My nites' are finally over!!

yeaH! XD.

Actually i find night shift pretty nice..Except for the fact that u have to report to work at night and work while everyone is sleeping..Think abt it, next morning u r slpy, so is everyone who is reporting to work..But the difference is that u get to go home..XD

Okay that lame..

Yeah but it pretty mean to say i love to watch everyone stroll in slowly for work while i strolling happily home..LOLz
The feeling is just different! Sad to say i m not doing permanent night..I doubt i can even do that until let say 5 yrs time?

But night also can be scary..Not in the sense of haunted hospital or seeing something white flowing in the dark corridor (in fact i have seen none of it) but rather the responsibilty is heavy esp when u r the only one from ur own discipline..Haiz.

First nite wif H.G and all the nice pple..Second and third nite wif J.S and all the 'ok' pple and to top it up are never ending cases..Arrggh..

Dunno if it a curse or wat, ter was one staff who spoke to me on the first nite..I happen to ask her if tonite consider as bz (cos i thought the cases will nvr end)..she say no and proceed to 'cursing' me that i should have experience wat is call bz nite..

Second nite was suay..Everything end early than tat sis T refuse let us go rest, so we slack ard in one corner talking rubbish..I rather be sleeping away in the tea room lo..zzz
Den a case came in and i had to sccrub for appendix..

Talking abt scrubbing for appendix, i remember going ard telling everyone that i want to scrub appendix and always no fate wif it..Guess wat God gave me appendix to scrub everynite can?Omg *faint*

So now i suppose to be "pro" in it huh?The dr not very nice la, they expect me to know my stuff well when it like less than 4 times that i actually scrub..Arggh..I not that fast learner lo..

REcently i learn a very important lesson..DO NOT SPEAK WITHOUT THINKING.
I am quite direct, watever i feel or think, i will just say it out without thinking much..Now i noe how much my stupid mouth can get me into trouble..So frm now on, even if pple think im mute, i shall not speak til i think it correct..Arrgh

And probably i should be careful abt my "i wish for..." and "i hope for..."

Sometimes i think i m pretty lucky person..Dunno why leh..
I would like to think that my blog is a wishing well, where i throw every thoughts into it and sometimes along wif a few hope and wishes..Mayb an angel would come by, read them and grant them..=)

The last post i did wish for a miracle that my grandpa would wake up to acknowledge us rite..He kind of did it..Although it was not really an acknowledgement but he open his eyes..And that good enough alrdy..=]

I dunno wat i want to wish next for him..Much as i want to wish he recover, i know he not gonna be in good shape..Haiz..Mayb i should wish the best for him watever it may be..=
Somehow i feel im a changed person..Dunno just feel that way ba..

Tata gotta run..

Seeing my grandpa laters!

P.S: Hope i can find miarcle again.=)