Sitting here make me feel like im wasting alot of time..There are tons of things i wish to do and could have done..So since i cant do anything i will sit here and type rubbish..
After learning so much from working, time is something i learnt that is precious..
I hate to sit around and waste my time but i cant think of anything else constructive to do while in somebody's else hse..Thank god im not going to do this everyday.
Just monday, i have alrdy wasted the whole day doing nothing but waiting..It terrible i telll u bcos my phone die on me..And imagine sitting ter at the clinic just staring into space..
It all started when i couldnt wake up in the morning, din really have the mood to go to work either..I drag myself to work thinking "die la, today surely will scrub one.."
I read my notes in the mrt again but cannot remember anything..Reach work looking like a half dead zombie..I've been reaching work later den the normal 7.30 and have to rush to do my routine..AH told me ter was a roll-call and sure enough sis ask me to scrub..*faint*
The another reason why i was so listless in the morning bcos im worried that whilst in the middle of stress, i might have an episode of chest pain..In my head i was thinking should i tell?The only thing that held me back was probably the fact that they might think i din want to scrub..so how?
So i forced myself to scrub up and muster all the possible courage that i could.
I dunno was it nervousness or i wasnt thinking, i cannot even drape the first trolley properly..-.-
Things went fine but in my head something urge me to tell AH that i might have an episode of chest pain..I carry the set and i alrdy felt that pain piercing in my chest..
And so i open up my mouth and told her but i guess i din speak properly..She thank me for telling her and ran out of the roomm..I heard her scream "sis"(i was alrdy finishing soon)-.-
Sis ask jacq to scrub up amd ask me see the dr IMMEDIATELY..I changed and went down..
Reach the clinic at 9.25, met the dr at 11..I was dying of boredom..So a few random question and a physical examination..
"ok i shall send you to go for ecg now...."
I went for ecg and was shivering cos it damn cold..
ECG was fine.. But she say she thought she hear some abnormal sound while asculting so ask if i want to go A&E to have a further examination..I must be stupid cos i say alright..
Waited at least 45 min before the ambulance came and mind you it only less den 2 km away..Zzz
It was exciting to sit at the front seat wif the driver..My first time..Hahah..
The ambulance uncle was friendly and we had such an interesting conversation abt the haze.. and so i reach A&E and spent another 20 min waiting before i could see the nurse at triage..Did another ECG before being send in to CCA.
I saw Huixian ter..hahah.
Wait and wait til i fall aslp..It was a good sleep..i woke up feeling like i shouldnt have come here in the first place..The clock reads 13 10..Soon enough stupid dr came and intro himself..Explain to me certain things..Took my blood and gave me some muscle relaxant..Not mentioning sent me to take an x-ray..-.-
Met Winston at the xray department..After xray, nothing more but waiting..I felt like a complete idiot so i went out of A&E and walk ard..
Came back and was told to wait some more..Sat down feeling drowsy..
There was this lady on my right that was shocked by a nurse sitting down beside her..She stare at me and thought i was depress..
Lady: Miss ah
Me turn to look at her wif a very stoned face
Lady: Are you okay?
Me (surprised): erm yeah im ok (wif a forced smile)
Lady: You look very sad you know
Me:huh.. (wat else can i say?)
Lady: Are you a nurse here?
ME: erm yeah im a nurse here, i mean i work in this hospital..
Lady: OH den why are you sitting here..or you waiting for patient to come out isit?
ME (-.-): err..no no you got it wrong..Im a nurse here but now im a patient..
Lady (shocked): ohhh..i seee..
The indian lady on my left also turn to look at me..Zzz
So i stood up and lean against the door of the CCA.The man whose trolley was beside mine earlier on was wheeled out..
Green guy: HELLO NURSE! (in a loud voice)
ME (in a sheepish grin): hello!
Green guy: What happen to you ah??
Me started giggling
Green Guy: you got punched by a patient isit..?Or you pregnant that why come here?
ME (thinking to myself):That is ridiculous
Me: No la, i got chest pain..
I noticed the indian lady listening in to my conversation for she try her very best not to laugh..--.-
Green guy: OhHH!
ME: Than wat abt you?
Green guy: OH i abd pain..Very pain.. ( started to moan)
I cannot be bothered and turn away..
Gosh can someone make me invisible..The stupid dr sent me for another ECG and i had to wait to get my mc and meds also..By the time i was freed..It was alrdy 1605
And i am suppose to finish work at 1600..Wat the difference you tell me?
Wat a freaking waste of time..Arggh.
Yesterday i waste my time bloggin..
Caught up wof Qin to study but also end up gossiping..haha..
Now i wasting my time..
I should go play some sudoku..
bleahz
