Abt one yr back, i did the same thing..

I threw all my responsiblities and ran away from reality..

I just wanted to take a break bcos im so tired..

But now it harder to throw everything off the shoulder bcos i have to grow up..

One yr back it was the same you who broke my heart..

Just last nite, i remember everything that was once say to didi at the esplanade river..Just this time, no one to catch me when i fall, only the wave that greeted me at east coast..

But di still send his regards over..I have to remember how he had to hold on to me so tightly for the fear i would jump into the water..haha seriously i wouldnt know if i would have done that at that moment..But you see he cant always be ter for me..=(

I have to comfort myself..feeling so bruised and pathetic..I nvr felt like that for so long..

What can i say, i wish things would have been different..yeah how i wish eh..

Now i wish if ter ever such thing call the next life, i want to meet him again and probably be more than just lover..^-^

For now since i cannot get the one i love, i rather be wif myself..

Now forget him forget him forget him........

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