Im aint sure wat kind of person i am still nor how will i learn best..But ranting, insulting me isnt going to work..It just gonna stress my poor heart and pollute my mind..
Haiz, say watever u want..Im just afraid that ter a limit in my tolerance..
I wish for my freedom, right now i just dun feel like human..
I feel like being ripped off of every dignity and pride that i have..
fcuk im depressed..=((
Put one day in my shoes and i tell u u will cry, definately cry..
Cos it fcuking tough to try to keep a smiling face every morning even though u r unsure wat kind of day u be going tru..And can get screw for every little innocent things and be make fun of like you're someone without feelings..
Thank God, im finally freed for now..
I got tmr and the weekends off..
And today fate is a little kinder to me...Just for a long time, i felt happy again working cos i at EOT..
Now i feel so screwed cos i haven been filling in my p file for 1 month alrdy..Okays God bless me man..
Yes finally the halloween post..Hmm could someone seriously tell me when it really halloween..It the 31th oct right?Anyway i celeb it last sat which is on the 28th and ter was this lady who told us to come back on tues cos it isnt halloween yet..But we still did trick treat tat nite..hmm..
Anyway looking at my pic, i dun look like anything that fits the halloween theme at all..In fact, my idea was to look like some dead ge tai singer in the 60s or something..But i din have time for the makeup cos me and my sis arrive damn late..The thing suppose to start at 6..but we came at 7 plus..Im just some idiot in cheongsam wif the furry thingy (wat is it called again?) walking around from houses to houses..wif a bunch of kids..Okays i also look like one of them..hahha.
i din take much pic also..The most regretted part was tat i did not bring my camera to take the decorations that some pple put up..It really nice lo..
Some randoms:
Me and Vanessa.
Jess the devil!
Almost everyone is like dressing as devil and dracula..
Shuimin and Jamie
Only Jamie is angelic..lolz
Anyway my cousin have really nice costumes..
Darcy has his scary devil mask that have blood drippin all over..(pic will be posted when i get it from shuimin)
Vanessa is a witch.
heidi...no idea..
Van and heidi
Haha, heidi look like she having serious insomnia..But yeah tat pic was taken at Giant..My aunt actually drove us down to giant to get disposable underwears..LOL
Because we all wanted to do nite swimming but none of us bought clothes..So van and heidi had to gave us all their sch shirts and shorts..LOL
You should have been ter to witness their fren's swimming pool..It gorgeous..It feels like you r swimming in some private pool in a forest..Im not kidding..It damn nice..
Sorry la it taken wif a hp camera..But just imagine trees ard it.. It would have been nice if it was wif someone i love and just the 2 of us under the moonlight..Maybe sipping a glass of wine and wif soft music behind....*dreams*
But i had to wake up to reality when darcy splash water on my face..It was super rowdy in the pool..Darcy and the other boys were trying to drown one another..The gers stay away..
To spice up things, we all played marco polo.. and ......
Can you guess wat is this game? hahahaha....familiar anot??
Only me and van din join in this game..We were the camera man.hahaha.
We swam til one before walking at least 200m back soaking wet to wash up and sleep..
Tricka Treat!!
We din collect tat much sweets, according to van, if we had came earlier we would have been able to collect much more..=x
Anyway nites..I have a crazy plan to my problem le..
Gotta catch some sleep..
NiteZ!
