haiz.i'm lost.i'm stuck.could someone tell me what i should do.I feel so torn between my personal wants and the desire to please others as well.

Oh well, i guess i hafta say my weekend is cool.Really nice and packed.Its monday now the day i hate.
So yeah now i'm up to do my laryngectomy project thing again..=/.
i seriously hate doing preop stuff..I rather do postop stuff.=x

Yeah, i have fun i have joy..and now it time to get serious.DID i mention my attendance suck?Oh well, it did alrite.and yeah remind me i haven sign tat reminder letta.oh well.wateva man.My dad just rub my head this morning..It makes me so happy cos we nvr talks like for weeks or even exchange words.i dun wanna ruin this man.=X
So Ms Lai, pls come chasing after me if u wish..i Would like to face music from ur deform mouth..

lalalalalla~