i dun wanna hide anymore.i hafta say this.

first of all to shuping: i dunno if u will see this but it not gonna matter whether u did or did not.I must apologise for wat u encounter today.
Anyway just to say thanks for everything.It was a blessing in disguise for some like me.But for some they learnt.But in short, thanks for teaching my man.He finally grow up.

secondly to what i am gonna write in this blog of mine:
Love is unbelievable.i am back wif the man i swore a few months back tat i will neva go back wif him.My parents and friends all hate him maybe except eddy low.he not exactly changed but definately much more of a gentleman.He grew up a little.not so much tat reckless and listen to me much more.so again i dunno why i did wat i did.but love is blind and everyone knows that and many questioned me why?

Love is like a miarcle. this is my point of view and any outsider who read this might disagree.my man was being a bastard.He cheats and he ran away with my best friend sis, someone whom i would call a bitch and hated her for a lifetime but i realise tat while others would look and laugh and say "poor ger", i dun think so. In actual fact, our r/s was dying.nothing could save us except a break and a long one at tat.and she came at a perfect time.It was all fated.i failed to see tat at that time and resort to many foolish things, but now i do..this ger whom i like to hate very much actually save this r/s and taught my small boy a harsh lesson.but soo sorry for the price she pay for doing tat.In any fact, i could have just sat and watch the series of unfortunate events that unfolds after my miseries and his golden period and again i pity him so..he the one who suffer the most.

I taught him and myself a lesson from the past.
It was from HER WORLD magz, a section of which Jamie yeo say.
Lesson: she makes me realise that if eva you go and break a couple up, i dun think u urself could even trust tat guy bcos if he could cheat on his ger he could have done the same to u and scary as it is he most probably realise tat too abt u.tat y i say those pple who wanna break couples up, think twice.
everyone in the game get hurt too.


now i feel so satisfied.