It was like for the first time i ever race wif time..I almost could have collapse any moment..I need to beg for help..omg!Today CI assessed me wif STO.I think i take out the staples pretty well..But i think i din really do proper asssessment and planning..My assessment still sucks..=/
Haiz..I starting to have no faith and confidence and ter are alot of things to learn and yet so little time..Can someone just kill me?=(
I din go for break at all, not even a drink..I still wonder how i so small yet can be so strong.
That suppose to be good rite?But i think i like the weaker role sometimes..=x
I still rem how i use to yearn to be sick and can faint like how some of my classmates do..But my body too strong le..So i abuse it until i think it got really weak but not to the kind that i can faint.Till now, i nvr knew wat fainting really like.someone pls slap me i'm talking rubbish.
So yes i'm a survivor..ok everyone was a survivor too..No one really had a proper break nor actually manage to finish their work..So i just hope tat the Ci will just stop telling me tat i have to have proper time management..arggh!!Is not like i can help it at times rite.Haiz..
Still hope tmr is better..
See what i mean when i say fate is very cruel to me.. and it not gonna let me go..Urggh!
I've no mood now..So if you know this song..sing wif me ok?
"Angels Or Devils"
This is the last time
that I'm ever gonna come here tonight
this is the last time I will fall
into a place that fails us all inside
I can see the pain in you
I can see the love in you
but fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time..
The angels they burn inside for us
are we ever are we ever gonna learn to fly
The devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold
This is the last time
that I'm ever gonna give in tonight
Are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear to see
Well I can see the pain in you
and I can see the love in you
and fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time
The angels they burn inside for us
are we ever are we ever gonna learn to fly
The devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down - come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us
if I was to give in
give it up and then
take a breath, make it deep
cause it might be the last one you get
be the last one that could make us cold
you know that they could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold
Dedicated to Lena
