I will tell you why later..But here the updates for yesterday..
*warning: LONG POST!
After the boring long lectures, we all went to change and doll ourselves up as well..And den we all head down to orchard.Couldnt decide where we should eat at, so we settle at coffeebean.I got myself a tiramisu and The Ultimate..Was feeling a little crazy, always like this when i drink coffee..Haha.
And den we all went Kino to shop for books! I did had the feeling that soon enough i will start the habit of reading too..LOLx.Did thought of it but i still cant convince myself that books are worth buying for..I mean u got the lib u noe..So yeah we spent at least an hr ter and boy, xy was the first person i ever went shopping for books and bought books worth of $200+..-.-!
Well, i did buy myself a sudoku MENSA book...=)
Ok so we all book a taxi to go down to clarke quay or isit boat quay..ahh watever..wat the diff i mean??Gosh it just impossible to get a cab at taka unless u dun mind waiting..lolx
We finally found the tcc but it a very small outlet..
Anyway we decide to share or else our little stomach wun have any space for the steamboat later...So it was tea wif many little conversations..Wat a great day, i love doing this..Slacking and eating at a cafe..=)
Some insight of our yummy food..
Mushroom bites..
Beef Mozza Tofu.
Sea of Gold
-Thirst Quencher-
And their plates have really cute prints..
I was telling them abt photography..lolx and manage to show them some of my skills..Haha and xy was camera shy but just look i can make her look like a superstar..hehe..^^
XY THE SUPERSTAR!!
I really like this pic..=)
YY one wasnt that bad as well..
Nice and sweet.
In painful memory of the nice hairdo SITI did for her..lolx
Bored.lolx
Actually not really bored more like tired..lolx.Anyway i tried to attempt my Mensa book first puzzle....and @$%#, bloody hard la..Imagine it suppose to be the easiest le but i still cant solve it..omg!
I must ask Charlene to come and help me..lolx.Miss her alot lo..LOLx
Anyway before we went to Marina, yy say we should take pics at the toilet outside...!!!!
I din rem the toilet being super nice or something den when i got ter..-.-!
I think it was crazy yy idea..Anyway you can chose to laugh or say it nice..I have no comments..
THE FEMALE VERSION!!!
THE MALE VERSION!!!
Den i was crazy too..
i still think yy one looks better..=/
We went down to meet Serene and her bf, Vino and this another ger call cai ming (hope it spell correctly)Hmm we ate at chomp pang..I ate quietly most of the time cos i was so engross wif my food and yy also very nice to keep getting food on my plate..^^
Anyway serene and bf went to join their secondary sch frens and my nice honey came to find me also..^^
A pic together..
Thank God or should i say Thanks honey for coming down to accompany me, watch me grumble, nag and lend me a tissue and stay up wif me to sing at party world..=D
Love ya darling ger..*muackz*
Tru` the singing out of my heart, some songs bought me to a certain level of enlightenment..And for now i have come to terms wif everything..I cant say i am completely gone, i still need a wee bit of time but i am more or less recover..
i learnt abt hatred last night..Much as i want to hate him bcos i feel like the biggest fool being played out..I noe that it just impossible to..Why?Cos the things he ever done for me is way more den anyone has done for me..Without him, i nvr knew wat is it like to feel like a princess, never knew wat is letting go like, never knew wat it means by love is courageous and love never dies...
He tries his every best to meet my every whim and needs, He sang me my fav song "tong hua" although he hates to sing..He show me wat chasing a dream is like and best of all, he taught me the meaning of self, he make me learn how to express my thoughts and be firm knowing how wishy washy i can be..I can just go on and on abt the countless lesson he brings in to my life..Every time he makes me do something i hate or dislike, i dun like it but i noe somehow it essential..
He has been a great fren, a great lover and someone i have always admire but sadly not treasured..I wish den i had..But it too late isnt it.Just for once in this life, i learnt that it is true that why isit only when someone else is gone den do we noe the true meaning of treasuring someone and worst of all how much that person has always means to u..I use to think that if i din treasure someone is most probably that he not meant to be in my life and should nvr waste my time on..Now i still wish i can take back everything i say and treasure the moment u were ter..You r special and u noe it..
I have miss the train..But my life isnt over yet, i can chose to wait for the next train or simply not take the train at all..But for now, i think i am doing anything now to stay out of love..Kinda love being free..Being wif xy and yy, they make me realise the many exciting things i could possibly do when im single..haha..
So i guess i dun want to hate him, i just want to forgive and maybe not forget..
He has been nice and understanding, but i hope that it not cos of me again that we cannot continue to be frens..=(
I feel bad and somehow lousy for not doing many things for him, so i got a very crazy idea..Will tell u later..^^
Tata.
