Im typing this bcos i still cant bring myself to bathe..(erm, not good when it just after a meal)o.O

Anyway i had a pretty good day wif nc p.l and h.g (the 2 pple i feel extremely comfortable wif), until i decided to do something which is to prepare trolley for the second case..Mayb im stupid or wat, i din think who would be doing that case..So happily, we search for the missing mayo stand and trolley..I scrub up and trying my best to do as fast as i can yet trying to be as neat at the same time..

The more things coming in, the messier i got..standard! cos i aint a neat person..And den, boom the door opened, i looked up and knew it doom time..I dun have anything against her, just that if i could, i will stay a 100m away from her..Im not scared of her and den maybe a little, but a pisces would rather avoid unnecessary tension...so peace how do i avoid her when im stuck there...?

No need to say, she saw me doing her trolley, she quickly rush to scrub up..zzzz

She doesnt trust me, like i will mess up her trolley and mind u i am 1/2 way done okays..At least i sat up most of my stuff on the mayo and yeah she quickly came in and demanded i gave her space..(i so small and she not that fat also...ZzzZz)

I swear i lost my mind and couldnt even fix a simple sarn saw..So she sarcasticly suggest i should leave her stuff alone and yet dun unscrub cos she doesnt trust my drapping..what the heell is that?

Nc p.l came in and ask me to unscrub since it so cramp and so she got nothing to say, so me being a little smarter asked H.G to counter check wif me my draping before i get out of her stupid sight..Dun worry, i trust myself..draping was all correct!Bravo..

Went out and was about to slowly degrown when p.l ask me to go help J.I thought i would see vicky there but i guess she went for break..I went in there, trying to figure wat i should start wif when J turned around and did the same thing but of cos in a more polite-yet-you-know-she-mean-dun-touch-her-things way..Zzz.

like FINE!WATEVER...

Went out and found things all done already..

I knew than that there is only one chance to make an impression, whatever it is, i definately have screwed everything up..

I have to go on everyday, ignoring the little talks, trying my best to not make a single mistake so that pple wun talk..I have to pretend i dun care when actually i really do abt everything..

Seriously i do.But what to do, i have to be strong..=/

I noticed Nc ang seem a little disturbed this days, not sure if she overstress or maybe something personal happened..Cos she dun smile at me everytime i greeted her and yet stupidly i still say "hi" each time i bump into her (of cos without any reply back).
And it almost affected me alot cos i knew she din like me and maybe being cold was just another way of proving it..Still i never fail to greet her..

If it is true that im gonna have a tough life, im certainly having it now..=((

MIch where are you, the shops are closing!!! argghh..

P.S: Happy birthday to all libra pple including, A.h, vicky, Nc alice and of cos not forgeting TOAD..(omg i haven got a gift for toad yet)

"HoLd yOuR tEaRs, No mAtTer wHat peOplE say..."
-F.I.R