Listening to : Faith Hill - Where Are You Christmas?

Where are you Christmas?

Why can't I find you?

Why have you gone away?

Where is the laughter?

You used to bring me?

Why can't I hear music play?


Remind me again that on next christmas maybe it better not to get attached.Cos even if i am, i nvr seem to be able to spend it wif that Special person so just as well be single and wait for invitations.


Actually i dunno why, i got a lot of my wish granted.Should be happy rite?But i ain't so maybe i should just start to be enjoying christmas yeah?After all its only one day in a yr rite?


Some of my wishes that came true:


1) The ring that i say i wanted to represent something?yesterday me and my gfs bought one each from perlini.=]


2) I still manage to play my fireworks except that it not at the beach but esplanade!


3)I still manage to spend time wif my gfs. (isnt that wat i wanted?)


4)I had someone to accompany me so that i'm not left out at 4pm to 9pm


5)EVerything i cross out on the wishlist


Noticed i listed everything except something..something is just missing!


Shall blog after Christmas..


-gone-