Gee, i just put up the new skin so yeah haven really do the adjustments yet..

This post's topic is nth much, very boring, you should skip it and read the one below.
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I broke up le..wo shi lian liao!!!ahhhh~

Actually wanna blog alot of things here, but i think betta not..Cos i'm suppose to move on, writing such emotional things will only make the other party guilty or feel bad..Beside i promise tat if this is a better solution i will not regret, i will not stay sad for long..

i'm a very blessed ger actually..God has always (95%) gave me the guy my heart wants..To tell you the truth, i'm very happy and grateful tat God allows me to at least spend 5 mth wif someone i love..and tat for me is enough..Thanks God!=)
Is just tat i dunno how to keep the man i love..*weep*=((

I want to thank pple (who knows and dunno me) who spend the time comforting me..I feel better le..!!

But most imptly, i want to thank Xinyi,Lena and leech!
They were there and offer to listen..

I guess after talking it out, i kinda see what i have done..and i think i did the right thing..Although it quite sad to know tat this r/s seem to have no other way out but i guess this is fate ba..

After all, music helps alot too..=)
It really feel great to blast the music in ur ear and just hear wateva the media player plays..=)

Of all the song, i think this song describe the r/s best..=/

"The long Goodbye" by Ronan Keating

I know they say if you love somebody
You should set them free
But it sure is hard to do
Yeah, it sure is hard to do
And I know they say if they don't come back again
Then it's meant to be
But those words ain't pulling me through
Cos I'm still in love with you

I spend each day here waiting for a miracle
But it's just you and me going through the mill (climbin' up a hill)

[Chorus]
This is the long goodbye
Somebody tell me why
Two lovers in love can't make it
Just what kind of love keeps breaking a heart?
No matter how hard I try
You're gonna make me cry
Come on, baby, it's over, let's face it
All that's happening here is a long goodbye

Sometimes I ask my heart did we really
Give our love a chance (just one more chance)
and I know without a doubt I turned it inside out
And if we walked away would make more sense (only self defense)
But it tears me up inside
Just to think we still could try

How long must we keep riding on a carousel
Going round and round and never getting anywhere? (on a wing and prayer)

[Chorus]
This is the long goodbye
Somebody tell me why
Two lovers in love can't make it
Just what kind of love keeps breaking a heart?
No matter how hard I try
You're gonna make me cry

Come on, baby, it's over,
Let's face it
All that's happening here is the long goodbye

The long goodbye
The long goodbye
This is the long goodbye

Someone please tell me why
Are you ever coming back again?
Are you ever coming back again?
Are you ever coming back again?
Guess I'm never coming back again...


P.s: I'm not as strong as pple thinks i am..or mayb i'm not as weak as i thought i would be..Mayb?

[xX] PiGgy & Camel [xX] -* 8/11/05 -- 16/04/06-*