I just came back from orchard..My legs are jelly now..cannot imagine how i have been torturing my leg for almost the whole day..Nurses usually have a lot of problem wif their legs cos they walk and stand alot..Like tt is not good enough, i just walked from Doby gaut to Heeren, walk ard heeren for awhile and den another long walk to Far East..=(

Okie the reason why i was in orchard cos the plans wif Qin was cancel..Was quite angry actually..It was so hard persuading jess and Kexin to go and we were in the train alrdy reaching ter in a matter of 3 stops..?And Lena has turn workaholic for some reasons..argghh...I want a proper gers outing!!

In the MRT.
(I tot this actually looks nice)

Jess and Kexin
(Her b'day tmr - "Happy 21st B'day!)

I bought Kexin her Koiyichi cd from heeren..lucky Andrew agree to share the price wif me or else i be damn broke..Cost me a dear $50+.We went Far east to eat some Mars bar,it is kinda good.I din take notice of the shop name but i know it at lvl 1 near long john..And i stupidly bought myself a choco latte..I dun think the effect has kick in yet.

Mars bar.

Alright back to my attachment reflection:Hmm, things seem to get worse for me..Not as bad as the kind where i want to drop dead..But somehow, something seem to telll me i gotta buck up..

Orientation programme was seriously boring and overload with informations but i wun deny tat it was indeed useful..I sat wif Gina, yen, xy and Vino during the three days of boring lectures..

I even fell aslp for some lectures and i dunno wat wrong wif me but i even nap when my own CI was giving lecture...oops!Just yesterday, she told me how she saw me slping so soundly during her lect..hahah..Mayb i might change my statement of her..She can be nice actually.Cos she din kill me for slping during her lect..lolx

Yesterday, i was in a very sour mood..During break, i keep grumbling nonstop, even i was surprise i could grumble so much..it felt good actually after venting out all the frustrations..

But it just wasnt my day..

1)My frustrations - Alot of bedbound patient..meaning alot of sponging..=(
Got disturbed by a stupid patient..seriously he piss me off so much, so i ignore him and his stupid comments..just go and eat shit pls..My day was betta today cos he GONE..

2)THE SSN - i heard alot abt her, she is a very bz person but dunno bz wif wat..putting her as junior is a big NO NO..Things will nvr get done fast..And wat worst is tat she has to leave at 10..I guess sometimes i just expect things to get done by a certain time and when i dont, i will feel frustrated..

3)My partner- She bz, i understand..but when she not, she looking at the case note and tat kinda put me off..I told her i need help for sponging cos my side is terrible and she like a little too selfcentered..i dun wanna go into anymore details..arrgggh!

4)My hair!- i think i heard the sister say i should cut my hair or something..i noe it messy but my hair is short at all the wrong places, it seriously hard to put in place without looking like a idiot which i alrdy did..So i went to cut my hair..End up din cut much also..Just basically thin all the bulky part..

Before

Realise my top dun look as bulky as before?

The rest of the day went quite ok..I somehow developed a habit recently and tat is everytime when i'm reaching home,i will take a peek at the door of my neighbour house..I love seeing peanut, my neighbour dog..I like the way he looks at me..He so cute..But he a lonely and sad dog, me and my sis kinda suspect my neighbour dun bring him on walks..so he gets excited everytime he see or hear a stranger..Poor thing yeah.

He looks sad..=(

i got a good EN working wif me today, so things got done pretty fast..I spend alot of time doing drip calculations today..argghh..i nvr touch it for at least a yr lo..umm..The Sn tried teaching me specimen labelling but the CI insist i join her instead and we discuss abt some nutrient pump thingy..i could have learn much more lo.=XOh wells..So far it seem to be i am still not very good in my skills, i got alot to brush up man..Next week have to start doin 3 patient report alrdy..*stress!*

Today when i went home, i took a peek as usual..hmm, the door was close, how i misss peanut sad looking, puzzled face..

Before i end this, just wanna say..

HAPPY 5th MONTH ANNIVERSARY to my baby!

I know it isnt easy sticking together now but you've showed me wat is it like to hold on even though some things could just keep us drained out all the time..I've learnt and grow quite a bit..I learn abt independence ..Thank you baby..Ya really special and unique..

I ("v") YOU BABY CAMEL! XD.