hmm, remembering once a rather good looking fren who has the look of a playboy (tat is definately stereotyping on my part..haha) told me that in the game of love, it is all fair..
Me (thinking): Hmm, i wonder how many xiao mei mei he cheated on..=x
Me: Hey looking at u, i bet u must be a big flirt right?SO be honest, how many gers have u played out..
Fren looking shock and den burst out laughing..
Fren: Me? Where got..?Okok, to be frank initially i was...
Fren (looking serious now) : But after tat i realise no use...I believe in retribution, today u cheat and betray someone who love u, tmr the one u love will do the same to u........
Get my meaning?I mean it true u noe..I had a exbf who cheated on me to get wif my best fren sis, after tat he was dumped almost in the same way he dumped me..Bastard rite..?I seriously hope all bastards and jerks out ter get this too..
I had a few other eg but i think it not nice listing, some of us who has been out of love so many times will understand this, sometimes being wif a person and giving him/her false hopes is also a way of cheating cos very simply u lied that u loved..
I admit im not perfect, like wise i played guys, guys played me the same way too..sometimes even worst..So ever since i learnt this, i never play guys the same way again, they r human too rite no matter how idiotic they are mostly..Is like the saying goes, wat u do to others is wat u want them to undo onto u..So if u treat them wif respect and love, likely u will be treated the same way too..^^
Eh of cos every r/s still has the right to fail, remember if u had to be wif a person is only bcos u truely want to and not bcos of other stupid reasons, if it is..you have lied and cheated..And if u have to reject, reject in the kindest way possible, unless you have to be cruel in order to be kind..
So even if a r/s ends, ur conscious has to be clear although it is inevitable that the other party will be hurt..
So now here again, im feeling blueee, its bcos of retribution..And ter nothin i can do..can i? =xx
Haiz..
I dread tmr, It back to tat OT again..And ter is like many things i got to do..Arrggh.
Well, the past 2 days have been fine...Wasnt even paying much attention to today's lectures..
Wat Living wif 5Cs like?? Mayb i should start living wif 5Cs starting from tmr..!!!LOLx..
=((
Feeling Tired, sad and very much in pain..><
