I'm feeling a little blueee, a little down..This days i have been feeling all alone(the word:lonely), everyday go attachment, come back bathe, if it morning shift i will take a nap and den i will be here in front of my laptop again, looking at other pple blogs and friendster and stuff like tat..i haf absolutely no life!so sad eh!?!

Me and baby camel have agree not to meet so often too, we r cutting down drastically to 2 or one day per week..I know how my parents will be so happy knowing tt i be home more often, but i'm not..So yep, this is the sad me.=((

Okie, let not stay unhappy..I'm much more happier during the weekends actually, tat if i got invited out and not slack at home..I dunno why staying at home too much can make me a sad person..Hmm, call me wild but i'm not a home person..The last weekend was okie i guess..

lets see...=/

Friday nite, i was watching some linday lohan thingy on youtube..there was a clip on her life and also a dirty comedy on her as Herimone..She one real lucky ger i find..At such tender age, can go travelling abt in the United states..=( Tat kept me awake til nearly 4 am.

Saturday, i woke up late too, slack awhile and den got myself ready for Kexin birthday party.I wanted to post it up but all the picts (more impt ones) are wif kexin and Char..So yeah, guess i hafta wait..

Charlene managed to get me go clubbing wif her...haha, tat cos i made a deal tat if her sis dun go, i wun go either..so yeah, no choice but her sis has to come too.

Gosh, being wif them was stressful, the two sisters are such social butterflies..We were all slacking at cine first and it likes, almost everywhere we go, ter are always pple they know..

No one can pout the way i do! *haha

We went ter pretty late like abt 1am?Club only for 2 hrs..This clubbing experience is alot more different den my usual ones, cos i get to enjoy it wif pple who truly club..or at least loves clubbing.I feel like a newbie wif them but i guess tat cos i rarely club...

Oh anyway, when we got there, we went to join another grp where i got to know this thai ger..(i dun rem asking her for her name), yeah, and she really friendly and all and i dance wif her abit..was like so nervous cos i nvr dance wif such an experience dancer..hee!But from the way i dance, i know i'm definately losing confidence and yesss, my selfesteem..Hmm hah, tat cos i was also affected by the silence of my phone..

The clubbers.

So liquid room ends at 3..We took a cab back to cine and went to the kopitiam to eat..Shortly after tat, it starts raining cats and dogs and damn, i cant go home..Rem how i told you everyone seem to know everyone else too?Yeah, so there was this big grp of them and they were all starting to talk and taking photos too.I dunno them so lucky my phone is finally functioning again and i got baby camel to msg to..

eHh!?!

My Goo Goo doll

At Long John.

Remind me to try the french toast!!

We did go to long john to slack and den after much persuasion, Char agree not to wait til midnite charge is over..By the time i reach home, it was nearly 6.

Sunday, i woke up late also..Went to meet baby at 4 and cos baby still tired, he sleep and slp again..I played abit of psp and also went to join him to slp..Hah..and den we woke up to go Macp to eat and watch soccer..We watch 2 match in a row lo.Anyway i figure i wun be able to slp so we went back baby house and watch 4 episodes of GTO.Just nice its 5 am alrdy and i gtg home to change..Baby was nice, he fetch me to work..

I remember complaining how exp my transportation are and baby was like saying his is worst..abt $7 or more per day..Hmm, somehow it makes me feel guilty..Its like i use to think and wonder why baby dun fetch me to/back from work and also grumble a little, but now, i dun think i ever want him to..I mean it nice to be fetched but now knowing how expensive petrol is, i think i rather take my mrt and bus everyday..=(

Today, was the yr 2 orientation so we were pretty alone..Sadly xinyi din come and the SN was like grumbling how she need a student nurse so badly and stupid me got caught by the sister holdin the case notes, so she send me to 25..

haiz.I almost tot i would lose my opportunity to write report.Lucky, the SN assure me tat it only for helping wif the EN.How i could have slap myself for being so selfish..I mean, i kinda know their side is bz but it like inside me i feel so relunctant to help.

I figure cos my partner post such a "big threat" to me in a funny way..She too kajiong which makes me kajiong too..Arrggh..Though i try to tell myself to ignore everything she doing but it just so hard..like when the SN ask me do hypocount, i did and report back to her and she was ter telling the SN tat she done wif everything alrdy and how she want to serve meds so eagerly..my nerves got a little jumpy den and i have to do self reinforcement and tell myself how mayb just let things come..and true enough, tru' out the day, i was like not bz yet bz..I help wif 25 and also went down 2 times..But yet, i seem to have more time..hahaha..Okie i'm bad i know, but just really wish she dun always have to care only abt herself and focus so much on things she thinks she ought and hafta to do..We must work as a team rite?

Oh and den at 1 plus, we got to present insulin to the yr 2 and how i feel terribly guilty for like not presenting at all..Oh well, the yr 2 seem pretty smart bunch of pple, i hope i can get along well wif them..

How i always love bloggin,it kills time, vent frustration and most importantly never fails to make you feel better..I'm not so blue anymore..=))