This is gonna be the first and last time im gonna throw a party like tat..Darn it alot of money and time..But still i had tons of fun.So much so that my body got a little reluctant to go work today.
Shall do de details of my birthday some other day.
It so early in the morning and i cant get to sleep although im feeling pretty terrible.
And then i thought of my sis and it lead me to the thought of another person (probably u know too!)..
I dunno wat my mum or dad thinks, but i know my frens who loves me would tell me that i been hanging out wif the wrong guy if they feels so..
Im surprise firstly that they could tell there was chemisty wif u know who and me..Secondly within a day of looking at him or probably just exchanging a few sentence, they knew he just cant make it..=x
So once again, i say to myself "look carefully at what u r doing".
My preceptor gave me a long lecture abt not playing wif other pple feelings when she knew i was "attached"..My senior teases me..Almost everyone who see him and me thinks we r an item, just that he really cant make it..
BOY i have enough man..
Actually i din mean to screw things quite badly, until i found out wat a "man " he was.And since shawniee was such a willing partner.....=)
Sometime i like u, i thought if u dun talk too much, we will be such a fine couple..Yet sometimes i wish u would just shut up and probably be the quiet and "serious" side of u..
Dun look up at me and think that im that great in r/s or that i understand u..cos i aint and u really need to grow up..I cant date a guy who looks up at me, rather i want some one i could look up to..
Your sense of humor suck, you cant keep secrets and therefore u cant give surprises.
I could have possibly close an eye to all this but not one..
You know how they say money can hurt feelings?
I would definately be pleased if a guy could spend on me=)
im fine if we go dutch..
BUT im not happy if behind ur seemingly generous gesture lies a heart who unwilling to part wif the money..
To think i was hoping for some personal b'day gift from u..But nah, im not upset..kinda expected it..
And to think u use ur ex gf like an atm..F*** you man..
Im glad i wasnt ur atm, probably the opposite instead.
That why i still thinks that good man are very hard to come by..So i still love my single life..Just need to do a little readjustment tats all.
Morale of the story for me is that guys could come in very good disguise.
I still love shawniee very much unfortunately..
Just yesterday as we had our pillow talks again, i finally got my chance of apologising for wat i did in the past.
Still im not hoping for anything, cos i know and he knows that if we were together, we will never be happy..
Im just contented if once in a fortnight we could just laugh and play like old times .
Beside absence makes the heart grow fonder doesnt it?
P.S: Im nice and i dun bite, but for the justice of wat u did, sorry even if it doesnt concern me, i cant take it lying down that im dating some one who cant show gers respect.
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