But im going down later to visit Vicky and her baby.:)
Last nite, i dunno wat happen to me or should i say i dunno why i had very poor tolerance to alcohol suddenly..I feel like laughing abt it..
I went drinking wif albert at the mini bar on the second floor of Ti Amo.I only had like 1/2 cup of "blow out" and it really blow me out..-.-
Recently i cannot tolerate alcohol..it was so bad and i dunno why..(><) Oh yeah so anyway, i was alrdy very drunk without knowing it.. We walked to my hse, i was still feeling ok..No feeling of puking or watsoever..Den dunno why just right in front of my door step, peanut started barking nonstop. As i dig for my key, a sense of fatigue hit me really hard and all i just feel like doing was to get into the hse quickly and lie down.. I manage to open the door..wanted to quickly close the door and i rem MY PHONE was still wif him and reminded him before i close my second door.. Albert pass me the phone..Den i remember smiling sheepishly at him while waving goodbye to him.. Next thing i thought i close the door when i woke up (with peanut barking in the backgrd) and realise i had KO and was hugging to the door wif it half open still..OH MY GOD! I laugh at myself and quickly got up to close it before throwing myself down on the sofa to KO again..Woke up again and decide to go into my room to sleep.. I thought i was alright once again, i went to my study room to put down my bag when that feeling hit me again.. I knew exactly wat to do.. I Wanted to throw myself at the sofa again when i saw my dad looking at the sofa(i dunno why he was looking at the sofa either oO?)...Somehow seeing my dad give me a purge of energy to walk to my room instead to pull out my bed..lolz Maybe i should stay away from alcohol.:( It give me low blood pressure that explain the fainting spell.. Haha...LOSER!! Albert din noe that i KO at the door i think, so i hope he dun read my blog..LOLz But i must say that pub is pretty good..Although they have limited drinks but the ambience is really nice with big and comfy seats.. We chose to sit at the japanese style..And the funny thing was that our table have a small tv showing cartoon network.. We watch TOM & Jerry and Fantastic Four tru out the nite.. We also had a little camwhoring session of each other..lolz
At the kopitiam.
COSMOPOLITAN
nice color drink but taste like cough syrup.=
Posing wif his COSMOPLITAN
MY turn!
Obviously DRUNK!
hahahhaa!
Haiz im still angry wif a particular someone..
Since young, i really dun like it when im angry wif someone and all he/she do is to apologise and expecting me to forgive them without any actions of showing how sorry they are..
If a word of "sorry" can cure every damage den next time if i hurt u, all i have to do is to say sorry can alrdy rite?
That sorry can patch the hurt i cause u mah?Yesterday i never felt so screwed up..i nvr felt so violated..I feel so pissed and angry that i couldnt really concentrate wat im doing..fcuk man.
DO You know how much i feel like killing u? If u do, dun come near me..But if u claim u love me and u really do, u should just lay urself infront of me and let me kill u..Arggh!
CAN U FEEL MY FIERY?I love ur frenship, i think u make such a good fren until u do wat u do and den everything is gone..
You know is not abt my ex that i cant leave behind..im never a person who cant move on (not for long)..
You know is not abt my ex hurting me that i cant trust..
Is actually guys like u who hurt me that made me faithless when it come to guys and make me run back to my past, hugging it and wishing it come back to life..
And that why i nvr want to love again, cos i feared loving the wrong person..
So dun say u love me, cos u noe u nvr did..
You have just once again push me deeper into the pit which im alrdy in..
I will nvr trust.
I will be more careful wif guys like u
Once again, i have learn.
:((((
*I need to find a way to wash away my pain once again..*
