This week have been pretty ok..Mayb bcos i only scrub once and spend most of my time catching up wif my circulating work..I still suck at watever im doing...That wat they all say..

I think im catching up very fast..

Friday nite has been good..Lena , mich, edison, alvin and me had a great time at dbl O.I know the guys drank alot but exactly how much im not sure..cos i was only wif them 50% of the time..Haha..

Anyway just as expected i felt like i gonna faint any moment the next day..

Was scheduled to clean the steriliser room..After alot of work done, i felt better and more energised..wat more we got food downstair waiting for us..
I like the beehoon and the sauage..haha.

Last night...i felt lost..Was suppose to go clubbing wif the gers but was feeling so tired..I only back out when lena called to say her (stupid) bf change his mind so she wun be going..And den Qin got angry..I just felt stuck in the middle of lena, qin and myself..

In the end i chose to go wif myself..It ridiculous, both of them have their bf and their bf 's frens..
Why would i want to go ter and feel awkward..So i rung mich and we went HK cafe to eat..I felt really contented..for i had a good slp after the dinner..

Now is sunday, and i feeling like kind of down cos dunno wat kind of scolding tmr will bring..
Im not perfect, so it easier to spot every mistake i make..But definately not wat kind of mistake i wun make..That human favourite thing to do isnt it?

Oh well, i had a super craving for chocolate fondue now..And things seem to be working out fine..(everyone is ok wif it)So hopefully after i eat it, i wun be so sad that today is sunday..

Anyway ive decided to move on in life..I have been missing alot of pple in the past.basically all my ex-bfs..Hmm dunno if im feeling lonely or wat..But whenever i think of the future, it seemm very bleak, like i can never meet someone whom i can fall in love again..sad rite?

This days the guys i know cannot make it(in my list) =x

so where have all the good men gone to..?

It sad to think that it really hard to be frens again after a break up..It has been months alrdy yet we cant face each other and go out as frens or have a casual conversation even?Why must 2 pple so in love before become complete stranger after a breakup.

Well, i guess i cant force them if they want to stop associating wif me..Just disappointed i guess..mayb i should just move on.really move on..

i guess im just feeling empty inside..