I actually wanted to go back and sleep after eating..haha..can u believe wat a pig i am..
So i decide not to as it only cultivate the laziness in me..which i think i am alrdy very lazy..
I dun feel like reading my notes YET..mayb after a good sleep..or mayb i will just force myself later after taking a nice bath..
I realise i have become such a sad person..but i only had myself to blame..=(
I've changed so much tat i think only terror and loneliness filled my heart everyday..I cant really remember when was the last time my heart actually lighten up..Den again dun get me wrong, i do not need a bf but maybe someone who can be there for me i guess..I just cant seem to get anyone to talk to, everyone has their own troubles and i guess it not right to put mine on top of theirs.
I tend to chose who i want to talk to..so den again who dun..=((
I decided enough is enough, i will start buckin up again..but it very tiring..mentally and emotionally..It like everyday i come home wif a heavy heart and sometimes wif a heavy mind..If you know wat is it like to be feeling this everyday you will understand that even if i was to have 6 hrs of sleep everyday it isnt enough for me..
I think wat i need is the attention of someone who matters to me..to cheer me up and encourage me..But i think that is not going to ever happen..haiz.
Okays enough of sad things, i guess i just have to be there for myself..=x
Here are the pics from my camera..^-^
i think i was too overexcited abt my first camera that i take watever i could take..haha..
At lao pa sa..
Ms Vanity!
Me looking fatter den ever
I like pics in sepia..
The camera is 6 megapix..nice and clear..Haha..And they also got 15 BS!^^,
At Partyworld..
It was just us at first!
Tommy engrossed in singing while Lena looking sweet in the middle..
i think they sing songs from jay quite well..^-^
I miss group pics!
A clearer pic of Mich and his colleagues..
Lena singing so passionately..*lolz*
Messy-tired look..
I was being lame wif the lamer..
I love her!!
P.S: Mich looks so funny behind me..tat face! whahaha..
I still haven figure out how to use the camera yet..so those 'blue' images arent really tat clear..=x
ZzzZzz..it alrdy 10 plus.i am going to slp..brain very dead and im feeling extremely lazy..It seems so scary to know how days pass by so fast..-.-
