In the beginning, it always hurt..But tru the pain, you will become stronger..That something i have always told myself..So tolerate..Cos there might be a reason why u were here..

I 'll find that reason soon.

One day, some how...

I realise or should i say subconsciously knew that i was livin in the past..But i cant help it..I miss the past, i miss everything abt it..and most of all i miss the person that was in the past.
But i know some where out in a corner of this country, he is still safe and sound, probably leading a happier life.And as i look at my pathetic self, i cant help feeling stupid and sorry for myself..

I din noe where i could find such strength in the past, neither do i know why i lack those strength now..But all i know is that i need to move on..Bcos if i dun..I'll wun be able to trust anyone..In fact, sometimes i feel i m putting a barrier automatically to almost anyone who tries to come to close to me..bcos i dun want to get hurt..

I still love you but tat doesnt matter anymore..cos u r alrdy gone..

To my 'guidance angel':If u could understand how i truly feel, you will know wat i really need..