I swear i did try to have a more positive outlook for this attachment. I strive to learn as much as i try to enjoy every single minute.BUT...But, life dun always go the way u wanted it to. How i always find it so unfair, when face wif a situation i dislike, i try to stay postive and pray very hard that things will be betta, but it will nvr be tat way, whereas when i couldnt care less,things turn out much betta.So does tat mean i shouldnt be so serious anymore and take things lighter?
Maybe i should.=x
Yeah, i always thought i am very reckless and have taken things too lightly and others might have just jolly call me ignorant..So i tot i wanted to be more mature and yes more responsible.
And i stop taking not all things but certain things too lightly..
And so i thought i wanted to do as much as i can and achieve watever ter is to achieve, but u see i have no goal, no aim...so i'm lost.That what i realise, only after a week, i have been working so hard just for nothing at all.In my mind,i have a very vague idea of what i want, but i dunno how to go abt achieving it.
So i hope,wish and pray that God will guide me.I really want to learn, marks doesnt matter to me anymore.
When life doesnt go the way u want it to, you feel down, dejected, inferior, angry, sad, disappointed and etc etc..
I know of a song which can probably make you feel abit better(if u r the kind tat hears music to smoothe ur mood)
haha, den again maybe hard music like linkin park will be better to vent ur frustrations..=)
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The nurse wif the broken smile?
I haven been eating properly,but did try to have sufficient sleep everynight..=)
Haiz, i think i have been unluckly or something..i have no fate wif good nurses tat are willing to patiently explain things to me and guide me..There one tat was even worst, heard the last patch also complain of the same thing, so it isnt just me disliking her and her disliking me, in fact, i think she is getting very unpopular.She definately need to study the module i studying this sem,which is the Hs3034 on nursing management.
I dun feel like bitching abt her either, so i better stop.yup, today was really extremely exhausted both physically and emotionally..I need someone i can sit down wif, bitch everything to and a nice beary hug...tat would be nice.But the nap in the afternoon have kind of calm me down, so i guess is ok.
Next stepis to think what i should or can do to improve myself.Yep.
The weekend are here, enjoy it while you can yeahh?
