Hmm though it 12am alrdy but i decided to blog while waiting for my songs to transfer to my new mp3- ZEN V PLUS.XD
My dad bought us all a mp3 player..Thanks a million daddy!! *muackz*
I realise how some days can be so funny..When it bad, everything bad will come ur way..When it is good, it be double bonus too.=)
But the rest of the days will be pretty average..I still pray for more good days to come by..haha.
Today is such a good day i tell ya..I got my confirmation letter..
What i really saw when i look at the letter was my months of hard work..It pay off..!
But i know that there will still be more days of hardship but im stronger..=))
Anyway it a good day bcos i scrub for an BKA..whaha..Was fun i tell ya..And she was super nice to me today also..Mayb i should learn to understand her...hmm.!
Yesterday it was quite an opposite of today..I went to see the astrologer aka fortune teller(she abit of both).
Yeah, heard abt my grandpa stuff and felt really sad that i almost could cry when i think of him..So to make myself feel a little better, i follow my dad and toad down to my granny hse..When i reach there, i saw my cute grandpa sitting at the edge of the bed (think he just woke up or something), he look blurly at me and had a very scared expression..
He asked my grandma why got so many pple that he dunno come here..So i had to intro myself all over again..
We all went out and he sat on his favourite sofa, dig his side pocket and show us a 10 cent..
"10cents is all i have..Im such a poor man" that wat he say..
and tru out the conversation he kept repeating..Saying why other pple can earn $107 and he only can earn 10cent..Everytime i hear it, it makes me laugh but also sad to see his condition deteriorate so much..
He looks happy!=)
My shy granny..
Sometimes it makes me wonder when was the last time that i saw him, he was still his normal self and he still acknowledge me..That was like when i was so bz dating..So engrossed in my bf!
Last nite, i was really down..I thought to myself what am i doing here walking aimlessly wif my best frens and yet feeling all so irritated..Like there is no life at all..
I realise i have spent my entire adolescent life engrossed in guys and frens..I neglect my home totally..I felt really ashamed of myself at the thought of it...Im sure u will agree too..
My mood snap the moment i saw him..I dunno..Honestly i dunno if it was loneliness or desperateness or wat..but i have been thinkin of 2 pple alot..except tat recently it was him that i have been thinking and probably talkin abt once in a while to nana.
And den i have to see him..Dun get me wrong..But it really something wrong..My whole world collapse but not tat dramatically..It been like how many months alrdy and i still feel like that..
The feeling is like really blue and lousy..Even after i got out of the place..I still wonder wat he is thinkin..This is the nature of pisces and i cant control it..Arrggh..
I continue feeling so horrible until i rem kenneth (de hairstylist) at dxo and went over wif lena and qin to say a hi to him..That helps abit cos he so cute can...hahha.
Actually suppose to club wif him one..Mayb at the start i should have agree den probably we wun meet and all of us will not be hanging ard aimlessly on a sat nite..
I decided that regardless wat nite it is, i shall stay at home to spend quality time wif my parents..Unless there is a concrete plan of wat to do..im so not stepping out of the hse..
And oh yes, am i stupid or wat but i recently found out, nana is attached once again..
Congrats to her..=)
Back to the life of me, myself and i..=((
*cheers*
(crazy-looking woman!)
Oh well, cheers cos many good things happen today..
It almost 1am, should be going to sleep..lalalal~
Nitez
