i need someone to get me out.

sometimes i feel i dun need you anymore
Sometimes i feel i cannot tolerate you anymore
Sometimes i feel i just cannot forgive you
Sometimes i feel like i need to live without you
But yet sometimes i feel like i would break into pieces if i do so.

my mom force me to watch this video on "using buddhism on a happy family"
It talks abt r/s, marriage and kids.
i like some part in which the nun say.like, "you get what you see" meaning that it useless thinking that the person will change for u.he is what you see him to be.

i dunno i wish u do get a job so why dun u just Go and get a JOB?
sorry to say this but u have become and still is becoming lazier.
ur brain gonna rust man.