old me have been taken away..
Suddenly i feel that i dun want to depend on anyone to make me happy..Cos they wun..
I want to love myself..I want to love this gal call Jasmine...=)
I want to be a happy gal and chase away the dark clouds that have been surrounding me for so long..

Where have all good men gone
And where are all the gods?
Where’s the street-wise Hercules
To fight the rising odds?
Isn’t there a white knight upon a fiery steed?
Late at night I toss and turn and dream of what I need
I need a hero
I’m holding out for a hero ‘til the end of the night
He’s gotta be strong
And he’s gotta be fast
And he’s gotta be fresh from the fight
I need a hero
I’m holding out for a hero ‘til the morning light
He’s gotta be sure
And it’s gotta be soon
And he’s gotta be larger than life
Somewhere after midnight
In my wildest fantasy
Somewhere just beyond my reach
There’s someone reaching back for me
Racing on the thunder and rising with the heat
It’s gonna take a superman to sweep me off my feet
I need a hero
I’m holding out for a hero ‘til the end of the night
He’s gotta be strong
And he’s gotta be fast
And he’s gotta be fresh from the fight
I need a hero
I’m holding out for a hero ‘til the morning light
He’s gotta be sure
And it’s gotta be soon
And he’s gotta be larger than life
Up Where the mountains meet the heavens above
Out where the lightning splits the sea
I would swear that there’s someone somewhere
Watching me
Through the wind and the chill and the rain
And the storm and the flood
I can feel his approach
Like a fire in my blood
I need a hero
I’m holding out for a hero ‘til the end of the night
He’s gotta be strong
And he’s gotta be fast
And he’s gotta be fresh from the fight
I need a hero
I’m holding out for a hero ‘til the morning light
He’s gotta be sure
And it’s gotta be soon
And he’s gotta be larger than life
...

yep..i need a hero..Will u be my hero...?