"STUDYING SUX!"
99.9% of students will say tat..the other 0.1% most probably belong to the nerds.
Sad to say tat it is essential..
Studying is stressful=/
Well,i think i am abit crazy.I love and yet hates studying..So i belong to tat 99.9% and yet also the 0.01%.I like studying cos of the stress and similarly i hate it cos of stress itself too!
Why i have to like stress?
- The adrenaline
-It makes my life.(Dun ask me why,it just do!)
This is wat i have been learning abt stress in biology lessons..
"Study leds to stress and stress prepare the body for 'flight or fight' response..This response benefited the person by boosting their body's natural front-line defence against infections from traumas.This response also increase the adrenaline in ur body and adrenaline rush to some people are considered as cheap thrills, making them feel good..."
Cool isnt it!?!(But i'm talking abt mild or moderate stress)
Oh well, enough of the stress thingy,i was indeed stress.Although i did early revision like one week ago (which is so unlike of me), i still cant rem almost anything..So today paper is almost a total failure..It was too boring that my mind refuse to absorb.What a reason but it true!!*weep*
I'm just hoping for a miracle and yes GOD BLESS ME pls.
My first paper was okay somehow..
I think i study too early, mayb i should go back to the fact tat i am quite a last min person and stress helps me to focus better..=/
So screw the part abt me feeling all so happy tat i have already studied last week cos this week when i'm having a paper like in 24hr time, i cant seem to study anymore based on something in me tat keeps saying "You have alrdy studied,dun worry" and seriously i werent even worrying or mayb stress has made me crazy, numbed the anxiety center in my brain or something..
Haiz..lucky fri paper is much more interesting to study..i hope.
So yeah, i think i overstressed myself last week, cos it got me into a total emotional wreck and it got poor baby camel involves and i know it always been happening before or during exam periods.SO yes, i'm so sorry baby..=(
But i got a sweet bf yeah, after tat, he spend much quality time wif me.We went bowling on sat nite and he also bought me to eat pratas.=)
I also spend the whole of Monday wif him.So mayb i got too attached to him cos i missing him alrdy..=x
Comical pic of Piggy and Camel
So yeah talking abt being sweet..I suddenly feel guilty for not trying harder,i remembered what my elder sis, ma-mee-moo and daddy did for me while i was studying like ter no tmr..First start wif my sweet elder sis, she bought me mini cornetto(s), coffee, make me papaya juice and garlic bread..haha..Ma-mee-moo bought me lots of chicken essence which i only take 2 bottles so far and she made me my fav chrysantheum drink.Daddy bought me apple juices yesterday!
Hah, i feel so pampered and as i was studying abt the sick role in one of my psycho module, it mades me think i have kind of assume a role similiar to that which i call it the study role..hahah.just bcos i am studying, i need to be pamper!!haha wat kind of rubbish is tat man.
But bcos of their effort to make me feel comfortable while studying, i decide i will try harder for my last paper..hmm...
I see a skinny pig! (o.o)
See wat stress have done to me? I become so weak and frail and yes not forgetting tired..This pict was taken after my first paper..i look haggard..ignore tat stupid tongue,it probably means i need food and water desperately..
*Smile*
I'm happy bcos later i am going to meet my baby, probably watch Dr House again..It a great show which i think all medical professioners should watch.=D
Tata (^^,)
