The depressing truth..

It one of those time when i cant help feeling really emo..
Give me a sad love story and i would cry..Im not one tat cries easily that if i can help it..I dun believe in crying.
Even if i feel super sad, i will try not cry..

Just now i was watching the manga "I my me strawberry eggs" and it was so touching that i really wanted to cry, my heart feels like breaking..But the moment i feel tears started to form, my eyes just cant cry anymore..=((

Haiz.

I have been alone (mayb not exactly alone) /single for so long..But i cannot find a reason to stay truly happy..
I cant seem to really moved on..and that start to get me worried and even more depressed..

You see the truth is i get over someone really fast, but is also true that i cant move on either.
The scary thing i realise abt myself is that i have nvr move on from the past..
Mayb someone should tell me the meaning of moving on, cos i dun seem to know..

I thought moving on is when u r able to stop being so obsessed abt that person, you can get attached again and u wun miss that person at all...

But i think abt most of them (those i truly like).Most of the time is of cos.......

I wonder why i cant get over him?He just like a pill that get me really addicted and im just like a hopeless drug addict that gets addicted time again after rehabiltation..

Is ter really no cure?

Is love really like tat?

I guess so...

Now i know how drug addicts feel, you can be looking at the drug and knowing is all bad for u yet you dunno why time again you would still do it..
Worst of all, i nvr allow myself to cry..Cos i feel if u easily get emotional, next time u will cry at almost anything..So cannot cannot cry...

Must be strong..

It will all soon be over..