I cant bring myself to hate her and even show her any form of attitudes..

It doesnt pay to be nice, certainly doesnt..not at least to her..

Let change the topic before i find myself truly hating her..

I got the stupid nafa test today and lobster isnt gonna join me.=((

Although i'm so tempted to just take another mc, i know i have to force/drag/bring myself to go for it.
I wonder how am i to run 1 round and tell the person in charge i dun wana run anymore..?
We shall see..

okie the happy thing or supposedly to be happy thing is that today marks our 4mths being togther...

But yesterday nite, we slept tru and totally forget abt it..Times flies tat fast yeah and soon we will even forget the times we were together for the first time..haha, but i wun forget cos i think that now when i'm in the middle of a r/s i will only rem the time when we were at the beach talking and also during tat crazy nite in cb..

Things can get a little dull sometimes, for once i wish to ask if we can, sometimes, just live in our little world and not care abt wat others gonna do..We go where we want to, eat at wateva place we want to and most importantly do wateva we want to..I understand how going out in grps are sometimes important to a couple, but to me tat usually means that u need to see someone elses face instead of just each other..also meaning "it getting boring, can we have other company"..den again blame it on the fact we are seeing each other more than our parents does of us..

But still, thanks for being wif me, no matter how childish,blur and stupid i get...

Sorry for times that i failed to really listen and lastly i love u still..


*huggies*