I guess i have been doing fine.Manage to scrub for CABG yesterday and for a short while today.Was interesting i must say..Haha.But ter are alot of things i still dunno, not sure if im learning too slow or r there more things tat im still unaware of...Oh well, must relax sia..*Breathe*
Okays.Shall update a little ba.
Where shall i start?It been too long, Hmm i manage to catch the firework on friday..Was a coincident i tell u..Haha.Lena caught it abit late lo..LOL
Well, i happen to be at kallang wif micheal and while he was trying to find the carpark, the firework started.So we got off the car to watch it..^-^
I spent most of that 15 min trying to capture a nice one.So far tis is the best..+D
We went to eat MUSHROOM POTS! Was totally a healthy meal..Haha..But it was good..I ate til i could feel my stomach going to burst any moment.By the time we reach back, was alrdy 11 plus.Time passes so fast.Din had time to stay downstair as i was really shacked den.
Sat after work, maple awhile and sometimes went down to help wif things.Shawn came to accompany me for a nite..^-^
Was happy but it was also tat day when i saw him, i knew things were very different le.My hopes were crushed, ter really nothing i could do..=(
I sat on his bike for wat seem like the very last time, it was a short ride to mac, but tat is enough for me le.=]
On sunday, i woke up late.I was pretty good, i stay downstair for most of the time.Leech came to pay his respect to ah ma.And char and sher also came at nite but errr they only want to use the laptop...-.-
Monday was her cremation at sin ming.Sometimes i wonder if im a ger who can easily cry.Cos i dunno why i keep tearing..Esp the part where we were suppose to follow the van and walk out of the car park..+((
It was reaally sad la.Couldnt stop crying even as the whole thing was over..We went to this temple where i use to go when i was young.Couldnt rem much but i rem the floor always have this very dusty feeling like they never sweep the floor for weeks..LOLz
There was this big board with many pics.I found my ah ma and ah gong pic..Their pic were put together..Seeing tat, i really felt at peace and happy..
Tuesday was back to work.I was really sian, tried to keep a positive attitude abt things.Aiyo it feels so terrible when u come to work knowing almost nothing, you get flooded wif informations that make u go blur.Gosh.My mind felt like a packed sardine, i went to sleep early...
Wednesday, my preceptor was morning too..Was really happy la.Despite my sotongness she din scold me..She is really nice..I wish i could work wif her more..
Thursday, Sal and Sel went reception so only left me and vict.I was put wif SIS ANG and was so hoping she will let me learn something interesting when she told me to scrub instead!!! I was so shocked yet excited..LOLz
Oh boy, the surgery lasted til1450.I was going hypo sia but i wanted to stay on cos i dun really like doing things half way beside it so fun scrubbing up.hehe.
A lot mistake i make like dunno how to drape the trolley and alot more.Well.....
Today, i was at R8.First case was AGAS.he noticed me make some comment which my ear chose not to pick up.Was observing his case and noting the placement of the instrument.Second case,Kang ask me to scrub wif her.i couldnt hesitate more, quickly went to scrub up..Haha but Jam was fierce also.Keep scolding me abt my movements..Kang taught me abt fixing the chest trochar and i learnt abit more of trolley preparation.Was slightly easier for chest case i feel..
Jam gave me a coupon and i had a really good lunch..haha.AFter tat, sis Ng wanted us to learn topping up, so i tag wif HR and XT to do topping up as well as packing of intrument.
Im glad it finally the weekend.We r having another outing tmr.XD
Hmm, before i go, i realise i have beeen losing pretty important pple.=(
First i lost a very good buddy,my ah ma and now moja is going away too.I guess it part of parcel in life..=x
Moja!!
Oh how i am going to miss her..
I hope things wun get so bad without a maid..She was really good after all.I should give her a best MAID award or something..Haha.
